the witch of perfect misery

midge

hekatonkheire shard

unnamed joker girl

Green Eyes

Helloo my honey pies 🌼🌼

So todayyy omgmg it's been a rollercoaster of misery and irritation but oh well atleast Tumblr exists

So I did not go to school today cuz I have the immunity of a vampire and die in the tiniest bit of sunlight and heat and got sick after one day of school yesterday🩷

Then I wake up to my younger brother absolutely fucking ragebaiting me and then I started ragebeating him💕💕

And now he has my fucking claw marks everywhere and my mother dearest is berating me without knowing the whole story and this is all before 10 PM so yayayayayaya!!!!

Anyways, then I spent some time with my mittal enemy, my arch nemesis - MATHEMATICS🪻🪻

Could not comprehend shit but get a reality check? Wtf is that? We live gaslighting and manipulating ourselves over here, ain't nobody gonna talk facts to m. Whether it's about my grades,my life,my studies or my beloved

Which btw,I had zero visual stimuli of my beloved today so I'm heartbroken 🦤(ifykyk)

But it's alright,he needs to get some time off from me staring at his gorgeous face like a fuckung creep all the time every single day when he shows up to school

I've come to realise nothing much happens in my life after 4-5 pm ish,except for the mania wearing off and the depression seeping back in

But that's alright, undiagnosed bpd baddie core💕

Moreover, I finally slept for three hours yesterday amid an array of mixed dreams - nightmares and daydreams, thorns and roses but oh well

It were diabolically grotesque and gruesome grueling visuals of my darling getting dismembered and chopped up into peices my one if my very own death best friends {However she was very uncharacteristically muscular and tall (9ft??)}

But there was also me happily falling in love with and getting married to my darling and having 5 kids💙💙

Now my sweet, I must depart and take your leave since I have tiresome mundane tasks to carry out because we live in a modern neo capitalist world that treats me like a loser unpaid labourer (no hate to labourers for I love anybody that's working hard since I do not and detest myself for it)

Well thank you my lovelies for listening, peace out

XoxoxoxoxoX

Paris💗💗

PS: I love cassieee and skins in general smmm (yapping about skins coming soonnnn)