#me bee

Like the whole feeling alien thing. Basically i often feel when with other people like, i'm this weird creature, sometimes its alienating (heheh pun) to have people not understand me and me not relating to them on things. But as long as i have my friends it's all cool! cuz like theyre all like "Beau ur such a silly creature we love you!" And i would go " woah i love you too!" and then i dont care about being weird anymore! <3 Also i have been thinking about getting a haircut again, but only because i would look a bit more professional when working. Which might not be a good motivator LOL. Also also! bottom right is actually a pretty good self portrait of me rn. Slightly receding hairline (actually born with it), messy style but also got that eyeliner swag going~ I actually really like how i look <3 P.S the workaholic thing, i went from like 200+ hours a month to working 170 something and i am very proud that i'm taking more time for myself again! Slowely taking up all my overtime hours and i think i have about 50 left? Which is a lot of overtime! But not nearly as much as it was! Thanks for reading <3, much luffs!