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man it sucks so bad wanting to be skinny but not in the internalized fatphobia way bc talking to people about it is either people that DO have internalized fatphobia being like"IKR my body us so disgusting" or having people be all "aww its okay theres nothing wrong with being fat youre beautiful and sexy" BITCH I KNOW SHUT THE FUCK UP THATS NOT THE POINT

Everything about me is wrong. The wrong hair color, the wrong hair texture, the wrong face, the wrong voice, the wrong body type, the wrong height but i can live with what i have, my skin should be paler my eyes are wrong its all wrong wrong WRONG and all anybody ever wants to say is "aww but there's nothing morally wrong with being the way you are" I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW SHUT THE FUCK UP

#vent #saw pics of a person with the body type I have (the REAL me not flesh sack i live in)#and got fucking massive dysphoria dysmorphia #whatever the fuck you wanna call it #about it #I think I'm gonna go into a stupor about it. it's kinda slowly eating away at me and dunking myself headfirst into my vices is pretty #much the only way i can make it go away #i put my hair into pin curls after my shower sure hope this helps #too bad ill never be able to look myself in the mirror anyway because even if I make my hair right the rest of my face is wrong.#ugh #really bad mood holy shit #massive vent #I will NOT get into cigarettes i am stronger than this #i can hold out until i have regular legal access to weed edibles i can make it #i swear to fucking god if i go to the doctor and end up having some shit that makes it so i cant smoke my herbal blends anymore im so fucked #the vocal fry cause by smoking is the only thing I can do to make my voice sound less fucked up to me #i need a proper pipe I've been using a damn makeshift #cinnamon and blue lotus tastes really good together btw

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Massive vent post. You have been warned.

Just late night thinking about how social media has absolutely fucking ruined me.

I used to be happy

I used to be innocent

I used to make fart jokes and laugh

I used to get home and do crafts

I used to sleep normally

I didn’t fucking cut myself

And everything I have on here ruins me more. Before, I didn’t have to worry about literal fucking pedophiles sending me nsfw. And if I do have anything good, it never lasts. I was on a fun pjo server with a ton of friends! It got deleted because the owner was mentally unstable. I got on a new one with more friends! It died because everyone fucking left. Ok, let’s get into tumblr rp! Great, awesome! Cool, a tumblr rp discord server! No, you can’t go there anymore because your filthy ruined mind conjured up a fucked up oc! Alright, I can still rp, right? Nope, everyone is avoiding you now. Can I at least have a reliable adult? No, you get sent nsfw by said adult! Ok, I can tell someone. Yes. I can get back on the server. Yes, good this is all happy! Nope, one of your friends removes you from their server because you ship something with a three year age gap!! It’s all your fucking fault!!! You should literally kill yourself!!!!!! Oh, and you’re addicted to some ai chat bots because nobody pays any fucking attention to you!!!!!!! You’re just living the fucking life here!!!!!!!!!

By the god I don’t believe in, my life has gone to shit since I got on social media. I am not saying I’m going anywhere, but I’m so fucked up now.

#cw sh mention #cw sui mention #cw sui implied #cw vent #vent #massive vent

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and think, am I worth it. I do so much work and slave away and try my fucking hardest to make myself something but truth is I live in a working class family. I’m a spoilt bitch. I don’t have to worry about food or money or if I can go out at night or poverty anything else. That’s what I ask myself every time my mother says I shouldn’t be sad because so many people have it so much worse than me. I understand that. I really do. It doesn’t give her an excuse to why you refuse to help me when I have panic attacks or crying or when I ask if I could have a therapist and she say no because I’m perfectly well and healthy. It doesn’t give her a singular fucking godforsaken excuse that she wants to know everything about my personal life, she says I’m not allowed privacy until I’m eighteen. I’m going to restate that I don’t lack anything. And that I’m a spoilt bitch. She says, and I quote, I’m just acting up like the rest of my generation, just kids who want to rebel, experiment with sexualities that do not need to be altered and shit on our parents that have done everything to us. I’m aware I’m a horrible, selfish person but I don’t owe her forgiveness for her gaslighting.

So yes, I am a horrible person and I deserve nothing. But I’m at least keeping my dignity.

#tw vent #massive vent #huge fucking vent #wisp speaks about family #wisp speaks

Copy and pasted vent from discord because I’m not typing all this shit again.

Kinda just thinking about the weight of my life right now. Everything in my life for the last two months has been negative, honestly. I look around my room and i have.. stuff. It makes me feel happy, i guess, but it doesn’t really feel like happy, yknow? I look at my body, and I can see my ribs, my not flat chest, my scarred thighs, my crooked teeth and my too-long hair, and i dont feel as happy as i used to about my body. I talk to my friends, online or offline, and I don’t feel happy. I get little moments of joy, but I don’t feel happy. And i don’t have the motivation to get up out if bed on the weekends, i dont have the motivation to do work in school, i dont have the motivation to finish art projects that i start, i dont even have the motovation to get up and do basic chores. And it makes me unhappy. I think about killing myself a lot, honestly. How id do it, what might happen, etc. but would that make me happier? I don’t know. I don’t even know. I want to know why im not happy.

Sorry if theres typos or this makes no sense, im typing on my phone with shaky hands and eyes blurred with tears rn.

#vent #cw vent #massive vent #cw sui mention #cw sui ideation #cw sh mention #< ish

Ever since I was a kid, I always wanted to have Max's powers from Life is Strange.

#massive vent #personal vent #college vent #vent post #vent #tw vent #tw depression #tw regrets

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I'm in my "oh god, why do I exist - my father was right about me" phase

#vent #massive vent #vent art #art

MASSIVE VENT!!

I HATE it when my sister takes my iPad, shes taking away my favourite apps and music I put on repeat and the thing I do my homework on, I'm trying to fix my mental health and taking the iPad away isn't helping. I haven't talked to anyone about my mental health because of my SOCIAL ANXIETY. I'M HERE CRYING BECAUSE OF IT.

My life feels harder than it should be

I make my life harder for no reason

I'm hiding under a mask of happiness for no reason and I'm too scared to share my grief

She also took my other sisters iPad WHICH I PLAY MINECRAFT ON

I CAN'T MAKE IT TO THE LIFE SERIES SESSIONS IF SHE TAKES THE DEVICE AWAY

AND MY PARENTS ARE TELLING ME TO SLEEP EARLY WHEN IT STARTS AT 11PM

I can't take this

#mod talk #mod talks #mod speaks #mod vents #massive vent #I need help with my mental health #mod rambles

maybe i'm having the 2am thoughts again when i really should be finishing the next chapter but

i'm so tempted to delete the video/radiostar au like it's just shit it's so awful and idk why i thought i could write it properly

honestly i don't even know why i can't fucking write anymore, i mean maybe i could never write and it's only just coming to the forefront now because i'm doing all my writing at 3 in the fucking morning when i'm half asleep and nothing makes sense but i can't write it when the sun is still up because i wake up at fucking 3pm and the little time i do have to myself at a reasonable hour is spent doing fuck all because i can't will myself to anything but fuck all and i just.

what happened

can i even blame him and the other him as well or is this fully a me thing

like i say everything that's gone wrong for me recently is his fault but is it actually or can i just not take accountability for my own actions. should i just stop letting him take up all my brain space all of the time and move the fuck on or should i sit in a pool of my own goddamn sorrows because what the hell what the hell get him out of my head i'm so fed up of this fucker. i hope he's happy to know i still think of him months down the line and i hope he's forgotten all about me because as much as i hate him i do not wish this on anyone

i'm so fucking tired i kinda just wanna disappear he may not have done everything bad but he fucking ruined my life and i wish i never met him :/

i used to be good goddammit

i was a good kid i was a good child what's wrong with me

#tw vent #kinda?#no yeah vent #massive vent

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Massive vent post. You have been warned.

Just late night thinking about how social media has absolutely fucking ruined me.

I used to be happy

I used to be innocent

I used to make fart jokes and laugh

I used to get home and do crafts

I used to sleep normally

I didn’t fucking cut myself

By the god I don’t believe in, my life has gone to shit since I got on social media. I am not saying I’m going anywhere, but I’m so fucked up now.

#cw sh mention #cw sui mention #cw sui implied #cw vent #vent #massive vent

So yes, I am a horrible person and I deserve nothing. But I’m at least keeping my dignity.

#tw vent #massive vent #huge fucking vent #wisp speaks about family #wisp speaks

Copy and pasted vent from discord because I’m not typing all this shit again.

Sorry if theres typos or this makes no sense, im typing on my phone with shaky hands and eyes blurred with tears rn.

#vent #cw vent #massive vent #cw sui mention #cw sui ideation #cw sh mention #< ish

Ever since I was a kid, I always wanted to have Max's powers from Life is Strange.

#massive vent #personal vent #college vent #vent post #vent #tw vent #tw depression #tw regrets

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I'm in my "oh god, why do I exist - my father was right about me" phase

#vent #massive vent #vent art #art

MASSIVE VENT!!

My life feels harder than it should be

I make my life harder for no reason

I'm hiding under a mask of happiness for no reason and I'm too scared to share my grief

She also took my other sisters iPad WHICH I PLAY MINECRAFT ON

I CAN'T MAKE IT TO THE LIFE SERIES SESSIONS IF SHE TAKES THE DEVICE AWAY

AND MY PARENTS ARE TELLING ME TO SLEEP EARLY WHEN IT STARTS AT 11PM

I can't take this

#mod talk #mod talks #mod speaks #mod vents #massive vent #I need help with my mental health #mod rambles

maybe i'm having the 2am thoughts again when i really should be finishing the next chapter but

i'm so tempted to delete the video/radiostar au like it's just shit it's so awful and idk why i thought i could write it properly

what happened

can i even blame him and the other him as well or is this fully a me thing

i'm so fucking tired i kinda just wanna disappear he may not have done everything bad but he fucking ruined my life and i wish i never met him :/

i used to be good goddammit

i was a good kid i was a good child what's wrong with me

#tw vent #kinda?#no yeah vent #massive vent

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