literally thank you so much for putting in so much work to answer my questions!!! i was not expecting a diagram 😭 it is genuinely so appreciated tho. and i saw the other person who recommended i’m your man and was like damn i wasn’t the first to come up with that one lol /lh i have a few thoughts on what you said:
- “the fact that spoke loves mapicc is what dooms mapicc.” isn’t love being the cause of doom the main theme of uu? wifies loves parrot enough that it turns him into the director and gets him killed, wemmbu loves egg enough to keep him around and it gets egg kidnapped many times, flame loves lomedy enough to let him leave because he understands the importance of individuality (healthiest duo in the series…)
- “Mapicc is the endling of a species that spoke depends on or his food chain collapses.” so what i’m hearing is that spoke is the predator and mapicc is the prey… thinking really hard about this one 👀 what predator is spoke and what prey is mapicc i need to know
- idk how you even made the connection of the player centers (i was trying to remember what it was called and my brain came up with “soul hole” somehow 😭) but it is so cool,, the end poem being the foundation of life is so interesting. the aroace-ness of it all… he’s just like me for real :( i like the implication of understanding the different types of love being like. a genetic thing kinda. like in a “born with it” type of way. the way the misunderstanding of love and the fundiff thing and the wanting to be good thing all coexist because of the universal deviation of self-constructed players is very autism coded. again, just like me. you said spoke trying to love mapicc is like trying to speak a language he doesn’t know, and i think that applies to a lot of other areas of his life too. it’s not just love that makes him confused, it’s morality and empathy and power and so much more.
- i have another idea, walk with me in my mind palace. the end poem is the basis of life, what players accept as truth because it is wired into them with code. a written text people believe in…sort of like a bible… are you picking up what i’m putting down. what if the average Universe-constructed player believes in the Universe like a god. you described self-constructed players as having “broken away” from the universe. what if those are fallen angels. what if spoke is a fallen angel. spoke being villainized by the the Universe believers on unstable because he strayed from the Universe in his creation. spoke not understanding the end poem because it was never wired into his code and being looked down upon because of it. yet another way he is fundamentally different from everyone on the server. skiter am i making sense. you mentioned spoke as a rift angel and i have no clue what that is but like. fallen angel spoke… (sorry i grew up christian and the religious trauma brainworms appeared out of nowhere)
- i get so excited when i see long posts lol you never overwhelm me!! if anything i worry i overwhelm you, i know my questions can be a lot to chew on. the english student in me can’t help but dissect things as much as possible. i also cannot wait for ur 300 tumblrinas/1000 ao3 comments celebration fic :3
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Rowannn o//// YES my diagram. Well I wanted to explain it well!! ^_^ YAY.
YES YES YES YOUG OT IT BRUH. Theo um parrot puts him in danger by being a guard dog. i think its interesting abt torchflowers also cuz like. most of the protags quickly attach to their deuters, but flame doesnt really care about lomedy for a bit because hes caught up with his Strongest On The Server bs. and theyre the least lovedoomed duo hmmm.
I didn't explicitly mean predator prey but i accept that also :eyes: I was thinking more like. like how plankton make oxygen for us. Or how like. like imagine spoke is a mouse who lives in undergrowth, and mapicc is a wolf who kills big mammoths. If mapicc leaves, the mammoths walk over the land and turn it into something more like a plains w/ less cover. u get it. BUT If spoke is the hunter and mapicc is the hunted, then they might be human x wolf. hear me out. spoke as a hunter bc getting food is rlly important for humans right, and spoke doesnt think hismelf as a player(a human), so its sick and twisted to put him into the hunter role. ALSO hunters are seen as "cruel". Spoke kills mapicc to live but then he's out of wolves to eat.... MMM!! Or spoek as someone who hunts endangered species for sport.... many things to consider
SOUL HOLE LMAO. I made the connection bc like. i have one concept about spoke hole theory, and one about the universe loving you, so i mixed them. Fun! THE AROACENESS OF IT ALL </3. I think aroace ppl in this world just have shallower capacities in the sections of their body that hold "romance" and "sexual". Or like they have tighter valves and the love has to be intense for it to get romantic. its all a spectrum. HES JUST LIKE US FR!!!! The lack of a player center is so mental illness. I LOVE FANTASY DISABILTY :FIRE:
i like the implication of understanding the different types of love being like. a genetic thing kinda. like in a “born with it” type of way. the way the misunderstanding of love and the fundiff thing and the wanting to be good thing all coexist because of the universal deviation of self-constructed players is very autism coded.
You won't guess what disorders i have bruh... we're not so differnet u and i... YES!! Ughh that feeling that you were born lacking something that everyone else has... or, in typical hole theory fashion, you have a sadness that is supposed to be removed at birth.... UGH!!! You get me rowan u get me
you said spoke trying to love mapicc is like trying to speak a language he doesn’t know, and i think that applies to a lot of other areas of his life too. it’s not just love that makes him confused, it’s morality and empathy and power and so much more.
Girl with aspd: i don't know how to be normal and i act strangely
^hes the girl with aspd btw. i dont have that
We have to kill you. Okay. okay okay okay okay putting all of that aside-- Yeah! The believing in the universe is a religion. I will say that it's real, maybe not to the personificated version some ppl believe, but what i've said in tumblr asks so far is real. The universe loves you. The universe makes you. you are the universe. Diff ppl believe in different aspects of it to differnet degrees- just like real religions! Also jesus christ was real and he's like herobrine but goodhearted so that's why the exclamation "jesus christ!" works.
You call the end poem a written text and ehhhh?? It isn't. There's. It's code. you know the scrambled text in it?? that's how it feels. the End Poem isn't really a poem, its just called that. The End Poem is an experience. you beat the enderdragon and it's not really two voices, it's not really two colors of text, its not really two fonts, it's two beings. you cant even call them beings. its two feelings. two vibes. Two vibes and you know theyre talking to each other because there is a vibe-eral exchange. emotions and like weighted air(air?? where are you? weighted void? just weighted nothing????). There is a conversation, very much so, and you know what they're saying because its your parent talking in your native language, even though you haven't practiced that language since you were a very little kid. Why are there two "voices"?? How can one have a conversation with themself? Well, you're here, right? And you're basically just your mom but in a different body. The universe can talk to her/his/its/their/ourself because it's everything. She/he/it/they/we want for you to be able to comprehend it.
RIFTANGELS. so everything in the universe balances out. everything. sunlight and sundark, heavy and light, hot and cold, love and hate, full and empty, everything and nothing, kinetic and potential, angels and devils-- Um wait. That last one?? BASCIALLY DEVILS ARENT THE OPPOSITE OF ANGELS. Thats some bullshit some random a while ago made up, like the study on wolf packing behaviors. the real opposites are this thing called riftangels. Angels (im workingshopping a long name for them. stitchangels? Opposite of a rift is a closure) can heal, and riftangels can hurt. An angel leans on their friend/person they want to heal, and uses excess energy in the air (because the universe loves them) to heal the person. Inversely, a riftangel grabs their enemy/person they want to hurt, and uses excess energy in the air (because the universe loves them too) to hurt the person. Riftangel effect is kinda a wither, angel effect is like regen. or maybe sat?? Idk yet. but u get it.
THIS IS IMPORTNAT!!! This part is important: Spoke thinks that being an opposite is bad. he thinks being one of the opposites that is like-- yk how there's no such thing as physical cold, there's no "cold" particle, it's just a lack of heat? A lack of particle collision?? That's a 'negative opposite'. darkness, light(weight), cold, hate, emptiness, nothing, potential, riftangels. Take a quote from my magnum opus fic:
"Spoke is not something intentional. His species is not meant to even exist really, and the only reason he does is because an angel looked into the void some 10 to the eightieth years ago and saw its reflection. Spoke is the rubble of an accident– there was a positive without a negative, a direct relationship without the inverse relationship, something impossible; he's basically a big electron. He was created to be the mirror of some angel, so that when the universe wraps itself in a hug, and everything runs a count of itself, the number of angels and their opposites cancel each other out, and the everything's tally amounts to a total net nothing.
Spoke, for all that he tries to break free of the universe, is only a part of it. He is a culmination of life and death, but even with all the effort of Things to exist; he is not worth anything."
(right after this spoke says he is esp not worthy of mapicc. the fic is so good i wont quote anymore bc i want it to be experienced spoilerfree)
Essentially. To your idea about players alienating him for being werid-- dont even worry! hes done that to himself!! Definitely tho other players at best think he's a little odd and at worst think hes a freak. Again, neurodivergent feeling of Missing Something and the way Everyone Else knows too... Ohhhhhhhh. I write like this because i was the animal who was almost human but not quite human enough to be a person close to other people. But now i live with the other animals so life is good o7
dw!! Your questions dont overwhelm me in a bad way i prommy, i just take a few days to answer bc i need to ponder and i procrastinate on putting words together LOL
I FEEL KINDA BAD THO cause for every question or idea you pose i feel like i sound like "im five steps ahead you fool... useles..." I HOPE YOU DONT THINK THAT i dont mean it like that i promise i love getting these asks its an excuse to yap and i love hearing your takes and going "I THOUGHT THE SAME THING!!! THATS TWIN!!". I'm not professionally an english student but its more of a mental outlook, so the english student in US!! And yes hehehehh... heh heh heh... my 300 tumblrinas 300 twitling and 1k ao3 comments fic... which will be the 50th fic in the mcyt collection on ao3!! AH!!
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There are many, many worlds. Most are not named. They all have IDs, but names? Why would they need names? You memorize the ID of the world you grew up in, but you only call it "home."
Most worlds call themselves some sort of name meaning "home planet," "homeland," "place where we can rest," "place of safety," or "place of rest." Some of the older planets call themselves a name that means "stone." Some, those still affected by the conquests and battles of their histories, keep the names that other worlds gave them. Sometimes worlds rename themselves.
But world to world, planet to planet, server to server, most are known by only their IDs. The named worlds, well, they are all known for a reason.
There are five layers to existence, to reality, to everything: Over, Aether, Ether, Nether, and Ender.
Over is both the simplest to explain and by far the most complex, because the Overworld is the universe as we know it (or as you know it; that is probably the better way to say it). It is planets and suns and distant stars, all separated by the cold, empty void of space. The closer you get to the Core, where magic once reigned, the odder things get. There is a higher concentration of planets made of floating islands, of spaces where the void is breathable, as if it were air by the sea.
If you get close enough to the Core, to the center of this galaxy, you find that planets themselves seem to cease to exist in favor of great rings drifting through space, grand floating islands hovering above nothing, and oceans without land beneath them. You step slightly further and now the air is breathable - the void, I mean. It is as if the chaos at the heart of the galaxy is simply a world as a server to itself, something created in chaos where order can reign, where life can survive, and death becomes something significant in its rarity.
The further from the Core you travel, out to the edges of the galaxy, the more you find something like an old sci-fi interpretation of planets and space. The further you travel out towards the edge, the fewer lingering remains of magic exist. Everything holds itself under its own power. Everything tends towards chaos with nothing to slow it down from its natural pursuit. Some worlds - some planets, called "servers" mostly these days - are entirely one biome, being too close or too far from their star for water and environments to truly thrive in their differences.
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Hello! this is a repository for short stories taking place on a fictional Minecraft SMP. These stories are epistolary, meaning they take the form of the server's chatlog. Enjoy!
