Oct 2, 2024
@jccatstudios They’re here! They’re so awesome and they got here so fast! I can't wait to gift them to Mijnheer! ::squees::
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@jccatstudios They’re here! They’re so awesome and they got here so fast! I can't wait to gift them to Mijnheer! ::squees::
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::bounce:: He asked for more time with me, and we had a whole conversation about wanting a *lot* more time with each other. Neither of us felt like our social batteries were drained after spending nearly 8 hours together. We've set up a semi regular date night kind of a thing. We continue to chat, and he continues to be amazing and made of green flags, and it is NOT Thursday yet, damnit. Heh. NRE
Another afternoon spent with Mijnheer. Glorious and fun and delightful, and above all, comfortable. His presence is a balm, and I adore him so very much. He helped in the studio again, making the start of my last stock push for this week go by faster and more pleasurably. And then he and my Husbeast and I nommed pizza, shared dumb videos with each other, and chatted about various nerdy things. I love how much they get along. Sitting next to Mijnheer on the couch with my husband next to us in his chair, all of us relaxed and bonding. Feeling SO damned happy in my poly bubble.
The Way I Crave You (for Mijnheer)
the way I crave you,
both the things I know,
and those I have yet to experience...
you arms around me which feel like home,
your scent that gives me comfort.
your lips against mine, or
nibbling at my neck,
or my ears or...
that devilish grin,
that lights up your eyes,
or the soft, amazed way you look at me.
just as I look at you,
like you are something amazing,
something to treasure and cherish and love.
our skin touching,
like molten heat,
like magnetic attraction.
my fingers sinking into your hair,
yours grabbing onto mine.
the way you take my breath away,
and then remind me,
sure and syrup sweet,
"Breathe, Geliefde."
I crave all of this, but so much more...
dozing off in the circle of safety we bring each other,
sleeping side by side through the night.
waking to you studying me,
or watching your eyes blink awake.
walking with you through crunchy autumn leaves,
sipping hot tea or cider or cocoa.
reading my stories to you,
listening to you tell me more of your stories,
ghosts and demons nonwithstanding.
learning all the facets of each other,
though it feels as if our hearts are well acquainted.
the way I crave you isn't like hunger,
for it cannot be entirely sated;
I am always wanting more.
more time in your presence,
which fills my cup instead of emptying it.
more time marveling at how much joy
you bring me simply by existing in my world.
more discovery of ways to make you smile,
to laugh with abandon, and to
make those delightful noises I so adore.
the way I crave you,
leaves me wanting the fire and the calm
that you bring with you.
MDRF continues to eat my life, but there’s still highlights. Like running the booth shorthanded with half the polycule. Husbeast and his GF for the win. Patrons being silly with us, and one breaking into a blush when they made a 69 joke, and the whole booth snickered and said "Nice." Steak on a stake delivery. Scotch eggs. Frozen bananas covered in chocolate and bacon. Rose delivery shenanigans. Meeting new friends in person. And getting to see my Mijnheer every weekend.
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::bounce::
Going to meet the sweet one who quotes my fics at me and tells me good morning in Dutch/Kerch in person tomorrow. And I am fucking GIDDY about it.
Working side by side on a project to pad his armor and make it more comfortable. Joking and laughing while we get messy with epoxy. Sharing music and songs back and forth. Adore that we both communicate in music. Kisses that feel like comfort and then feel like fire. Soaking in the NRE and the happy glow we bring each other. Discovering fun and passion and new ways to make him make *those* noises. Giggling like fools in between all of it. Then watching him and the Husbeast chat happily. Yep. Date nights going well.
Opening day shots with my Mijnheer looking fabulous in his armor and wings. As photographed by my Husbeast.