This is more of a vent video. I’ll explain it quick this song reminds me of living with my father, everyone thought of him as this charming man and great parent. They thought he was so supportive and caring when really he was controlling and abusive and no one would believe me about it.Â
They weren’t the ones waking up at 6am to stop fist fights, or being flung into things trying to pull him off my step-mother because he was choking her. No one saw him like I did, having to take my little sister and hide her and then rushing out to try and stop fights. Being terrified of having any kind of romantic attraction even fictional characters because he’d threaten me, not to mention dealing with uncomfortable creepy situations and comments like waking up and finding him in my bed when I was already 14, 15, 16 or having him talk about how my body is developed.
I made this when I was really dealing with trauma and whenever I have flashbacks I watch it again. The expressions from Johnny just explain everything.
