#microcosmicheart

1. Self Love

This goes beyond anything you’ve ever experienced in your life whether it be something someone’s showed you or even the love you’ve shown yourself in the past.

If you want something, you’re going to get it. You wanna change your look? Change your job? Change your friend group? Change anything? You’re gonna do it. In the past you may have been afraid being perceived as a bad person for putting yourself first, but this gift is giving you a a new definition to both selfless and selfish.

Congratulations and welcome to your new reality.

2. Peace

This may have been something you’ve really had to work hard for in the past, but with this gift it’s going to come easy.

Peace in your home, at work, in your relationships. And not only is this all encompassing, you’re also going to continue to embrace this newfound peace despite any odds, ends or contradictions that may come up. People trying to disturb you, or your space have no power. You’ll even laugh at some of their attempts.

Enjoy it. Take deep breaths. Get your rest.

3. Confidence

Say goodbye to “Should I?” And “Can I?”. This gift brings you a newfound and unshakable confidence in yourself and all that you do.

You’ll be moving through previous obstacles like water, words will bounce off of you, and you genuinely just won’t care because you know exactly who you are what you’re doing.

That’s all. Go be great.

4. Growth

Out with the old and in with the new. You’re getting over art block, writers block, any block that’s been lodged in your way and moving forward with a fresh pair of eyes.

You’re going to be gifted with a type of understanding that’s an extension of, or rather has given way to this growth in order to move forward. You’ve done your time in this place, rested, packed and said your goodbyes because some of you felt or will feel this coming.

Pile 1

Relationships.

You had someone come in and absolutely fuck you over, throwing off how you move through the world and interact with others. This could’ve be romantic, platonic or familial in nature but it’s messed with how you see all of them. You may feel like you can’t trust yourself or fluctuate between great understanding or extreme hate for this individual. Both are okay.

This is your life though. They fucked up and they’re dealing with the consequences of their actions everyday. Thank all you don’t have to live with them in you like they do. Start reaching out to those you love, have loved or want to extend love to. Allow your self to be excited about connecting again.

Pile 2

Rebuilding your life.

Last time you tried this, whether it be in the form of a new hobby, job, or general endeavor of some kind you could have fallen flat on your face and been pissed about it for a while. You probably still are. But, everyday sitting with that self directed rage or disdain or disgust is another day you could spend trying again.

Even if your emotions toward it aren’t that extreme, you’re feeling enough towards yourself or the previous situation for it to come up in a reading, so take the time to address it and move forward. There is no perfect time, so allow yourself another try that those in the past didn’t.

Pile 3

Confidence.

You were hot shit! You used to tell everyone or at least flex enough for others to feel it. Now you’re much, much meeker. I can’t call it being humble because it seems more so out of fear than anything else. Maybe embarrassment or imposter syndrome.

Being proud of who you are, what you can do and the things you’ve achieved shouldn’t be anything to shrink back or shy away from, especially if popping your shit is in your nature. Don’t worry about that person who tried to “humble” you. Were they better than you? That’s what I thought.

Pile 4

Saving yourself.

It’s TIIIIIMMMEEE. No more waiting! You’ve deliberated, journaled and deep-breathed your way to prepared-ness. You know what went wrong last time, maybe too much too fast, but you’re very very different now. It’s a new you leading the charge.

Pile 1:

You may be hoping for the best with a dream, goal, or aspiration of yours that you’ve begun and are not yet seeing the progress you’ve been hoping for. Your dreams are saying to have patience, and specifically to watch things happen in your favor. Nothing happens instantaneously so to expect that of your self or your progress is unfair and only adds stress. Watch things unfold beautifully.

Pile 2:

Your dreams are telling you about a new opportunity that’s either consciously in your awareness or is on it way. For example: applying for a job and you’re waiting to hear back from the employer. You’re in that state of waiting. The dreams are emphasizing though that your current situation or the one you’ve been working to get out of is going to change and be affected by what you have coming in next.

Pile 3:

Your dreams are talking about a circular and flourishing energy currently residing in your space. It’s feeding, flowing and growing the things in different parts your life and in and of itself is self-sustaining. Another thing to note is the more you honor yourself and give praise to all your achievements, spoil yourself, take care of yourself etc, the more this energy moves and brings.

Pile 4:

Pile 1: Dance

Your next relationship as a medium is dance. You’re the complete and honest expression of the body, speaking without words, dedication shining through in the expressive and detailed choreography. Couples dances that set the stage alight, bodies keeping perfect time.

The feelings you’ll evoke when other see you is that you’re truely soulmates. The space you hold for eachother and the stillness that your love creates truly permeates the places you go, all eyes on you both as you show up or walk by. A pair of dancers waiting backstage in their custom outfits, finally seeing for themselves who the whispers were about.

The story you both tell is one of self reclamation. You both could have come from previous relationships romantic or not, that may have stripped you of yourself, maybe making you feel like you were held hostage for sometime. Those who know and love you will see that with this person, you’re both simply yourselves. When you speak with your body, it’s impossible to lie.

Would you like to book a reading with me?: [KO-FI]

Pile 2: Painting

Your next relationship as a medium is painting. No matter the state of you, creating your vision is still possible. Painting with one color or all of them is guaranteed to create a beautiful work of art. Beauty created by the minds’ eye, the first beholder.

The feelings you’ll both evoke are those of true bliss. The end of a tumultuous story or cycle, like a well deserved happy ending that earns the name of a fairytale. You make people believe that love, through honesty and self expression is real and can be done.

The story you tell is both one of creation and destruction. Breaking down parts of yourself you may have created out of survival or love but that no longer fit in the frame of your life. It teaches people that they’re allowed to rework or redo, and that they don’t have to hold that fear of punishment for choosing themselves wholeheartedly.

Would you like to book a reading with me?: [KO-FI]

Pile 3: Pottery

Your next relationship as a medium is Pottery. Molded from love and shaped in the quiet intimacy of focus and intention. Crafting love with each press and caress, knowing when to add and take away. To burn, to glaze and to paint.

The feelings you’ll both evoke are of a type of exclusivity not only between yourselves but also when it comes to those attending to understand or make sense of your relationship. Inside jokes, silent looks, and personal habits all allude those around you making you feel like the perfect pair of oddballs.

The story you both tell is one of an extensive journey and the wisdom gained on it. Learning the other and how much give and take there can be, how to vanish insecurities just as soon as they appear. The ability to be in sync really coming from knowing yourself that in-turn allows you to know another.

1

It’s time to get real honest and real fast. This is about walking away from a person, place, thing or organization that somehow has made you of the belief that you’re not whole without them and that’s simply not true. A part of you, the part that’s led you to this reading, knows that and is having you acknowledge it boldly.

I know it may feel heavy, thinking of the separation or disconnection process you’d go through, but if this is coming up and resonating as clearly and heavily as it feels, you’re 100% ready. Crazily enough, you’ll feel even more like yourself after it’s all over.

2

There’s a mentor/teacher/guide who’s not ready to see you go and while their intentions aren’t malicious, holding you back in any way won’t ever be for your benefit. You may have already noticed the inconsistency in their actions towards you and others, or while comparing their past actions with their current ones.

Part of your moving on to the next level of whatever it is that you do is separating yourself from this person, even if it’s hard, tearful, or bittersweet. Trust yourself and your own strength to lead you to your next mentor, just as it led you to this one.

3

Whatever it is that you’ve been working on and are now finishing up this month, good shit. You’ve absolutely been powering through this year on this project and have made it to the end despite the setbacks, challenges, hurdles and hoops. You’ve grown and overcome so much.

I also see you may have a bit of anxiety/insecurity around your relationship to this thing. Maybe asking yourself if it’s really worth it? Your soul, or rather something in you has already told you and doubled down on the fact that it is, and you can’t deny it. If anything, let the budding love you have for it take you through the finish line.

A channeled message I did that this reminds of: here <3

4

Hello to my artists pile. There’s a heavy emotion sitting on your chest for better or worse, and this month expressing it through your art is going to put you on a brand new path, contrary to your own beliefs. This path may not have even been something that was apparent, shared or offered to you, but I can see it being something you’ve desired.

1. The Part that’s lost

You come through as strong, clear and direct. You may have a well mapped out plan for your next ten years, or to a similar degree operate on a strict schedule. This may have come about because you’d witnessed people growing up without a sense of direction and you didn’t want their lifestyle so you forged your own, one tried and true. (Are some of you nurses?)

Now this isn’t one of the readings that’s saying to re-evaluate every little thing and that you never loved what you do in the first place; rather it’s a call to sit down and look at that schedule or that map of your career. Are you where you are right now because it had the most promising outcome? Is there something similar in the field you want to try? Is there a new item or location you e wanted to visit that you fear won’t make sense in your schedule?

Really think about it, scope it out and see how you can dabble in or implement these things. The “Lost” part of you that you fear isn’t real misguidedness or a lack of direction, it’s a deep of uniqueness from your young environment combined with a desire for more. Don’t ignore it, work with it just as you’ve done everything else.

2. The Part that’s good with transitions

(My Sinners the Movie Pile)

You’re kind to a fault, and your mask is not fake but it’s a mask all the same. You’ve seen, heard, felt and experienced a lot in your life and it’s turned you into both the understanding and the apathetic, but not to a detrimental degree.

The better word would be “unsurprisable” if that were even a word. You recognize patterns to endings, you can see and predict the build up, like knowing when a song is going to dip or drop or flip despite it being your first listen. You move through these surprises with ease, even when they catch you off guard though it’s rare.

You worry that this ease through which you move along the rubble most people wail in makes you something hideous, when instead it makes you a new type of foundation. Not only are you your own but you’re capable of remaining firm for others as well. Embrace your exposure to the dark by seeing that your tools are a unique type of light.

3. The part that loves the journey

A detour won’t stop you and neither will taking a non-sick day off. Maybe it was drilled into you to take your life, your job, and your well being seriously, and it’s true that you should, but never to such a degree that you begin neglecting fun.

This part of you that craves a little adventure is itching to be free, as each curiosity you ignore, so too does your intuition get ignored. Hence your balance is thrown off and you maybe overwork, while still feeling like you just might be under preforming for “not being focused”.

1. The Talent

You’ve seen all that you needed to. Yes, in a normal situation it could be turned around or used for good, but not this one, not any longer. Maybe the gift is in the wrong hands, those of a loved one, someone you admire, or someone you see promise in, but with that foresight you’ve also determined the outcome won’t be any good. Don’t beat yourself up over letting go.

2. The Role

You’ve carried it all very well! It’s no longer an overwhelming wall, but the smooth pavement beneath your feet. Now, you’re just concerned with how much more you could be doing. Maybe others in your position accept more on their plate or plates plural. This may make you create fake deficiencies in yourself or your unit of care. Don’t! It’s needlessly throwing you off.

3. The Brink

1. Cards: Queen + Empress

Picture yourself as the Empress. Who are you? What do you do? What do you look like and represent? At your core what do you refuse to compromise on? Is there a part of you you’re afraid to embrace? This November you may find yourself being drawn more and more to a version of expression you’ve fended off until now because of how sweetly it calls out to you. Out with the old, in with the new.

2. Destroyer Rx + Ten of Wands

How many of your “obligations” truly belong to you? What everyday things do you complete that aren’t even supposed to come into your field of view? Truly consider how much of someone else’s load you’re carrying because those things, even as they begin to fall and crumple away, could cause you more strain than necessary. When the realization comes up, don’t fight. Remember those burdens aren’t yours to bear.

3. Damsel + Seven of Cups