Sometimes, the memory hits me like air forcibly torn out of my body and suddenly I can't breathe.Β
I remember you, walking next to me. Silence hung in the air. We had just finished fighting. We're trying to be okay again. And suddenly you stop walking. I look back and I saw you teary-eyed and trying your best not to cry.Β
I asked what's wrong and then you told me, "I just want to see you happy." Your voice broke while you tell me this. I wipe the tears from your face but they kept coming. I hugged you as you cried. My heart ached from your words, because despite all the fights and the sadness, you still care enough about me to think of my happiness rather than my faults. Then I felt kind of guilty for the things I said and did. At that moment, I promised myself to try my hardest to just be happy. I know I can't always give it my all but I can try, just so I won't see you cry like that again.Β
