#maya's asks

I've had this reel on my mind for weeks, so imagine biker!ellie, who insists that you lay your back against the front of her bike while she drives, just so that she can lean over you and keep one hand on a handle and one hand on your waist. you squeal when she speeds up, and she moves her hand from the exposed skin of your waist to right under your naval, tracing her gloved fingers below the waist of your pants

biker!ellie who, regardless of her cool nature, insists that you only pull this stunt in a parking lot. aside from the fact that if she got caught it would be one hell of a ticket, she couldn't imagine you falling off her bike and getting hurt

biker!ellie who adores when you wear her jacket. the dark leather is gorgeous against your skin, and the firefly symbol on the back sticks out stunningly in every bar and restaurant

biker!ellie loves going fast. when she gets home, she reeks of burning leather. the smell took a while to grow on you - it was a strange mix of her usual earthy scent with the smell of the rubber, but now it was a panty dropper

because she loves going fast, biker!ellie spends half an hour letting you doll her up in all her protective gear. she lets you pick out her riding pants and zip up her jacket, and she always waits for your soft kiss on her cheek before you slip her helmet over her head.

biker!ellie who lets you do everything. she even lets you slip her gloves onto her hands and buckle them. she let you tie a bow onto the back of her helmet, and has a pair of your panties wrapped around the stand that holds her phone.

biker!ellie who definitely has something like a bmw S 1000 xr, something that's good for speed. to circle back to that point - if the traffic is light, she's absolutely going 100 and weaving in between the cars around her

if you want her attention? biker!ellie is most definitely pushing the limits of how fast the bike can go. she'll kill to get to you and feel you giggle in her ear and pull her through the door of your apartment by the collar of her jacket

this one doesn't apply to everyone but... I can't stop thinking about biker!ellie dating a tall asf woman. she would love the idea of looking up at you and you having this small sense of control over her. she also heavily fucks with the way her hands look around your waist

I strongly support the idea of biker!ellie who's a little bit of a nerd. she loves to lay with you in bed while you lay on her chest and just talk about different bike related things. she'll tell you about different parts she needs, various mods she wants, how to up her engine. she's 100% a nerd about it

biker!ellie loves when you're backpacking. especially if you're taller, she loves your hands around her waist and your giggles in her ear when she speeds up.

biker!ellie has absolutely fucked you on her bike, in several positions no less. she'll have you sit on the seat and she'll eat you out on her knees, she'll bend you over the seat and strap you down, but...

her favorite way is when she has your back pressed against her front on a long night drive, with her hand in your pants. the bouncing and vibrating of the bike had you so worked up, so when ellie's slender fingers find their way to your clit, your legs spread further open as an invitation.

you won't pretend like it's not an awkward position - it's not like she could ever get her fingers in you like this, but the mixture of the vibrating of the bike and the way her fingers worked around your clit was enough to get you close. she knew a park n' ride close, and she wasted no time taking you there and eating you with persistence in the dark corner of the lot, spread out across her bike

So because, as I mentioned, I never read her fics I will say that I haven't had any experience with her infantilization of the reader, however, I have heard from a LARGE number of people that she does that.

something I take extremely seriously on this page is never, ever doing that to the reader, not simply because that's not how I would portray myself, but also because it causes damage both online and offline - it's common knowledge that I have minors reading my fics. there's nothing I can do, no warning I can put to stop that, but when you create a reader character who is blatantly unaware, it can allow for a lot of things to slide that absolutely shouldn't in the real world, thus pushing that narrative onto unknowing people (minors and inexperienced adults). I don't write intelligent inexperienced characters because it's easier, I do it because I'm aware of the damage NOT doing it can cause

furthermore, I've always been a little irked by the relationship she had with her audience. I adore everyone who gives my fics love and all the people who have gotten me to where I am, but at the end of the day, I will never post publicly anything about myself, because we do not know each other on that level. I would never have a discord server full of random people from my page, never give out my parents jobs or places of work (!), to put it simply, to me, she has just gone so far and made herself unsafe.

I would like to add that, AS SOMEONE WITH A MOMMY KINK, if people got in my asks calling me mommy regularly and outside of something sexual I would be deeply uncomfortable. there's a difference between mommy in a sexual way and mommy in an unsexual way to someone you've never actually met before and I think not stopping behaviors like that is a representation of maturity.

finally, I do admire how quickly she can pump out fics, but attempting to claim that her rapid production of fics is better written and structured than authors who take weeks, if not months, to write long, fulfilling fics will never be something I can get behind. it's easy for me to acknowledge that my drabbles are nothing compared to the fics I sit down and plan out and spend weeks committing myself to. it's purely ignorant to claim something of the sort