#marijackie

shauna only hated mari so much because she saw jackie in her. she saw mari’s quick wittedness, her charisma, her bitchy jokes, and saw jackie. mari called shauna “shipman” just like jackie did and that fueled the hate. but shauna didn’t truly hate jackie, which means she didn’t truly hate mari either. shauna told herself she hated jackie because if she let herself remember how much she loved her, she wouldn’t be able to forgive herself for what happened. she wouldn’t be able to pretend anymore if she let herself remember how much she loved jackie. so she told herself she hated her, which meant she hated mari too. but she saw jackie in mari’s softer moments, too. in mari’s moments of undying loyalty or anxious uncertainty, shauna saw jackie all over again. falling for mari would be like falling for jackie all over again, and jackie made shauna feel invisible. so she hated mari because she hated jackie and letting herself believe anything else would ruin her further. in the end, it didn’t matter what shauna told herself, because she devoured both of them. she let them both die, which means she killed them. and the only way to get over that is consume them whole.

yellowjackets multishipping for me is like the adult version of making a bunch of my barbies kiss