#me venting

like actually there is a platonic explanation but your brains are just rotten with slop that you misinterpret any platonic/familial interaction. like gosh man have you never had any positive, non-sexual interaction with an adult??

Jesus fucking christ, I am back at work for 3 days and I desperately need vacation again. This ship is already underwater and we hit ground buttom but the management decides that a shovel would be great to dig us deeper into the mess.

I am at this point to manage three to four departments on my own and have to face raging customers (no biggie I can handle them just fine I have a thick skin and a dirty mouth if neccesary) but daaaayum coming home with a headache and high blood pressure is not ideal. Hell, I am always in survival mode when I enter this shitty building, ready to snap at the management for one wrong word at my direction. I am a happy snappy person.

Hell, I am allowed to do that because I am the most successful salesperson in the furniture department. They can't shut my mouth as long I write my numbers.

But today I hit my limit. My eyes were bloodshot after I heard that three people got dismissed in my vacation and number four will leave next month. I am a tough cookie but I deny to take more workload on my shoulders.

I work to live not live to work.

I need to leave this company ASAP.

And I know myself well enough to leave with a big bang. Hopefully right before november - the strongest month for this company.

there’s this guy in my uni who is stupidly obsessed with me. like, today he literally waited outside my classroom even though i blocked him on my birthday for being a weirdo all semester AND for having the absolute nerve to wish me a happy birthday and then start talking about my mum as if she were his mother-in-law…all because he saw her once by accident in uni 😭

and the funniest (most delusional) part? he keeps telling everyone he’s “over me” and that he “likes another girl now” even though we’ve spoken maybe two times in person, and both times i was just being NICE. meanwhile he’s still pulling this weird chase, using his friends (who happen to also be mine!!) to get closer to me

like. please. LEAVE ME ALONE.

genuinely the most frustrating part is how men only understand boundaries if you say “i have a boyfriend.” but when you say “no” and you show zero interest? suddenly it doesn’t count. suddenly they think it’s a challenge

i just want peace. literally just peace! and to answer the 110 questions that may come up in my oral exam on monday without having a mental breakdown in the process

I had a dream last night where I went on testosterone, only to wake up extremely sad and disappointed.

A bridging prescription would genuinely save my life, but the chances of my GP issuing one is highly unlikely.

Why is it that when I look I mostly saw a lot of INC*ST-y kind of fanfics??!! The guy is interesting, why is he mostly shipped with his family members?!

I need to read that man be shipped with anyone, OC, reader, his cannon girlfriend, ME!!

I’m sorry but I’m genuinely starting to not see a point in continuing to post on this account anymore

It just feels like every time I finally get motivation to write or draw, life decides to hit me with something that drains it completely

To me it’s just becoming a never ending cycle where I open requests only to inevitably disappoint you guys when I lose motivation to get anything done

I just miss when it used to be so easy to write something like back when I first started this account I was on a grind

And now I’m just here pretty much like a creeper account doing fuck all