#meri

Nuhuuu hello everyone

i havent drawn this little lady in forever

The design changes they had in the 202X lore look brutal 🔥

The lore is about a scientific organization experimenting with anomalous entities, which accidentally leads to the creation of Bob, a conscious AI that becomes dangerous. From there everything collapses into chaos: broken timelines, failed clones, curses, characters trapped in digital dimensions, and conflicts between the scientists themselves.

It originally started as a joke FNF mod, but the 2025 lore turns it into a much bigger, darker, and more absurd story, mixing serious events with surreal comedy (Meri isn't part of the lore, she's a separate lore made by a fan, I like her new design lol)

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Deepfried version

requested by heesobambi

HAPPY HEE DAY!!!!!!! For five years, I’ve traced the shadows of your birthdays, feeling the same spark of wonder each time, like moonlight spilling over a still, dark lake. You’re a flame that burns quietly in the night—passionate, untouchable, and hauntingly brilliant—and I’ve been lucky enough to watch it glow. May your days be as endless as the night, filled with the love and devotion that follows you wherever you go. Happy birthday, Heeseung… always remembered, always admired 🌙🖤

faye’s note: This one’s for anyone who’s ever been loved softly—by gestures instead of words. Heeseung’s love isn’t loud; it’s gentle, consistent, and always there when you need it.

It’s too late, and your laptop hums quietly in the background, casting a pale blue glow across your desk. Your notes are scattered, highlighted in every colour you swore would help you focus. The room smells faintly like green tea and the faint sweetness of your shampoo.

You blink, trying to stay awake.

And then you hear it.

A soft knock. One, two. Then silence.

“Heeseung?” you call, your voice hoarse from hours of reading.

The door creaks open. He’s there, hair messy, hoodie halfway zipped, and eyes half-lidded like he’s been fighting sleep too. He looks at you for a moment, then at the clock.

“It’s almost 1 a.m.,” he says quietly. “You still at it?”

You try to smile. “I’m almost done.”

He hums—a sound halfway between understanding and worry. He walks in without another word, setting down a small cup on your desk. Steam curls up from it. It's honey water—warm, the way you like it.

You blink at it, then at him. “You made this?”

He shrugs, rubbing the back of his neck. “Couldn’t sleep. Figured you couldn’t either.”

You let out a small laugh. “You’re too nice sometimes.”

He doesn’t answer. Instead, he takes the seat beside you, eyes scanning the mess of your desk. “You’ve been staring at this screen for hours,” he murmurs. “You’ll burn out.”

You pout, half playfully. “But I’m almost done.”

Heeseung leans forward, chin resting in his hand, studying you the way he always does—like you’re something fragile and fascinating at the same time. “You always say that,” he says, voice soft. “And then it’s suddenly sunrise.”

You open your mouth to argue, but then he gently pushes your laptop shut.

“Hee—”

He stands, stretching lazily before reaching for your hand. His fingers are warm—soft but firm enough that you can’t really argue. “Come on,” he says. “Ten minutes. Just lie down for ten minutes.”

You want to protest, but there’s something about his tone. Not demanding. Just patient. Quietly certain.

And so, you follow.

You end up lying side by side on your bed, the room dim except for the soft glow of the fairy lights draped across your wall. You turn to him. He’s staring at the ceiling, eyes heavy with thought.

“You do this a lot,” you whisper.

He glances at you. “Do what?”

“Take care of me without saying anything.”

He smiles, that small, almost shy curve of his lips always tightens your chest. “I don’t have to say it,” he says, voice low. “You know.”

You blink. “Know what?”

Heeseung hesitates—just long enough for you to notice. Then he exhales through his nose, brushing a strand of hair from your face. His thumb lingers near your temple.

“That I’m proud of you,” he says. “And that you should rest.”

It’s not I love you, but your heart hears it anyway.

You smile, eyes soft. “You’re gonna make me cry.”

“Then I’ll take responsibility.”

You giggle quietly. “You sound like a drama lead.”

He grins—really grins this time, eyes crinkling at the corners. “Then I must be doing something right.”

The room falls into a safe silence. Outside, the world is asleep. Inside, it’s just the two of you and the steady rhythm of shared breathing.

When your eyes finally start to close, you feel him shift closer. His hand finds yours under the blanket.

“You did well today,” he murmurs. “You always do.”

You hum, half-asleep. “So did you.”

He chuckles softly, his voice fading into something barely above a whisper. “Goodnight, Y/N.”

And though he never says the words, you know what he means.

You feel it in the warmth of his hand, in the cup of honey water still steaming faintly on your desk, in the way he never lets you burn out alone.

Heeseung never says I love you.

But he always shows it.

Every day. In every small, unspoken way.

end note: love doesn’t always sound like three words—it can be a cup of warm tea at 1 a.m., a hand reaching out when you’re too tired to stand, or someone quietly reminding you that you’re enough.

MORNING LIGHT

faye’s note: the kind of morning that feels like a secret between two people who get each other.

The first thing you notice when you wake up isn’t the sunlight—it’s the smell.

Warm, buttery, and faintly sweet.

You blink yourself awake, the soft rustle of blankets following as you sit up slowly. Heeseung’s hoodie is draped over your chair, and the fairy lights still glow faintly even though the sun’s already peeking through the curtains.

You glance toward the kitchen. There’s movement. Quiet, steady.

And then—his voice.

“Morning, sleepyhead.”

You turn, still groggy, to find him standing in a loose white t-shirt and joggers, holding a spatula like he’s been doing this all his life. There’s an apron tied around his waist—your apron, the pink one with little strawberries.

You blink. “Are you… cooking?”

He smiles without looking up. “Attempting to.”

Your lips twitch. “Should I be worried?”

He finally looks at you, feigning offence. “Excuse me, I’m doing great. The pancakes are still round.”

You laugh, your voice still soft while you are asleep. “Bare minimum chef standards.”

He grins, shaking his head, flipping another pancake with ridiculous concentration. “You talk a lot for someone who just woke up.”

You hum, leaning against the doorframe. “You’re the one who told me to rest.”

“And you did,” he says, with a half-proud, half-fond tone. “You fell asleep mid-sentence.”

Your face warms instantly. “No way.”

Heeseung chuckles, turning to plate the pancakes. “You were talking about… oh, what was it? Oh, right—how this time I’ll actually wake up early.”

You groan, burying your face in your hands. “Don’t quote me.”

“Too late.” He slides the plate onto the table, then pulls a chair for you. “Eat before it gets cold.”

You sit, still pretending to be mad, but the smell makes your stomach grumble. The pancakes are imperfect—slightly uneven, a bit crisp around the edges—but they taste like home when you take a bite.

You look up at him, and he’s watching you expectantly.

“It’s good,” you mumble, cheeks puffed from the food.

Heeseung leans on the counter, smirking. “Good enough to forgive the teasing?”

“Maybe.”

He laughs again—a quiet, low sound that fills the room like sunlight.

There’s a pause long enough for the world to feel still. You watch him move—how careful he is when he tidies up, the way he hums softly under his breath. Every gesture of his feels effortless, but intentional.

“Heeseung,” you say quietly.

He looks up. “Hmm?”

You meet his eyes. “You’re… really sweet, you know that?”

He freezes for a second, caught off guard. Then he scratches the back of his neck, a shy smile tugging at his lips. “I just wanted you to start your day right.”

And again—it’s not I love you. But it is.

It’s there, tucked between pancakes and sleepy laughter, in the quiet of your kitchen.

You reach across the table, resting your hand over his. “You always do.”

Heeseung glances down, fingers curling gently around yours. “Good.”

And that’s it: no grand confession, no dramatic moment.

Just two people in morning light—comfortable, content, and wordlessly in love.

end note: Sometimes, love is as simple as staying. Not in big declarations, but in mornings that start with “did you sleep well?” and pancakes that are slightly burnt but made just for you.

EVENING GLOW

faye’s note: This is for the kind of love that doesn’t need to be loud—for the person who stays until the lights dim and then stays a little longer.

The sky outside your window fades into gold, lilac, and soft blue-gray. You can smell the rain before it even starts—that faint, earthy sweetness that makes the world feel smaller and gentler.

You’re curled up on the couch, half-buried in a blanket, scrolling through movie options when Heeseung wanders in from the kitchen with a mug in each hand. He sets one down before you, steam curling softly between you.

“Chamomile,” he says.

You smile, tugging the blanket tighter around yourself. “How did you know I was cold?”

He shrugs, sitting down beside you. “You always pull your sleeves over your hands when you are.”

That makes your chest ache in the best way. He always notices—the small things, the in-between things.

The movie starts, but neither of you is really watching. The rain outside grows heavier, tapping gently against the glass. Heeseung’s shoulder brushes yours now and then, the space between you shrinking each time until his arm naturally slips behind you.

You lean into him without thinking.

He glances down, a tiny smile tugging at his lips. “Comfortable?”

“Mm-hm.”

Heeseung doesn’t say anything after that. His attention stays half on the screen, half on you—how your eyes soften when the light flickers across them, how your hand rests unconsciously over his thigh.

At some point, he reaches over and brushes a few strands of hair from your face. His fingertips linger at your temple, gentle, reverent.

When you look up at him, the scene on the TV fades into a blur of colour.

“What?” you whisper.

Heeseung shakes his head slightly. “Nothing.”

But there’s something in his gaze—something quiet, sure, and overflowing.

He doesn’t say I love you. He never does. But it’s there in how he moves closer, how he tucks you under his chin when you shiver, how his thumb traces soft, thoughtless patterns on your arm.

The movie ends, the rain slows, and you both stay there—wrapped in the stillness.

“Heeseung?”

“Yeah?”

You pause, unsure of what you even want to ask. “How do you do it?”

He tilts his head. “Do what?”

“Make everything feel so easy.”

Heeseung smiles a little, eyes half-lidded with warmth. “Maybe because it’s you.”

It’s barely above a whisper, but it lands somewhere deep.

You breathe out, the air between you humming with something tender and unspoken.

He presses a soft kiss to the top of your head—a touch so fleeting, yet so sure—and that’s his answer.

No words, no grand gesture. Just presence. Just warmth.

He never said it, but he always showed it.

end note: Some people say “I love you” without ever saying the words. They do it when they make you tea without asking, when they stay through the rain, when they choose you in every quiet moment. That’s Heeseung.

AT LAST

faye’s note: This is when you realize love was always there — it just needed quiet to be heard.

It’s late. The world outside has fallen asleep, and your apartment hums in soft stillness — the kind that only happens after laughter fades and words have run out.

You and Heeseung are sitting on the floor, backs against the couch, and an old playlist is humming from your phone between you. The lights are dim, just the faint glow of the lamp painting everything gold.

Heeseung leans his head back, eyes half-closed. “We should’ve gone to bed an hour ago.”

You smile, tracing your finger along the rim of your glass. “You say that every time.”

He hums in agreement, voice low and lazy. “You always convince me to stay up anyway.”

“You stay up because you want to.”

He opens one eye, a slight smirk pulling at his lips. “Maybe.”

Silence settles again—not awkward but comfortable, the kind of silence that feels like being known.

You glance at him. His hair is slightly messy, his expression soft, and he is far from the composed, confident Heeseung everyone else sees. This is him—real, tired, human.

Your voice comes out barely above a whisper. “You know… sometimes I wonder what you’re thinking when you get quiet like that.”

He looks at you, eyes searching. “You really wanna know?”

You nod.

Heeseung exhales, like he’s been holding something in for a long time. “I think about how lucky I got.”

Your heart trips over itself. “Lucky?”

“Yeah.” He chuckles softly, rubbing the back of his neck. “To have this. To have you. To be… understood, I guess.”

You swallow, trying not to let your heart show too much. “You don’t have to say that just to—”

“I’m not.”

He cuts you off gently, voice steady now. “I don’t say things I don’t mean.”

Something in his tone—raw, vulnerable—makes you go still.

He’s quiet for a while, his gaze drifting to where your hands rest between you. Then, slowly, he reaches out, fingers brushing yours before fully intertwining them.

Heeseung doesn’t look up when he speaks next.

“You know I’m not good with words,” he murmurs, thumb tracing small circles on your skin. “I’ve always thought… if I said it wrong, it’d sound too small for what I feel.”

Your breath catches.

He looks at you then, really looks—like he’s memorizing something he never wants to forget.

“But I guess… saying nothing isn’t fair either.”

You blink, realizing what’s happening, the air between you suddenly fragile.

“Heeseung—”

“I love you.”

It’s not loud. Not dramatic. Just soft. Certain.

Three words, spoken like a secret.

You stare at him, everything inside you melting all at once. He doesn’t flinch or look away. He lets it be there — simple, honest, unpolished.

You smile, a tear slipping down before you even notice. “Repeat it.”

Heeseung grins faintly, squeezing your hand. “I love you.”

And then he laughs, that breathy, boyish sound that always feels like sunshine after rain.

You lean forward, resting your forehead against his shoulder. “You finally said it.”

He hums, tilting his head so his cheek brushes your hair. “Yeah. But you knew already, didn’t you?”

You nod against him. “I did.”

Heeseung smiles, eyes close, and words and actions meet perfectly for once.

end note: He never rushed it. He never forced it. He just waited for the moment when it would sound like breathing. That’s love — quiet, patient, and real.

ONE YEAR LATER

faye’s note: This is for the kind of love that grows in small moments — the soft routines, the shared glances, the laughs in the dark.

The apartment smells faintly of coffee and vanilla muffins. You hum along to a playlist, but neither has changed in months.

Heeseung is perched on the counter, bare feet dangling, laptop open but forgotten. He’s scrolling through old photos on his phone, grinning at each one like a private joke unfolds just for him.

“Look at us,” he says softly. “Remember that night we stayed up until 3 a.m. watching rain through the window?”

You glance up from the muffin you’re icing. “How could I forget? You insisted on a second cup of tea and then spilled it on the table.”

He chuckles, mock-offended. “I spilled it once! You exaggerated.”

You grin. “Once. Twice. Three times.”

Heeseung shrugs, that signature smirk tugging at his lips. “Okay, maybe more than once.”

You sit across from him, letting your legs dangle off the table. “I can’t believe it’s been a year.”

He looks at you, expression softening. “Time flies.”

You lean back, stretching, eyes half-closed in contentment. “And yet, some things haven’t changed.”

Heeseung tilts his head, eyebrows raising. “Oh? Like what?”

“You,” you say. “Still the same… quiet, thoughtful, annoying in the best ways.”

He chuckles, shaking his head. “Annoying, huh? I’ll take that as a compliment.”

You watch him for a moment — how the sunlight hits his hair, how he always notices the little details, how he’s learned your patterns and quirks. The way he’s always there, even in silence.

“You know,” you murmur, “I still remember the first time you said it.”

Heeseung’s eyes soften, a small smile curving his lips. “I do too. I think I was more nervous than you.”

You nudge him playfully. “Nervous? You were so calm.”

“Calm on the outside,” he admits with a chuckle. “Inside? Chaos. Always chaos.”

You reach across, brushing a strand of hair from his face. “You’ve gotten better at showing it, though. Even when you don’t say much.”

Heeseung’s hand finds yours, fingers curling around yours naturally. “I learned from you,” he murmurs. “You made it easy.”

You smile softly, squeezing his hand. “That’s because you let it be easy.”

For a moment, neither of you speaks. The only sounds are the playlist's soft hum and the coffee mugs' faint clink.

Then he leans in, resting his forehead against yours. “Happy anniversary,” he whispers.

You smile, heart full. “Happy anniversary, Heeseung.”

And just like that, a year of quiet love feels like a lifetime of warmth, comfort, and home—in each other’s presence, in every small, unspoken gesture.

Heeseung never rushed it, never forced it.

And a year later, he still shows it—in ways louder than words ever could.

end note: Love grows quietly. It grows in coffee and muffins, shared glances, laughter over spilled tea, and presence rather than proclamation. With him, it always has.