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This is related to the "is Ava a variant of Aphmau" poll. Mostly because it got me thinking and I want to share my thoughts on my own post.
Because I voted "no". And it got me thinking about the multiverse thing Jess is doing now.
Here's the thing.
I like Ava because she doesn't feel like Aphmau. She feels unique. Meanwhile, to me at least, Aphmau just always feels like... Aphmau.
I like My Inner Demons because I think it's a nice change of pace. No Aaron, no Aphmau. No main characters we've seen in MCD, MS, Alternates, MT, etc. etc. Not even in ASMP, I'd dare say (because I'm only counting Pierce and Noi, and they are VERY different in these roleplays)
My Inner Demons, to me, was a good mix of plot and slice of life. About as good as Jess can write. I've vented enough about my flaws with the series, I'll spare you all.
But back to Ava.
Ava, to me, has so many differences with Aphmau I don't think I could say, "Yeah, that's Aphmau in a different font."
Aphmau loves kids, and I think she talks about wanting them. Ava hates kids. She literally pushes them down in the street.
They both have a lot of men in love with them, but I don't think Aphmau uses it to get what she wants even half as much as Ava does.
Aphmau has a single mother. Ava has two rich dads that fund her apartment.
Aphmau is... ambitious! She started her own cafe with Kawaii~Chan! Ava could literally never! She prefers to sleep and I don't think has ever had a job.
Aphmau is sociable and makes friends easily. I think in all series. Ava has 1 friend that isn't the 5 guys in love with her (unless you count Mrs. Oates, then she has two.) And she's a little rude to her sometimes.
I'd even say Aphmau is braver than Ava. Say what you want, but I've heard what she does in MCD, she fights Michael in MS. Ava only fights back when she thinks she's in mortal danger, and faints from fear
Aphmau, to me, feels like she want to help change the world. Ava, to me, feels like she'd rather let it pass on by.
And that's why, I personally, cannot say Ava is Aphmau's variant. And I feel that making her that, taking away what makes her unique and stand out for the other roleplay protagonists is a disservice to her.
I was wondering if you could do headcannons or short stories on My Inner Demons about the boys who meet the reader, but unlike Ava and most who meet them, they don't believe the boys have good intentions and aren't likely to trust them at all. So that means the boys have to try and gain the trust of the reader, which is nearly impossible, but they do in their own ways, and just because I am a sucker for romance, how the boys actualy catch feelings for the reader while trying to gain there trust.
M.I.D ୨ৎ : ꒰ Daemos x Suspicious! Reader
Warnings: Cynical reader, mentions of "imprisonment", tension, distrust, slight intimidation
A/N: Arrived back and now I'm back to writing! yayy!!
Summary: WOWW WHAT A SUPER COOL SUMMARY THAT IM GONNA DO! Not, I'm so tired and done with everything this is just a My Inner Demons x suspicious reader headcannons and scenes
╰┈➤ ⸝⸝★ My Street & My Inner Demons ୭ ˚.
You had never been the kind of person who trusted others easily. People lied too often for that.
Whether it was fake smiles, empty promises, or manipulative words wrapped up to sound sweet, you’d learned early on that most people were full of absolute bullshit and unlike everyone else, you weren’t afraid to say it out loud.
Even if people hated you for it, even if it meant becoming difficult to approach. You called people out without hesitation, sharp-eyed and brutally honest in ways others found intimidating, but Ava had never minded that part of you. In fact, throughout high school, she’d always stayed by your side, no matter how many people distanced themselves from the two of you.
When people talked badly about her behind her back, you were the first to step in. When someone tried manipulating her, you noticed immediately. Ava had always believed in the good in people. You believed people were only good until proven otherwise.
Which was exactly why your current situation felt so unbelievably ridiculous. You sat beside Ava with your arms crossed tightly over your chest, staring at the group of strange men arguing amongst themselves in what genuinely looked like expensive fantasy cosplay.
Only… the fear in their eyes looked real too real. You listened carefully as they explained their situation monsters, another realm, magic, some place called Daemos and somehow, they expected you to believe this without question “So…” you spoke slowly, eyeing them with visible skepticism, “a monster is destroying your world called Daemos…” Your gaze narrowed “And your species is also called Daemos?” A brief silence followed.
Ava looked between you and the boys, clearly still trying to process everything herself while slowly nodding along to their explanation. You, however, weren’t buying it for a second. Even after the whole disaster involving trying to hand them over to the government failed spectacularly, your suspicions never eased. If anything, they only grew worse.
Because unlike Ava, you noticed things the hesitation before answers the glances they exchanged. The way some details in their stories didn’t fully line up.
Every tiny slip-up was immediately caught by you, your eyes narrowing each time another inconsistency appeared, and the Daemos noticed that too, especially when you leaned toward Ava one night and muttered quietly enough that you thought they wouldn’t hear, “I don’t trust them.” The room went still. You glanced toward the boys, expression flat. “They have bad energy.” That sentence alone visibly tensed them.
Somehow, despite being human… You were reading them far too well, and honestly? They were quickly realising you were going to be an absolute pain to deal with.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧Asch/Ash ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Asch realised almost immediately that you were going to become a problem, not Ava. You. Ava questioned things because she was confused. You questioned things because you genuinely believed they were hiding something and unfortunately for him… you were right
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The prince could still remember the first time you openly challenged him, staring him down without even the slightest hint of fear while Ava awkwardly stood between the two of you “You expect us to trust you because you wear a cape and bark orders?” you questioned flatly. “That’s not exactly convincing.” The way Asch’s eye twitched nearly made Leif choke, trying not to laugh. A human. A human was questioning his authority, absolutely ridiculous!
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ When Rhys suggested earning your trust slowly instead of trying to intimidate you into obedience, Asch genuinely believed it would be easy. Humans were emotional creatures, weren’t they? Weak. Easy to persuade yet every attempt he made somehow backfired horribly
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ If he tried being commanding, you distrusted him more. If he tried helping you, you immediately narrowed your eyes suspiciously. If he spoke too vaguely, you caught onto it instantly and somehow the more guarded you became, the more irritated he grew
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Especially because you refused to react to him the way most people did. You didn’t flinch when he raised his voice nor did you cower when his flames sparked around him. You just crossed your arms and stared at him like he was an inconvenience it drove him insane
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ “There’s something wrong with him,” you muttered quietly to Ava one evening while Asch stood nearby pretending not to listen. “He acts like he’s trying to control every conversation.” Asch nearly crushed the cup in his hand
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Yet despite how much you irritated him… he began noticing things about you too. The way you subtly positioned yourself closer to Ava whenever you sensed something wrong. How your eyes constantly scanned rooms before relaxing. The habit you had of tapping your fingers against your arm whenever you were anxious.
You always sat closest to the exits, always watched everyone carefully. Always be prepared for the worst possible outcome
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ At first, Asch assumed you were simply paranoid, but slowly… he realised something else. You weren’t cynical because you enjoyed distrusting people. You distrusted people because somewhere along the way, trust had failed you first, and strangely enough… that realisation softened something inside him.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Asch catching feelings was honestly a disaster because suddenly your criticism affected him far more than it should’ve
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ If you looked disappointed in him, it ruined his mood for hours if you actually praised him? He’d think about it for days and when you finally trusted him enough to stand beside him willingly instead of keeping your distance… He realized he was completely doomed
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧👑🔥୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Especially after hearing you mutter under your breath one night while half-asleep beside him, watching socky “…you’re less scary than I thought.” Asch went entirely silent after that Leif later swore he saw smoke come out of the prince’s ears.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧Rhys ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Rhys found you fascinating. You were very difficult but undeniably fascinating. Most humans reacted emotionally first and rationally second you were the opposite
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The moment you met them, Rhys could practically see your mind working overtime, analysing movements, tone shifts, inconsistencies, expressions and the fact you repeatedly warned Ava about their “bad energy” genuinely unsettled him
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Because you weren’t entirely wrong. It made him wonder if humans on eii-urth possessed some kind of instinctive magical sensitivity. A hidden perception? Perhaps even mage abilities fascinated him to no end
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Unlike Asch, Rhys never became openly irritated with your distrust. Instead, he observed you. The way you immediately categorise people upon meeting them. How quickly you notice manipulation tactics, the fact that your suspicions were usually correct, it was impressive, and he couldn't help but find it... you interesting
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ He began trying to understand you after that, at first through logic, then through curiosity and eventually through genuine care. Rhys would intentionally ask your opinions during discussions just to hear your perspective, not because he necessarily agreed with you, but because you noticed things nobody else did. You read people with frightening accuracy, and the more he spoke with you, the more he realised your cynicism hid an incredibly intelligent mind, yet every time he attempted getting closer personally, you shut him down immediately
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ “Are you always this guarded?” he asked once “Yes.” “Why?” “Experience.” Somehow, that answer bothered him more than he expected
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Rhys started earning your trust through consistency. Unlike the others, he never pushed too hard never demanded vulnerability he simply… remained reliable
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ If he promised something, he followed through. If you pointed out a flaw in a plan, he listened instead of dismissing you and slowly, almost reluctantly, you began responding to him more
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The first time you voluntarily sat beside him during one of his late-night planning sessions to collect data on eii-urth, Rhys nearly lost his train of thought entirely before relaxing trying not to shake you off
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Rhys, realising he liked you, happened slowly, painfully slowly for him. One moment, you were simply an intelligent human he needed to understand
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🕶️🍦 ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Rhys found himself searching for you instinctively when going out with Ava or even staying inside the apartment listening for your voice. Watching for your reactions first, and perhaps the moment it truly hit him was when someone insulted your cynicism openly a friend...? of sort that you bumped into at the mall, “You’re too distrustful,” they scoffed. Before you could even respond, Rhys spoke calmly from beside you. “No,” he corrected smoothly. “They’re observant.” The way your expression softened afterwards stayed in his mind for weeks because, for once, someone understood the difference.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧Pierce ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Pierce found you… questionable. From the very beginning, you carried yourself like someone permanently prepared for betrayal, shoulders tense, gaze sharp, always standing slightly in front of Ava whenever the Daemos approached too suddenly
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Protective, Defensive yet strangely caring beneath all the hostility. Pierce noticed that you were harsh with strangers but soft with Ava. Quick to judge others but endlessly patient with her and somehow, despite your constant suspicion, Ava trusted your instincts almost completely that alone made Pierce pay attention to you more carefully
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ At first, Pierce assumed you were some sort of mage; there was no other explanation. The way your eyes narrowed whenever one of them lied. How you react to tension before arguments even start the quiet muttering under your breath about “bad feelings” or “off energy.” It reminded him strangely of battlefield instincts the ability to sense danger before it arrived and honestly? You were usually right.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ One afternoon while walking through town with Ava, you suddenly grabbed her wrist and steered her across the street without explanation. Seconds later, shouting erupted behind you as two men began arguing near where you’d originally been standing
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Unlike Asch or Rhys, Pierce never pushed you for answers. If you distrusted him, then you distrusted him; it was that simple. Still… he found himself watching you often, the way you scanned rooms carefully before entering. How your body relaxed slightly whenever Ava laughed. The fact that you never fully slept unless Ava was nearby. It reminded him of soldiers he once knew in Daemos, people who survived by staying alert, and strangely enough, he respected that.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Pierce began earning your trust through actions rather than words because Pierce wasn’t good with words but he was observant. If crowds overwhelmed you, he’d quietly position himself nearby to create space if someone suspicious approached Ava, he was already watching them before you even reacted and when you noticed those things… You slowly stopped glaring at him quite as often
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The first time you willingly stood beside him instead of putting Ava between you both, Pierce nearly short-circuited internally but kept quiet
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Pierce catching feelings happened so subtly, he didn’t realise it himself at first. Until one night during an argument, Leif scoffed at you and Ava harshly for being “too paranoid,” and before Pierce could think, he stepped forward immediately “They are careful,” he corrected firmly.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The room went quiet, including you. Pierce rarely interrupted people; he never spoke unless necessary. Yet there he stood beside you with his arms crossed, gaze cold and unwavering. Protective and the way your guarded expression softened afterwards made something unfamiliar tighten painfully in his chest
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Honestly, Pierce trusted your judgment before you trusted his. If you disliked someone, Pierce immediately became wary too and perhaps the clearest sign he’d fallen for you was how quickly he reacted whenever you looked uneasy
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🗡️🛡️ ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The moment your expression changed, Pierce noticed. The moment you stepped in front of Ava, protectively, he stepped in front of you as if protecting you had become instinct
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧Leif ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Leif honestly didn’t care about your distrust at first if anything he found it hilarious. Most humans either feared the Daemos immediately or trusted them far too quickly but you did neither. You looked at him like a cornered animal studying a predator. Sharp-eyed, Tense, and ready to bite if necessary while Leif grinned right back like he was enjoying the game
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The two of you circled each other constantly, tension thickening every single time you interacted. You especially distrusted him. Not Asch, it was Leif and honestly… he couldn’t blame you for it. There was something wrong with him even he knew that
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Whenever Leif appeared too suddenly near Ava, you reacted instantly. Stepping in front of her eyes narrowed her body, tense like your instincts screamed at you that he was dangerous which only made him more entertained
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ “You know,” Leif mused one day while leaning lazily against a wall, “you seem to glare at me more than most daemos that have wanted to kill me.” “I’m warning you.” “Ooh, scary.” You glared harder, receiving a laugh and somehow, instead of getting annoyed by your hostility… He started looking forward to it.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ When Rhys suggested trying to earn your trust properly, Leif nearly burst out laughing, “You seriously think they’re gonna relax around me?" Well, he was right if anything, you became more suspicious whenever he acted nice
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ One thing Leif respected deeply was your protectiveness. No matter how frightened or overwhelmed you felt, you always moved toward danger if Ava was involved, even when common sense told you not to, even when he was the danger, and perhaps that was why he grew attached to you faster than expected because beneath all your suspicion and cynicism… You cared fiercely, violently, the same way he did
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The first time Leif realised he genuinely liked you was honestly over something small. The group had been walking through a busy part of town when a stranger got too close to Ava too suddenly, causing you to immediately move in front of her with a sharp glare “Back up,” you snapped instantly when the guy didn't understand the concept of being pushy and boundaries
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ When Leif looked at you afterwards, he noticed how tense your shoulders were despite acting confident. How your eyes kept scanning the area afterwards, just in case. You were scared, yet you still moved first to protect someone else, and weirdly enough… that was the moment something in Leif softened toward you
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ After that, Leif became weirdly attentive toward you, still being smug and teasing, yet he became slightly protective too. If you startled awake from nightmares, he noticed. If crowds made you anxious, he’d suddenly appear nearby without explanation and perhaps the strangest part was how gentle he became whenever you were genuinely afraid like he understood fear better than anyone else
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧🌿🩸୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Honestly, your distrust made him fall harder because unlike everyone else, you saw the dangerous parts of him immediately, you noticed the bloodlust, the instability, the violence beneath the charm and instead of romanticising it… You stayed cautious, careful. Real. Which meant when you slowly began trusting him anyway, Leif valued it more than anything
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Noi ୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ Noi was honestly amazed by you from the moment you met the Daemos, you picked apart almost every inconsistency in their stories with terrifying speed. Every little mistake, every awkward pause, every suspicious explanation you caught it immediately and unfortunately for Noi he made a lot of mistakes.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Yet unlike the others, you were strangely softer with him. You looked at Asch with suspicion. Rhys with curiosity, At Leif with visible wariness. At Pierce with uncertainty, but Noi? You looked at him like you were trying to figure him out because, despite your instincts warning you about the Daemos as a whole… Noi didn’t feel wrong in the same way he was a bit loud, loyal and curious but malicious? No. Your instincts could tell.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ “You’re staring again,” you muttered one evening. Noi flinched from where he was sitting. “I-I’m not staring!” “You are.” “…a little.” You squinted suspiciously, “…why?” and immediately his face went red because he couldn’t exactly say "Because you’re scary but also really cool and smart and I want you to like me." So instead, he panicked, “You make weird faces when you think.” "Pardon?” “And you squint at people when you think they’re suspicious.” “That’s because people are suspicious.” "fair.” Somehow, that conversation ended with you snorting quietly under your breath. The first genuine amused reaction he’d gotten from you, Noi, practically rode that high for days
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Still, even as you slowly relaxed around him, Noi noticed how quickly your walls returned whenever you realised you were getting comfortable. The moment conversations became too personal, you pulled away the moment he got too close emotionally, you became guarded every single time again, Noi noticed.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Mostly because you’d suddenly start staring at him like you were trying to remind yourself not to trust him too much. Honestly? It made him nervous because he never wanted you to think he was manipulating you especially once he started genuinely caring about your opinion of him
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ The moment Noi realized he liked you was honestly embarrassingly obvious to everyone except himself. You had gotten into an argument with someone who accused you of being “too cynical,” and while you looked annoyed, you mostly ignored it Noi didn’t. “They’re not mean!” he blurted suddenly.
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Everyone looked at him including you. Noi immediately panicked but kept going anyway “They just notice stuff other people don’t! And they protect Princess Ava all the time, and they’re usually right!” Noi looked ready to combust on the spot. Meanwhile, you just stared at him quietly, visibly caught off guard “…thanks,” you muttered eventually. Noi nearly died on the spot
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ Honestly, what made Noi fall hardest was the fact you treated him gently despite your distrustful nature. You warned Ava about the others constantly yet with Noi, your warnings sounded different, and to someone who spent most of his life being treated like weak dead weight for caring too much hearing you acknowledge the softness in him without mocking it meant everything
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ ˗ Over time, Noi became one of the only people capable of making your walls lower naturally. Not because he forced them down but because around him you slowly stopped feeling like you needed them quite as much
────⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ 🍕🩹୭˚.꒱ˎˊ˗ ˗ The first time you instinctively reached for him during a stressful situation instead of Ava Noi thought his heart was going to explode
FOLK MY COMPUTER IS BROKEN I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DRSW FOR WEEKS AND ALL OF MY PROJECTS ARE GONE💔💔💔
here is some ava and pierce sketches I made on my tablet
btw i hc ava's body to be on the thicker side (or at least thicker than how official art draw her) bc a diet of cereal and pizza is not getting her an hourglass figure with a flat tummy yall
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