#materialblades

After more than four years of being best friends, Colette liked to think she could understand and grow used to whatever Lloyd Irving had to say.

On this particular moment in their relationship, she found herself painfully wrong. 

Be mine, he said in a voice that could have been casual, as if it were another part of their conversation. Without even thinking, not even needing to breathe the angel replied amicably, “Yes, of course.”

And promptly stopped breathing for a few seconds, realizing what he had just said. Their words between one another had flowed so pleasantly before that instant, it almost seemed like a fork in the road their words were taking them. Swallowing hard, immeasurably flustered and smile still half-frozen on her face, Colette turned her head and raised her head.

"Um..what?”

Be mine, as in, what term? She was his best friend last she checked, but ..somehow for all her limited knowledge on one certain matter, it felt different. His words carried a level of intimacy that didn’t escape her notice. 

"…Lloyd —" Colette began, stopping their leisurely pace to face him, hair framed by thick blonde strands. 

"Are you.."

But what if that’s what he means? Being his? Being mine? He doesn’t think it works only one way, does it? No he couldn’t mean that, but maybe..just maybe he..

For a long stretch of time Colette stared at her white boots, long enough that he might have spoken, but no sound came after those words. Her feet locked together, her face burned, and her tongue was twisted in knots. 

"I..I want you to be mine, too! I’ll accept only if you’re..if you’re mine too! I’m sorry Lloyd it’s selfish but — no i’m not sorry! I’m..be mine, and mine only! And I will be yours too, and yours only! Or..or something like that…"

Her voice was oddly raised, passionate as she spoke through a tumbling of emotions, cheeks bright red, wondering for all her skill at perception, if she had missed this one phrase and made it terribly awkward between them.

I want you to be with me all your life. And I want you to love me all of your life..it’s selfish but you want me to be a little bit, right? If you’re mine, then I’ll be yours. If I’m yours..you can only be mine. 

nO. 

(really josho…you couldn’t send the symbol like a normal person?)

∞: A random headcanon about my muse and yours.

My first impression on the Url or their character:

Huh? Is that a Lloyd? OH MY GOSH IT IS!! I wonder if they’d RP with me if I followed them. I don’t know…this Lloyd seems good. But I can try and maybe they will! Because wow, nice url and amazing writing. QwQ

Do I Rp with them?: 

Just some ask RPs and such. We haven’t done a serious thread..YET~

Do I want to Rp with them?:

OH MY GOSH YES! I’VE WANTED TO RP WITH JOSHO FOREVER!! HE PLAYS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER IN THE TALES SERIES!! *sobs*

Do I ever have any gifwars or talk to them?:

No gifwars yet, but we do talk quite a bit. That he and likes to make my life hard by sending me things like this when I get overloaded.

My opinion on their character:

I think Josho plays such a wonderful and amazing Lloyd. Like no joke. I admire him heavily and I just…I love how he plays Lloyd. It just…it makes me so happy because I love Lloyd so much. He’s been my number one Tales character since I played Symphonia. Just…so much happiness. QAQ

Overall statement:

HAHAHAHA OH ELYSIA u kno u liked it

19: Forceful Kiss

Oh boy, this sure left Elysia in quite a predicament, didn't it? Oh sure, she had kissed all kinds of people before and it had been all fun and games, but there was something about giving Lloyd a forceful kiss that didn't seem all that much fun. Not that she thought he wasn't a good kisser, but a forceful kiss was just that; forcing yourself on another. It was something she didn't like to do very often, so this left her rather troubled.

Still, it was something she had to do. Yet, how did one go about giving a forceful kiss? Did she just go up and kiss the male? Hmm...

Deciding to give in, she may as well as get this out of the way while the moment was here. Taking a deep breath, Elysia made her way up to Lloyd. She didn't even say his name, merely finding herself in front of brunette. Grabbing his face, she brought his face down to where their lips met for about five seconds.

The kiss wasn't bad and would have definitely been better if one, she didn't feel bad about doing this to him, two, didn't feel like she was forcing herself on him, and three for another reason she'd rather not think about.

Pulling back, she let go and glanced at him. Perhaps she was trying to find a reaction. Perhaps it was something else.