May 20, 2018
That moment where....
You spent 25K on an education, are almost graduating, reading job descriptions that you don’t think you are qualified for...
Life is falling together and falling apart simultaneously. I feel the deep NEED to get out of my location as if this stagnancy is heavy, the discomfort of the future is heavy...
How do I remove myself from this addictive state? The state of complacency, simplicity, laziness, etc etc.
I feel this need to be the best at something, anything really. But yet I am continually reminded by others that someone is always better than me at something, so I isolate. Frustration and anger become overwhelming as I continuously face defeat.
