@makingdeals whispered a line !! lana del rey sentence starters ( accepting! ) "I know that we've got problems. I plan to address them another day."
tch. of course that would be the response to trying to have a decent conversation about what's all happened. irritation flickers through vox violently, manifesting in a surge of electric static between them. nothing happens, not really, but the air is charged in a way it wasn't before.
❛ we might as well address them now, ❜ he argues angrily, trying to step in the way of the potentially fleeing conversation partner. ❛ what's the point of putting it off, huh? or do you actually intend to never speak to me about any of it? ❜
that's his suspicion, anyway. that he's going to keep running from this for as long as possible. he doesn't want ... this. whatever this is, to keep going, to keep being ... so difficult. he wrestles with his emotions, trying to sound less desperate. he doesn't know how to do this! it's not like with val, whose problems with him are often surface level. easy to resolve, usually just needing some time for them both to cool off before they can come back together and things go back to normal.
he feels pathetic. for wanting to fix things, for wanting to solve this. there's not an ounce of care on alastor's side, is there? he wonders if there ever was, and then shakes away the thought.












