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vessel doodle for @music-lover23 🖤

(glitch version under cut!)

very bad little cutesy vessel with some hot chocolate (that is not even obviously hot chocolate)

KITTY!! I have missed you much.

I read the other post, I’m so sorry that you’ve had a shitty few months. I am happy to see you back here, but please don’t push yourself too hard. That being said, I’m to talk if you ever need to. Love you so much (you too, Vess. I’m glad you were there to take care of maw. So much love and appreciation to you.).

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i have missed you so much more, sid. i was just about to message you on discord since i never got back with you... it's so good to see you. i think i could cry, genuinely.

i appreciate that, more than i could ever tell you. it is life, though. things happen and they will be shitty, and you have to be better because of them, whether you want to or not. i'm happy to start to be back here. i cannot live much longer without interacting with sleep token content. i know i've missed a fuck load of things. it's been a little daunting to come back for that reason, as you can imagine lol. i hate missing things, especially things with my beloved mutuals (like you). i'm taking my time, i promise. i appreciate you more than anything, honest. your unrelenting friendship to us is something i treasure. thank you for still caring about us, despite what time passes between words exchanged. love you forever, dear 🤍

(hi, sid. you mentioning me has triggered me to front, haha. i've been thinking of you a lot... i have wanted to message you many times, but there's been too many things going on to have the energy to extend myself in that way. there are a plethora of things i could tell you of. i miss our chats dearly, i mourn for them, sometimes.

as for taking care of maw, it's my job. i have realised quite heavily that the body needs me, and maw needs me, a lot more than i have been able to give. i am quite proud of what progress i have been able to make this year. i am becoming more comfortable with socialising irl, which is to say that it's made being in front a hell of a lot easier. but, yeah, haha. taking care of maw and the body is my job, it's what i do best. i am needed, and therefore i will be here when the moment calls. i know i'm in a valued position.

the love and appreciation always is fed back into you. that is never to be doubted. you stand to be one of our closest friends, even while bits of time pass between conversations. thank you for being here, for being our friend, for being my friend. love you :::)