Nathalie Post Gabrielâs Death Headcanons
Note: Dw chat I know itâs been a hot minute but at least Iâm not dead like Gabriel. I missed you guys so much and as my way of making it up to you, I present to some angsty gabenath headcanons đ¤
Nathalie did not cry immediately after Gabriel died, not because she did not care or miss him, but because her brain could not process or comprehend the fact that he was actually gone. She kept unconsciously waiting around, expecting him to return.
Nathalie still makes Gabrielâs coffee every morning and prepares his meals out of habit.
Nathalie does not go into Gabrielâs office, nor does she attempt to move or get rid of any of his things. She leaves his office exactly as it was.
On nights when Gabrielâs absence is really affecting her, Nathalie will sleep in some of his old clothes and (or) just hold them close to inhale what is left of his scent.
Sometimes (more often than sheâd like to admit) Nathalie finds herself talking to Gabriel in her head. She imagines his responses and she can feels like she can clearly hear his voice, almost as if he were standing right next to her. Sometimes she catches herself responding out loud and feels an immediate wave of shame.
Adrien has witnessed her having these conversations but he never says anything so as not to upset or humiliate her.
Nathalie doesnât have the heart to cancel Gabrielâs phone plan and out of habit from being his personal assistant, she will still answer any phone calls he receives.
Nathalie has spent far too many nights admiring Gabrielâs unfinished design sketches and trying to imagine what he would add to them if he were still alive.
Nathalie doesnât allow herself to cry or mourn Gabriel in front of anyone, least of all Adrien. She only allows herself to really let her emotions out when sheâs locked in her room and is 100% certain that she is alone.
When Gabrielâs memorial statue was built, Nathalie ensured it was placed next to Emilieâs so that they could be symbolically reunited even after death.
Gabriel always liked drinking black coffee and now that heâs gone, Nathalie often finds herself ordering it to drink.
Nathalie refused to take any interviews from the press or media after Gabrielâs death.
Although she held great resentment towards Gabriel towards the end of his life, she tries to keep his image as positive as possible, especially to Adrien. She tries to remind Adrien of the âgood times,â despite the fact that there werenât all that many. That being said she is always willing to listen to Adrien if he ever wants to share his feelings.
Nathalie doesnât like to keep pictures of Gabriel around because every time she looks at them she is met with the face of the man who had both ignited and broken her heart.
Nathalie cannot fathom the fact that Gabriel gave up his life to save hers. She is tormented by extreme survivors guilt.
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Side Note: I know itâs been a long time guys but I have new stuff coming soon (hopefully). That being said not all of it will be gabenath or miraculous ladybug related. I really want to delve into multiple different fandoms, but that doesnât mean I still wonât do mlb content so feel free to leave any suggestions and (or) requests!
