#misc txt

I’ve changed my name; I just don’t like the way Tyler sounds any more. I don’t know if I’ll keep Tyler as my self insert or not, but most likely not. If not, then I’m probably just gonna design a whole new self insert to use in in pretty much all universes. I just don’t really feel as connected to him as I did and if you’ve been around me for long enough, you’ll probably be used to this - and I’m sorry.

I’ve also been handling my depression. Before moving and then becoming homeless, I had been seeing a therapist for my depression / anxiety, and we were just getting into the topic of my dysphoria when the move came about. I can’t say I’m as happy as most of the community appears, but I definitely have improved mood wise and have been able to break out of my shell more than I used to. I hope to be able to contact some of you that I’ve been wanting to be friends with for awhile and hopefully we can!

Aside from all that, I’m now in a new state. Not in a permanent residence, but for now it’s somewhere I don’t have to worry about freezing this winter. Above all, it beats sleeping in a tent in a campground; I’m surprised I didn’t get sick during that time, but thankfully I’m fine - physically. Mentally, I’m still working through a lot of stuff.

On the topic of self shipping, I’m still not sure where I place myself on it any more. I love it, but when it comes to sharing my ships and the like, I’ve, admittedly, become a lot more anxious about it. With some of the newer ones I’ve picked up, I’m particularly nervous about. However, I do plan to eventually redo my whole blog to reflect my new favourites and ships. I’m not sure if I’ll just redo this blog or just make a new one - I’m going to try not to make a new one, but coming onto this blog gives me a weird feeling, so we’ll see how I feel after re-organising everything here. I actually do have a blog set aside in the instance I want to swap to it, but I’m probably not going to drop the link since I want to keep everything mostly private about it - I’ll drop it to mutuals if they send me a message + promise to not share it around (which I doubt anyone would do, but still).