My life has been an absolute hellscape for way too long and I was worried about Young Royals releasing its final season right in the middle of it all. Honestly it was risky for me to watch it right now, not knowing what waited on the other side. I can’t afford an additional spell of despair on top of everything else right now 🥲
But this has been my favorite show and it remains my favorite show. Easily. It has been such a comfort for me during this time and I really don’t know where I would be without it right now. I was so worried I’d be too stressed to even enjoy the last new episodes there will ever be… or the story would just tank and disappoint me in the end like some other shows have that I’ve held close to my heart and then it would just make me feel even worse.
But what a beautiful show.
What an earned and deserved ending for every single one of the main characters. It was better than anything I’d ever realistically hoped for. (It was actually just a lot of me yelling and arguing with my screen and then So Many Tears 😭)
It is so rare to find a show like this, that is just incredible to watch from start to finish (heck, it’s rare to even get a show these days that even has a proper conclusion or otherwise doesn’t get dragged on for too long until it’s not even enjoyable to watch anymore).
I’m so glad I got to be there for its conclusion and experience it on the last day before our internet service gets cut off before our move. The timing is actually crazy for it all to have played out like this considering I didn’t plan it that way and I really needed this show to not let me down during *gestures at literally everything in my life*
Thank you to everyone involved in bringing the story, world, and characters of Young Royals to life. I’m sad I have no new episodes to look forward to now, but the show did what it needed to do and told such an incredible, heartbreaking, but beautiful and fulfilling story that, for me, will always be worth revisiting over and over again 💜
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Ok, I don’t want to waste your time but I wanted to be upfront about what’s going on in my life just so you all know.
Last night I got what is probably one of the worst emails that could have ever appeared in my inbox? Our landlord has given us a 60-day notice to get out. For context, my mom and I have been living here since the year 2000. We have never been late on rent or missed a payment despite every difficulty life has thrown at us in that time and this has completely blindsided us.
We haven’t spoken to any of the neighbors yet but some of the wording on the notice makes me think that they may be kicking out the entire building. Or maybe they’re just targeting those of us in the non-renovated units because we’ve been here so long and they could charge a new tenant much more with a quick kitchen and bathroom upgrade. Renoviction is a new word I just learned. I don’t know. That’s what happened to my brother at his last apartment. They kicked out everyone in his building, renovated, raised the rent, then let new people move in.
They suddenly started increasing our rent every year like clockwork a few years ago so I’ve had a feeling they’ve been trying to price us out for a while but I didn’t know they could just… tell us to leave just because they can. Rent consistently paid up and everything for 24 years.
The notice we received really doesn’t say much so it’s all speculation I guess. It doesn’t state a reason why it just says we need to be gone by March 31st.
But basically, I’m really not doing well right now in all honesty. I slept for maybe an hour last night and it’s like a switch flipped in me as soon as I read the email. My stomach has had this weird knotted feeling ever since and I can’t stand up for more than a few minutes before needing to lie down again in case I either faint or vomit… I’m not sure which but it’s been this way since last night. I had to stand up at the sink to wash one singular dish from dinner and I could barely do it. At least I didn’t see the email until after I ate last night because I still have no appetite now.
However bad I’m feeling I know my mom is probably feeling worse. She has been for a while. She’s getting older and my dad is no longer alive. Aside from my brother and one irl friend I still see in person regularly, we have no family or other support system in this country and are well and truly on our own, staring down the barrel of homelessness if we can’t quickly secure a place and move decades worth of our life there before the end of March.
All of this to say, I don’t know what our usual art shenanigans here are going to look like during this time. I am incredibly stressed to the point where I am physically ill but I also can’t pause and step away because I do need the income that I receive from your support of me/my art here. It’s just the reality. I’ve never been particularly Big And Successful with what I do so your support means all the much more and makes a real impact on my life.
I am so sorry if this dampens your mood at all today or if you notice a decrease in the quality of art I’m able to deliver over the next few months but I will try my best to keep things rolling and let you know if there’s any particular delays to expect.
To top it off, I requested a tour of a nearby apartment last night (more expensive than our current) and the name of the person who just texted me back has the same name as our current landlord. Who wants to start taking bets? I know for a fact they own a lot of property in the area so this isn’t looking promising.
Anyways. Sorry for this downer of a post. If we’re not homeless in 2 months then… I dunno. I’ll have somewhere indoors to do art? Yay? You can imagine the housing market we’re dealing with being in California. The prospect of moving at this point has always been one of my biggest fears but we’ll see if we get lucky real fast 😢
If you've ever thought about supporting my Patreon or anything else, now and over the next few months might be a good time if you can swing it. Maybe it'll help us secure a place to move if I can point to it and be like 'Look! A whole income!' 🥲 Idk man.
There's an art update in the (public) post I made if you want to see what we're at least trying to work on for sticker club through all of this.
Ignore me I just wanted to post some of this merch I finally unboxed for my memories while everything still looks nice and new :’)
I blew a bunch of my savings fighting for my life on Weverse earlier this year. It’s very rare for me to buy big ticket merch like this so it’s a special occasion 😭
The entire artist-made collection was designed by the members of BTS and the merch drops were so stressful but I did manage to somehow get pretty much everything I realistically wanted (and could afford sksksk). I know a lot of people weren’t able to get a single item they wanted so I feel really lucky for how things turned out 😭
I remember the Side by Side mini bag designed by Hobi sold out within like 30 seconds on the day I managed to grab it. I snagged Jimin’s hoody on the same day and if I had gone for that first the bag would’ve been long gone. But then the hoody sold out right after I grabbed that too so 🥴 This collection was so serious I still don’t know how I managed to pull this much off 😵💫
I snagged Joon’s jogger pants as consolation on the first day I tried since I’d failed at getting any of the items higher on my priority list but now I’m so glad I got them.
The material for the jogger pants especially feels so nice and thick, and they’re soft on the inside. I know the members were all very particular about the materials chosen but pls. Namjoon 😭 He knew what was up esp since he added the pockets 😭✋
And Jimin’s hoody is so good with the little details. Like the li’l ‘13′ on the tassels and the ‘seven with you’ text stitched on the hood that makes me wanna cry lmao. And the hood is so roomy you can just disappear inside Jimin GETS it 😭
I think my favorite detail on Hobi’s bag is actually the little ‘made by hope’ tag that hangs off the side. Does not add much to the obvious functionality but it makes me happy when I see it :’) I’m glad now I have a smaller bag I can use if I ever don’t feel like carrying the backpack I normally throw everything in.
If I had endless monies I would’ve also made a better effort to get Kookie’s mood lamp (I tried on the last day just to see and failed lmao) and Jin’s good day pajamas but I’m happy with the haul I did get.
Tbh I’m still recovering from all my dumb splurging earlier this year. I can’t do these things all the time but its been nice to actually have some things like this to look forward to this year :’)
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hi again! i jus wanna say that this blog is probably gonna be 100% run on queue bc i like to be active but don’t always have the energy to find posts to reblog. however, i do LOVE getting asks and dms, so read my DNI/BYF and hop on over :]
hi everyone!! it’s been quite a while since i’ve posted i know and i can’t blame some of you for unfollowing me but i haven’t been regressing as regularly due to life outside of tumblr and other things of that nature. i’m happy to announce that within the next few days and weeks i’ll be refilling my queue and gradually start posting again! i hope i still have a place in the regression community after my unannounced and impromptu break from tumblr 💕✨💖💖✨✨💕✨💗💕✨💖💕✨✨
