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about to get reaaalllll obsessed with a play. just warning y’all…

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I’ve done a lot of healing and self reflection lately and part of that was realizing some of my suffering was self sabotage. I remember when my mom was trying to stop me from talking to my emotionally abusive ex and I said to her "I would rather be poisoned than starve". Well slowly I let go of the "poison" and let myself "starve". Thing is I was the one "starving" myself out of fear of being "poisoned" again which made me miss out on good "food" and believe everything is "poisoned" and I just HAVE to starve. It's okay to take the risk you can't change what you've "eaten" in the past but maybe that new "recipe" will be the best thing you've ever had.
This isn't about food btw
A drawing of my persona and my past self
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My reference image:
"Food for Thought" by princeliquidrabbit
[Liquid is sitting at his desk, drawing characters with suggestive designs & sometimes suggestive stories behind them, as well as writing some of them in toxic situations or relationships. The overall cadence behind the characters suggests sexualization or fantasy.]
[A strawman, fabricated for the sake of discussion]: "Hey, stop that! That's (Offensive / insensitive / immoral / uncomfortable / distasteful / immature, etc etc, any of the above, really.) and you're making things worse for someone!"
[Liquid looks up and makes eye contact for a brief moment before looking away to the side. He inhales, and speaks.]: "Anyone who sees this and feels something is a branch, broken from a tree. I am too. None of us may be identical, nearby, cohesive, what have you."
[Liquid, continuing]: "But we all know the feeling of being torn from what we are comfortable with. The difference between that point is where we go from there. You, while you are not real, do follow a process I'm sure many do, especially in the context of this medium. You fashion yourself into an axe, so that you may defend yourself or others. Yet, in doing so, refuse to become anything but sharp."
[Liquid, continuing]: "You know the sting of being broken. You know how it pained you to feel the biting force of another's will. It's inescapable in any context, but especially through a medium where we are nothing but our words to each other. You may be an axe, I will not stop you nor shame you for doing so, only remind you."
[Liquid, continuing]: "I'm reminding you that we are all still branches at our cores. You can choose to lay yourself down at any moment, and, as I have, let yourself be enraptured by this endless ecosystem. Of thoughts and values. Of data points and pathos. Of satire and earnest. Or you can continue your exertions, emboldened by your will and direction."
[Liquid, continuing]: "Either way, if what I do or say displeases you, forgive me as I will forgive you. I did not make any of this to displease people. It's fiction created on spur of the moment inspiration or momentum after the fact."
[Liquid, now looking at the camera]: "If you do see this and feel the need to share your thoughts, please feel free but not required. Not every hill is a hill to die on or even think about. I'm just words on a page on a website on your device."
Is it worth it, to keep the door open for someone who wouldn't always keep the door open for you?

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Always the prey, never the predator.