#mama2018

I know we’re all still emotional and shit and I was really preparing to write my own emo speech about how much Bangtan have helped me through my depression, hard times with thoughts of failure & possible suicide that never quite leave me on a daily basis. Especially now with some recent unfortunate news I’ve received. 

But I just read something that simply made my blood boil and needs to be addressed directly.

HOW DARE YOU?

How-fucking-dare any of you to pick a moment like this?

A moment where the boys were being raw with us, letting their weakness, fears and tears flow on that stage for the world to see.

A moment where they revealed how tired and hurt they had been physically, psychologically, emotionally with pressure to the point of considering disbandment EARLIER THIS YEAR.

EARLIER THIS YEAR, BETCHEZ, HAVE YA’LL FORGOTTEN ALREADY?

How Seokjin, Jimin and Jhope received death threats FOR NO REASON.

How Taehyung solo stans & Taekook stans were trending a hashtag on twitter asking Tae to leave BTS.

How THOSE SAME stans trended hashtags calling Jimin “fake”, “pig”, among other disgusting things for forgetting to write Tae’s name on a goddamn chalkboard during MusicBank cause they were in a hurry. Even though he apologized right away when he realized he forgot and also apologized to Taehyung who’s his best friend and soulmate.

Yoongi becoming really depressed before Festa and everyone worrying about him.

The false rumors.

The way antis pretended to be K-armys to disrupt the peace between I-armys and even poc armys.

Taehyung loosing yet another loved one painfully close to the date where he lost a dear friend to suicide the year prior.

The boys being sick, hurt or both during Tour but still putting on a smile through their tears to finish each and every one of the shows scheduled city after city, country after country.

So really, how dare you smear a moment like this....over shipping wars...

How dare you use a moment where the boys are vulnerable, crying and comforting each other as brothers, as a FAMILY--after confessing the thoughts of disbandment--to use it as part of your delusional, narrow-minded, selfish narrative as “proof” that your ship is real and going around telling everyone: “Haha, my ship is real everyone else can suck my d***.”

You’re disgusting. 

Shipping and all that BS has a time and place. And this was neither the time or place for that. Shipping is something we do FOR FUN, because the moments are cute, BUT ITS NOT REAL! Not until they themselves state it otherwise (like Hyuna & Edawn bravely did, like Holland did).

The boys are REAL, their bond and love for one another is REAL.

So get over yourselves and your sick fantasies if all you see when you look at them is little Anime characters that you control for your stories and narrative. ‘Cause this ain’t it, fam. This is NOT what being an Army is all about.

In fact you don’t even deserve to be called an ARMY at all.

And before anyone comes at me through my ASK, DMs and replying to this post to bitch about: “oH, bUt NoT aLl Of uS aRe NoT LiKe ThAt. YoU dIdN’t nEeD tO dRaG eVeRy ShIp InTo ThIs.”