Iāve been trying to apply my logical and mathematical mind to the concept of gender recently. However the only way I ever use said mind is to make things that no sane person would ever spend a second of their free time on (example: photoshop blend modes in a graphing calculator).
As such, Iāve been thinking about what it would mean to identify as a cis-presenting person. Not identify as cis, but as cis-presenting. Iāve decided that my gender is whatever would cause my estranged father to have an aneurysm and die/cause the most problems for the nearest conservative asshole, and part of that entails finding new, fucked up ways to express genders not comprehensible by the human mind.
Of course, Iām not well versed in whatās already a thing re. Gender, so please, tell me what you all think about this concept of āmetagenderā Iāve come up with.
Identifying as whatever isnāt on a comprehensive list of all possible gender identities (Gƶdel-gendered)
Identifying as whatever causes the most problems
Identifying as the fundamental definition of gender
Identifying as a fucking problem
The whole attack helicopter thing. Seriously. Iām trying to find new ways to express myself, not create a straw man argument against the idea of identifying as something different.
Idk why Iām doing all this. Perhaps itās part of the process of unlearning biases from my childhood, in that Iām attempting to dissect the whole system and learn more about it. Perhaps Iām just being silly, and conflating personality with gender erroneously. Either way, I know that being able to fully explore gender is healthy, even if you end up right back at cis.
Iād love to hear any more ideas for nigh incomprehensible genders that I can try, cause Iāve ruled out all the normal ones so far.
