♡ I decided to create my own flag (an integration of me being an agere & permakid)~
(Please do not use or repost)~
🐇 It's a white bunny because white bunnies have personal symbolism for me, and there are all of the pinks because I have really been uncovering my immense love for pink due to my age regression (my agere is very pink based) and pink to me symbolizes comfort, care, mothering, softness, and gentle healing and support 🌸🩷
♡ I also saved the flag without the bunny & saved another version I created~
These blank flags are free to use~ Please credit me when used though~ 🩷🌸✨
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♡ My name is Aurelia Mae~ (you can also call me Kiddo, Bunny, or Fawn~)
♡ Bodily: 25
♡ Little ages: there are no specific ages for me when I regress, but when I'm regressed, I am mainly in baby to toddler range
♡ I am autistic level 2 (have medium support needs), am ADHD, have OCD, generalized anxiety, social anxiety, and c-PTSD
♡ I am semiverbal and use AAC (most times)
♡ I am asexual and agender
♡ My pronouns are She/Her (though I mainly love and prefer simply being referred to as Mae, Kiddo, Bunny, or Fawn~)
♡ I am on the alloromantic spectrum (I have my own complicated feelings and thoughts about what is known as romance & romantic attraction)
♡ I am a permakid (a permaregressor -> specifically a permanent kid) & an agere (age regressor)
♡ Mentioning for fun: I still have a fear of the dark 🫣🙈
♡ I have created this side blog because I want to have my own specific space for being a permakid and agere and I would like to share about my own experiences, thoughts, feelings, moodboards I create, and pictures of my little/agere gear and toys I have and play with~
♡ My main blog: @wombofthevoid (disability, autism, poetry, art, faekin)
♡ My other side blog: @maes-aac (being an AAC user & using AAC)
♡DNI: NSFW (gore, violence, sh, ed, etc.), kink, age play, ABDL, DDLG (and other variants), dualcom, proship, radqueer, anti-agere, anti-padded agere, anti-petre, anything hateful, anything you would not show a kid
♡ You will be blocked ♡
♡ Not anti-kink, just don't want it in this space ♡
♡ My tags: (these are tagged on this post for convenience~)
#maes agere — all about my experiences, thoughts, and feelings of my agere
#maes perma — all about my experiences, thoughts, and feelings about being a permakid
#maes life — pictures of my all of my baby, toddler, kid things and clothes
#mae creates — permakid & agere scenarios, moodboards, personal flags for myself and for others to use freely
♡ DNI banners & Hello Kitty divider created by me. Please do not use DNI banners. Credit me if you use the Hello Kitty divider
♡ My taglist: (tags I use to keep my blog organized~)
#permakid — all about being a permakid & what being a permakid is like and looks like for me
#comfort — previously this was "agere" because of what is known as agere gear but I realized that agere gear are just things I need and want always. They are my true comfort as a permakid
#flags — all permaregressor & agere flags I personally connect with
#caregiver — cg scenes/writings
#pngs — all transparent images~
#cute — everything I find cute 🌸
#hello kitty — everything Hello Kitty 💐🩷
#miffy — everything Miffy 🤍✨
♡ Credit for userboxes:
@cutiepieautistic (stimming)
@chronicallyleggless (disabled)
@sweetpeauserboxes (all of the pink ones except "attached to stuffies")
@platypup2002 (the rest of them)
🌸 About me being a permakid:
♡ I am a permakid because I have always felt like a kid; small, little, young, and kidlike. There is no definitive age, just a feeling and overall sense of being young and a kid that has followed me throughout my life. It is something I spent most of my life hating about myself.
Only recently I have started to accept being a permakid, thanks to finally having the language to help me understand what I have been feeling all of my life (and discovering these communities ✨).
Even as a bio teenager and adult, I have always felt out of place, younger, more vulnerable, and more “innocent” than those around me. I have often felt intimidated by, anxious around, and scared of adults because they feel so much more mature than me, and there have been times where I have involuntarily regressed (only mentally) around certain adults because of this.
I also have natural kidlike needs and kidlike mannerisms, speech, and emotional expression. And I have a need to be spoken to and engaged with in the way one would a kid. As an autistic kid too because I notice how being autistic impacts how I experience and engage with everything, like how I play with toys.
🌸 More in-depth post about how I recognize myself as a permakid
🌸 Why I use "kidlike" instead of "childlike"
🌸 Art the encapsulates/embodies what being a permakid feels like for me
Extra: I use the word “mature” for myself instead of “adult” because I do not feel like or identify as an adult though I still have "adult" responsibilities and regardless of societal milestones reached or not.
For me, being mature and being an adult are different things. I know that I am chronologically/biologically an adult, but internally I do not experience myself as one. I experience myself as a kid that has maturity, and I have no defineable age; I am ageless.
I also don't have interest in most things that are deemed as "adult". I don't like most adult-based/labeled activities, movies, or shows, and I don't like most of what is considered as "adult topics" especially NSFW things.
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