ʚɞ Crying and yearning from boyfriend!Jason Todd
It was late. like past midnight late.
You and Jason have been dating for a few months now. It started off casually, but the more time you spent together, the more comfortable you became.
Then the lies started…
His job? According to him, it was something to do with financing, but you never got to know more about that. A whole room in his apartment, you weren’t allowed to go in. Even if you got too close, he would freak out and push you away. The times he would tense when you would touch him (he shrugged it off as some childhood experience).
Constantly being out late. Like right this instant. He has missed a date you had planned, one that you reminded him of a million times in the passing week. He didn't even text or call. Naturally, this made you worry, so you went to his apartment, opening it with the spare key he gave you for emergencies.
You paced around his living room, chewing on your nails. Anxiety pulsing through you to the point it made you nauseous. Your mind could only lead you to two explanations. He was cheating on you… Or he was dead in a ditch somewhere. Neither was good.
You frantically called his cell for around the tenth time, only to be met with his voicemail. “Hey Jason… I’m really starting to freak out. Please call me back.” Your voice wavered with your plea. The grip on your phone tightened enough to turn your knuckles pale.
That’s when the window slid open. Your boyfriend tumbled into the room. A red helmet dropped to the floor. He looked exhausted… oh yeah, and there was blood on his clothes.
“Holy shit,” you muttered, rushing over to his side, helping him not collapse.
He looked up, his eyes widened. Fear and panic combined as he stared at you. “What are you doing here?” his tone was unnecessarily harsh. He pushed past you, kicking the helmet further away as he dropped to the couch. He pulled off his brown jacket, and underneath looked like some fucking hero costume.
“I have been trying to get a hold of you for the past four hours.” Your voice turned hoarse, disbelief taking over. “Where the fuck have you been?” you questioned, stepping closer as you looked down at him.
He leaned back into the leather of the couch, a hand running down his face with an exhausted sigh. “I can’t talk about this right now,” he said firmly, raising a hand before you could respond. “Just head home, okay?”
You had been frantic for an upward of four hours, scared to death about, well, his death. Now he was asking you to just drop it and head home. Usually, you would reluctantly just agree and head out, but now you were being shoved over the edge. It was secret after secret with him, lie after lie that you would most likely never get the answers to.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” A humorless laugh leaves between your lips. You shook your head, pressing your palms to your eyes. “Yeah, ok fine. Just don’t expect me to come back, because this is insane.” You grab your bag from the table and head straight for the front door.
Before you can get it open, you feel his hand wrap tight around your wrist. The words hit you before you even turn, “Don’t go…” It was whispered and weak. He tugged you in hard, hiding his face in the crook of your neck.
“Fuck, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry… please don't leave…” his voice wavers.
You’re just trapped in his grasp, wide-eyed and utterly confused. Just a minute ago, he seemed frustrated and looked like he couldn't care less. Now he was holding you and begging you to stay. And wait… what was that wet feeling on your neck? Oh, oh shit. Was he crying?!
He gripped you tighter, but still resisting enough not to hurt you. He let out a soft hiccup against your skin, choking out broken pleas and apologies between shaky cries. His hand moving up to cup your face, he pulled back to look at you. His eyes were red and glossy, and his lips pulled into a tight-lipped frown.
“Please, baby, don’t leave me.”
a/n — I am finally back!! I swear my professors are trying too kill me... but I am trying my absolute best too write. I’m also such a huge DC fan but this is for first time writing for it so I’m kinda nervous…
@k4rinaviiz please do not repost, translate or copy my work. all my work is originally mine.













