my adhd meds always stop working before my period (if anyone has any experience dealing with this pls let me know) and honestly it just shows how much they do when they actually work
like i have no idea if i was actually this bad before i went on the medication. probably, i just have a shit memory. but going from 'i can concentrate on this special intrest related task perfectly' to 'i am hopping between 3 tabs oh wait thats a cool looking snake let me look it up on wikipedia oh wait a song from this artist just came on shuffle ive been meaning to buy this album physically let me open cdjapan oh wait i forgot to message my friends oh wow i really cant concentrate let me make a tumblr post about this wait what was i trying to do originally. now i am staring into space.' within the span of a day is absolutely insane.
and the sudden resurgence of insomnia. and the tummy aches. adhd fucks you up so badly. i always knew this, but going on medication and having it not work for 4 days or so every month really highlights that adhd is just the torture labyrinth.
