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i need a redo of 2015-2019 i need to try again i could do it better this time i could be more this time. i could love and cherish the people who were in my life then like they deserve. i could fix things, fix myself now that i know. i need to go back with the knowledge and mental maturity i have now. i need to go back and save that helpless girl who i don’t recognise as myself. she was scared and hurting and sabotaging herself and hurting people around her. people witnessing the life i lived must have been horrified. disgusted. disappointed. it’s humiliating and shameful. i want to try again i want to make it all right.

he cheated on me with that fucking bitch who was just his “friend” - now they’re married

watching the movie “promising young girls” not realising it was going to be about girls being raped while drunk and im ripping my skin off and i can’t stop watching it but im so triggered but the main character is absolutely getting revenge in her own special way and the validation sure is something

man who raped me and then tried to message me apologising for it and ask for forgiveness just popped up in my insta notifications brb might go commit a murder

i feel so sad for all of my lost friends. they were so kind and loving towards me, always trying to do their best and be there for me. but i was just too mentally unwell to be able to accept it, handle it, and give the love back that they deserved. ive grown now, and i wish i could show them that.