âsynopsisâ itâs nerdjoâs birthday and all he wants is⊠a calculator?
âwarnings + pairingsâ nerdjo x reader, pure fluff, none tbh, there's like ONE suggestive sentence.
âword countâ 1.8k
youâd been waiting for the day to roll around. december 7th. your lovely boyfriendâs birthday.Â
satoru was by no means normal. cocky and arrogant, walking around campus like he was better than everyone with his straight posture and freshly ironed polo shirts, all while maintaining the title of your universityâs valedictorian.
however, when it came to you, he was as sweet as sugar.Â
correcting your homework in a polite manner, tutoring you in subjects you were struggling in, and even writing the occasional essay for you while you were passed out naked beside him from riding him a bit too hard.Â
he was your dream guyâ well with one tiny issue.Â
âiâm serious, satoru!â you exclaimed, your impatience growing by the second. âwhat do you want for your birthday?âÂ
satoru chuckled from where he sat at his desk, putting his pencil down and reaching up to grab your hands as you stood next to him.Â
âiâm serious, too. i just want a new calculator.âÂ
you frowned, your body slumping as you stared at him disappointedly. âyâknow, this is worse than when people say they donât want anything.âÂ
he kissed your hands as he laughed, standing up and guiding you to lay on his bed. he got comfy beside you, letting you rest your head on his toned chest that he hid under stupid graphic t-shirts and hoodies.Â
you both lied there as you listened to his heartbeat, calm and steady. satoru let out a heavy breath as his thumb slid back and forth on the skin of your thigh.Â
âmine's just really busted and some of the buttons are coming loose.â he admitted quietly after a second. âbut if you think itâs stupid, you can get me something else.âÂ
you tilted your head up, meeting his crystal blue eyes.Â
âdo you seriously just want a calculator?â you mumbled shyly, suddenly feeling guilty for berating him for his request.Â
âyeah,â satoru smiled softly, nodding as his cheeks flushed slightly. âbut any gift from you is already perfect.âÂ
you pouted, leaning up to kiss his cheek softly, further deepening that faint pink shade on his pale skin.Â
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youâd woken up early to decorate his dormâ thankful yet again that he didnât have a roommate. he was currently finishing up his presentation in his advanced calculus class, and knowing him, heâd be heading straight back to his room after it was over.Â
therefore, you had approximately forty-five minutes to finish.Â
you started with the obnoxiously large âhappy birthday, toru!â banner above his window curtain, trusting his spinny chair not to fail you as you stuck it up with tape.
next, you lined up the bags of gifts suguru and kento had dropped off before they left to the store to pick up the custom cake you had ordered a month in advance.
you frowned at the thought of shoko missing out, something about having a chemistry lab that was worth half her grade, but you knew sheâd just cheat her way through it and still find a way to make it for at least the end of the little celebration youâd planned.
satoru wasnât a big party personâ you knew thatâ but still, you knew there was nothing he loved more than the company of his friends.Â
after the bags were arranged to your liking, you set your small wrapped box down along with an enveloped letter youâd ask him not to read until everyone was gone.Â
by the time you had the streamers hanging and balloons inflated and scattered all over, suguru and kento entered the room.
âfive minutes to spare! i told you weâd make it in time.â suguru chuckled, setting down the cake on satoruâs desk next to the neatly arranged gifts.Â
kento shut the door, immediately draping himself on the small couch as he shut his eyes that were undoubtedly sore from rolling them at suguruâs annoyance.Â
âyou were starting to worry me.â you smiled, pulling out your phone to check satoruâs location, his little blue dot showing he wasnât too far from his building.Â
suguruâs pat your shoulder, his eyes doing a double take at the gifts.Â
âdid you not get him anything?â he asked, genuine. âi guess you have been with him since freshman yearâŠâÂ
âwhat?â your eyes widened in confusion as you pointed to the neatly wrapped box and envelope. âhis gift is right there!âÂ
suguruâs eyebrows knit, darting back and forth to see if you were joking. âoh.âÂ
before you could question him further, a ping from your phone made your attention go elsewhere.Â
toru <3: Heading up to my room now. Iâll get ready and we can go out?
toru <3: Itâs my birthday so you canât really say no. :)Â
âheâs here!â you exclaimed quietly, already hearing his approaching footsteps.Â
the boys shot up, smiling widely as you handed them tiny confetti poppers and waited for the door to open. shortly enough, you all watched as the key unlocked the door, slowly opening to reveal the birthday boy.
âsurprise!â you all exclaimed excitedly, simultaneously pulling the thin string and sending confetti towards satoru who stood at the door with the second biggest smile youâve ever seen from him.Â
he laughed as suguru hugged him, chuckling out thank youâs while kento pat his shoulder. his eyes looked straight at you when the boys pulled away, your arms extending as you smiled at him.Â
satoru lifted you up as his arms wrapped around your waist, pressing his face into your neck and pressing soft, hidden kisses to the delicate skin.Â
âhappy birthday, toru!â you smiled, holding him close.Â
you could feel his lips curl on your neck before he pulled back to peck your lips. âthank you, sweetheart.âÂ
âokay, wrap it up lovebirds, iâve been eyeing that cake since we picked it up.â suguru complained, handing satoru the plastic knife and pushing him towards the container.Â
though it wasnât a big celebration like most people have on their birthdayâs, this was exactly satoruâs scene. a small thing with the most important people in his life.
the boys sat on the couch while you made yourself comfortable on satoruâs bed, eating your slice of cake quietly while listening to their strange conversations.
your phone pinged, a message from shoko.
âoh! shokoâs on her way!â you exclaimed, swinging your feet off the ledge of the bedframe.Â
âsweet!â satoru smiled, standing and walking over to his gift table. âthink sheâd mind if i opened these before she got here?âÂ
you shook your head with a smile, kento filling the gap for you.Â
âsheâd prefer if you did that without her here.âÂ
the three of you gathered around him as he opened the first bag, a smile instantly appearing on his face as he pulled out the first gift, a Digimon game for his computer and a stupid t-shirt that read, âI paused my game to be hereâ.Â
suguru cackled as satoru thanked him, the two guys dapping each other up before moving on to the next bag.Â
kento had gifted him a new watch, something he noticed satoru needed an upgrade on seeing as heâd been wearing the same one since middle schoolâ the leather threading and the time being slightly off.Â
âaw, thanks dude! now i wonât have to check my phone every time to make sure itâs right!â satoru exclaimed, hugging kento obnoxiously.Â
âyouâre welcome.â kento answered, a rare smile on his face as he pulled away.Â
lastly, your small box.Â
even though heâd asked for it, you couldnât help the anxious feeling that brewed in your stomach. your palms had grown slightly sweaty at the thought of him hating it. heâd never been good at hiding his reactions.Â
you watched nervously as he slid the card to the side, neatly unwrapping the gift. the room fell quiet as the boys stared at the box in his hand, their faces falling in confusion.Â
you swallowed worriedly, chewing at the tip of your nail as satoru said nothing, lips slightly parted as he blinked, processing what he was holding in his hand.Â
âis it the wrong one?â you asked quietly, feeling the embarrassment creep through every fibre of your body. âi did some research andââÂ
your worries were cut off as satoru turned to you and lifted you up, swinging you side-to-side in excitement.Â
âoh my god!â he shouted repeatedly before setting you down, running a hand through his snowy hair while staring at the calculator with wide eyes.Â
âa calculator?â they both mumbled, looking towards you then back at satoru who seemed like he was about to explode.Â
he turned to his friends, âitâs not just any calculator! it's the TI-Nspire CX II CAS!âÂ
it sounded like gibberish to everyone else but satoru, but the guys just went along, joining him in his excitement despite their confusion.Â
satoru littered your face with kisses as he thanked you repeatedly, your giggles uncontrollable as you tried to push him away.
âyikes, glad i missed out on whatever this is.â shoko mumbled as she entered the room to chaos.
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later that night, after everyone had gone home and satoru had ordered a real meal for the two of you that wasnât straight sugar, you found yourself cuddled up with him on his bed yet again, the weight of you above him grounding him like nothing else in the world.Â
âdid you have a good birthday?â you asked quietly, littering innocent little kisses across his neck and bare chest.Â
his face was flushed pink as he relaxed under you, a smile creeping back onto his face. âyeah. probably my favorite one yet.âÂ
your lips curled, kissing his cheek before pulling back just enough to see his face. his eyes were downturned and semi-open as he leaned forward to kiss you before settling back onto his pillow.Â
âthank you,â he sighed. âfor listening to me. i know it seems like a bit of a ridiculous thing to ask for.âÂ
âiâm just happy to see you happy.â you shook your head, trying your best not to squeal at how adorable he looked like this. âi love you.âÂ
the words were soft as they left your lips, your fingers pushing stray hairs off his forehead.Â
âi love you too.â he admitted, tightening his hold on your waist.Â
his room was quiet yet again as you rested your head on his shoulder, biting back the uncontrollable happiness you felt.
you could feel your body relax, eyes fluttering shut before you heard him reach over beside him, holding up the calculator like it was his most prized possession.Â
âhey,â he whispered as if not to startle you. âdo you wanna hear all the different functions?âÂ
you snorted, smiling widely as you nuzzled your face further into him, opening your eyes to watch his fingers glide across all the different buttons.Â
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going stupid on captain levi's cock! âËâčâĄ âŸ might be ooc (soz), lowk captain kink, p in v, etc
âno one said stop. so keep going.âÂ
tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, threatening to spill down your cheeks and onto leviâs bare skin. your thighs were shaking, your pussy aching from the overstimulation as a result of the past two rounds.Â
you knew levi had inhuman stamina when it came to everything else, so you werenât sure what led you to believe that wouldnât translate to sex.Â
his hands were cold and tight where they held your hips, doing nothing but providing an anchor between you and unconsciousness. he wasnât helping you move at all, simply just digging his nails into your skin to get you going again.Â
âi-i canât,â you whimpered, clenching your muscles to try and obey. âiâm sorry, captain."Â
levi scoffed at the use of his official title, a single rut of his hips forcing a cry out of you, the tip of cock hitting places you could never dream of reaching with just your fingers. youâd braced yourself for more, but he stilledâ one hand released your hip, going up to grip your jaw and making you look at him through bleary eyes.Â
âyou can,â his encouragement was strained, his own composure slowly starting to slip the longer he stayed inside of you without moving. âif you can keep up with me out there, you can keep up with me here.âÂ
he let himself fall back to lean on the wall, watching you expectantly as you panted, thighs shaking as you strained. your legs felt unstable and your brain was practically mush so the second you attempted to start riding him again you only managed to push yourself up not even halfway before you collapsed on his chest.Â
you whimpered at the sound of him scoffing, your fingertips digging into the skin of his shoulders while you apologized profusely into his skin. âmâsorry, capââÂ
before you could finish, his hips were rutting up into you, the length piercing through you again and making your stomach bulge out slightly with his movements. you screamed, thanking whatever gods existed that the stone walls did a relatively decent job at containing the noise inside.Â
âmmph! shit, captain!â you cried out, gasping as he tugged you closer by your jaw, his composed breath warming your face. your eyes were wide as you stared into hisâ the slightest bit of desperation masked behind his equanimity.
âstop callinâ me that.â
leviâs grunts blended perfectly with your moans, neither of you breaking eye contact despite the desperate need you had to let them roll to the back of your head. you blinked at him through damp lashes, seeing the slight furrow in his eyebrows whenever you tightened around him.
you could feel his tip just barely graze your soft spot, more tears falling down your cheeks due to the anticipation that he was nearly there. however, when he pulled you into him further, kissing your lips in a confusing rough yet gentle manner, his hips shifted ever so slightly, thrusting into it with such precision that you felt you might pass out.Â
your jaw fell slack, forehead pressing into his as a small string drool slipped out the corner of your mouth. âlevi! fuck, right there, please donât stop!â
his hand dropped to slap the plush skin of your ass, letting it rest there while he sped upâ his shorter stature irrelevant to his strength. he finally let his restraint slip, head falling back onto the wall while he kept his eyes on you, watching the way your eyes had fallen shut, mind completely gone and solely focused on the pleasure only he could provide you.Â
levi couldnât help the smirk that appeared on his faceâ watching one of his strongest members fall apart on him again was truly the sight.Â
the slightest ache began to bloom in his legs, the tightening of his muscles not going unnoticed despite the state you were in. your hand came down to his abs, pushing him flush to the mattress while simultaneously using it as support to ride him again.Â
he moaned out at the pressure on his stomach, letting himself relax as you retook the reins.
âatta girl, just like that, hm?â he praised, starting to lose himself in you. âgonna cum on me again?â
you nodded rapidly, face warm and words no longer an option. levi scoffed, that lazy smile resting on his face knowing your tells.Â
âkeep going. youâre doinâ so well.â
note: OMFG I ACTUALLY START TWEAKING EVERY TIME I SEE THIS MAN LIKE MMMMPGHHG anyway... i'm back! academic probation was NAWT fun but i locked in and everything is fine now :) focus rn is clearing out my requests, but i hope this holds everyone over for now <3, lynn
unsurprisingly, sae was an incredibly active person. if he wasnât training, he was playing a game. if he wasnât playing a game, he was starting his mornings with a workout. you loved seeing the results show up.
especially his abs.Â
âf-fuck, sae.âÂ
his hand held the sides of your waist loosely, the other resting behind his head as he propped his neck up slightly on the headboard of his bed. the morning sunlight shone through his apartmentâs window, the golden light painting your body nicely as you rode his abs.Â
your clit rubbed against his abdomen which was split almost perfectly into six prominent muscles. the ridges of his skin were smooth, but soft as he clenched his core, making your noises grow louder as they echoed off the walls.Â
saeâs face was almost expressionless except for the tiniest smirk on his face, looking up at you like you hung the stars. his hand guided you, pushing and pulling your hips against him, moans slipping for your lips as he moved you faster.Â
âso pathetic, sweetheart.â he rasped, sleep lingering in his voice. âdidnât even let me wash my face before you started using me, huh?â
âshut up,â you whined, hips rocking uncontrollably. âyou- you pulled me onto you.âÂ
âto cuddle, baby, not for you to ride my abs.â sae chuckled as he sunk deeper into the pillows, letting the hand that held his head come around to play with your ass, his calloused hand gripping and smacking at the skin. Â
your chest heaved at the stimulation, your body still not fully awake either. your head fell backwards, whimpering as your eyes fluttered shut, letting yourself feel every dip of his abs with every jolt of your hips.Â
sae moved you faster, slim fingers digging into your hips harshly enough to leave small marks. you let your hands move back, supporting yourself by dropping your palms on the meat of his thighs.Â
âgonna cum, sae.â you keened, nails digging into his skin as you lost control of the knot in your stomach, your hips moving on their own accord.Â
he didnât say anything, just gave you a simple nod as he squeezed your hip, his silent demand to cum all over him.Â
and who were you to deny your boyfriend?Â
sae watched with glowing eyes as your eyebrows furrowed slightly, a harsh yet soft moan reverberating from your throat. with one final rock of your hips, your body stuttered as you cried out his name, letting yourself drench his abs as you came.Â
he guided your hips to a slow, letting you ride your orgasm out against him before you fell forward, your nose pressing against his neck as you panted. he brought his hand to your back, rubbing it slowly as you calmed down.Â
âyouâre pretty when you use me, you know that?â
note: yeah atp i'm gonna write about riding every single muscle this man has... (thigh riding next??)
feel free to request anything and everything blue lock!
he was surprised when youâd sent him a text after your class, an odd request from you of all people this early in the day.
come study with me?
instantly, he shot up from his desk, shoving everything in his backpack and darting out of his dorm room, not even bothering to check if heâd locked the door properly.Â
you were sat on a bench outside of the library, legs swinging mindlessly as you pulled out your phone, already typing out the text to ask if his lack of response was a no. however, before you could click send, he was panting in front of you, glasses slightly tilted to the side as they slid down the bridge of his nose.Â
âdid you run here?â you asked, tilting your head with a playful, confused look on your face.Â
he nodded, giving you a feeble thumbs up still trying to catch his breathâ his body leaning over as he gasped softly. âgot excited.âÂ
you laughed as you stood up, intertwining your fingers with his slightly sweaty ones and pulling him into the library. it was calm for a weekday, only a few lingering people with their nose deep into their textbooks, other just looking to kill time in between their classes.
study rooms were a free-for-all before 2pm, so you walked into a small one, locking the door behind you as you set your bag down on one of the chairs, your boyfriend copying your actions.Â
âso, what do you need help with?â he asked, opening his laptop and pulling up the folder heâd made labeled with your name, all the previous assignments youâd ask for his help with in the past sitting nicely and organized by date.
âoh,â you blinked, pulling out your tablet and pen. ânothing, actually. i just wanted your company.âÂ
now it was his turn to blink dumbly at you, his brain processing your words slowly. you smiled at him, pulling yourself closer to him as the wheels of your chair rolled quietly along the floor. his face flushed immediately, his eyes darting around the room to avoid eye contact.Â
âwhat? think i canât do anything without your help?â you teased, your hand cupping the side of his face gently and forcing him to look at you.Â
ân-no!â he sputtered out, tongue tangled with nerves despite it being the same one that was saying deplorable things in your ear the night before. âi just figured you might. most times you ask me to come study with you it normally turns into a tutoring sessionâŠâ
you chuckled, kissing his lips quickly before retreating into your space again, pulling up notes from your lecture. it took satoru a minute to reboot, his eyes blinking quickly as he turned back to his laptop, closing the folder and pulling up the assignment heâd been working on when youâd texted him.Â
before he let himself fully focus like you hadâ your screen split in two as you looked at your notes and the practice problemsâ he pulled out his phone, swiping to open the playlist youâd made on his phone full of songs you insisted helped you focus better.Â
he clicked on the first one, shutting off his phone and raising the volume the slightest bit before setting it down on the table.Â
your eyes looked up towards the noise, then to him. your heart nearly fluttered out of your chest when you noticed the pouty look on his face, heat crawling up his neck as he pretended not to notice your stare, his fingers now swiping at his mousepad while he looked for his sources.
you turned back to your screen, trying to fight the smile on your face but ultimately losing that battle when his hand came down to rest on your thigh, thumb rubbing gently on your skin as his expression straightened, finally focused on his research.Â
feel free to request anything jjk!
note: studying rn and i gave myself a 20 minute break to write this and tbh i might fix the ending later
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Ë àŁȘ âč (warnings + character notes) slow burn, fluff, angst, and eventual smut. death, fighting, blood, and more will be mentioned throughout this series! it will follow the jjk timeline, though some scenes and scenarios are bound to change.
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Ë àŁȘ âč (synopsis) đ„ àŁȘjjk reader insert; you're one of four second years at jujutsu high, a grade one sorceress with a cursed technique that hurts you from the inside out. when you're assigned to play babysitter for particular two special grade sorcerers, you find out quickly that a lot can go wrong in a short amount of time.
Ë àŁȘ âč (warnings + character notes) àŁȘslow burn gojo x reader, scenes and some dialogue is pulled directly from jjk s2 ep1, reader is a part of the group, quick paced scenes, mentions of fighting, blood, pain, smoking, death, etc. âïžauthor notes at the end!
Ë àŁȘ âč (word count) 3.4k + not proofread yet!
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you sat cross-legged on top of the curse, any part that could hurt you swallowed up by suguruâs controlled spirit, the biggest smile on your face you swayed side to side. your ears barely picked up the sound of the conversation below, but based on utahimeâs reactions, you could tell they were picking on her again. poor girl.Â
âhey!â you called out, getting his attention as he looked up at you with a soft smile. you punched out your fists in fight motions, quietly signaling to him what you wanted.
his expression dropped, shaking his head up at you despite your pouting. âcâmon, sugu! let me rough it up a bit! iâve got some energy i need to let out.â
and it was true. your last mission had your fingers shaking with how much youâd used your technique.Â
deferred impactâ thatâs what your family called it, anyway. in short, any damage dealt to you could be absorbed, stored away beneath your skin instead of being felt immediately. in moments of battle, it was useful. you could expel that stored damage as your cursed energy and imbue it into your handwrapsâ ones crafted specifically for you by your family â letting them act as a regulator, bleeding that energy into your strikes. it made you stronger, more agile, a harder target to put down.Â
but, whatever you didnât release lingered. it settled in your body, compressing and building with nowhere else to go once the fight slowed and there was nothing left to distract you from it. then came the pain. if it was a small amount, it manifested as a constant shock beneath your skin. carry too much for too long, though, it would start to show.
by that point, the wraps stopped protecting you. because no matter how tightly you bound your hands, there was only so much your body could contain before you might as well be rotting in your own grave until some curse picked a fight with you.Â
suguru let out a sigh, instructing his curse to let loose a little on your command. you thanked him, scooting over to pat getoâs spirit. âlet me at him, bud.âÂ
and with that, you stood up, letting it lower its mouth, straightening your legs as you loosened your handwraps, cracking your knuckles before swinging crazily at the non-exorcised curse. you were sure you looked crazy, your fists landing harshly and painfully all with a wide grin on your face, but your body had never felt better.Â
though youâd hidden it well, youâd been holding in the pain for two days, your muscles aching with every movement.Â
satoru looked up at your rapid, crazed movements. smiling to himself as he watched. heâd noticed the way youâd been more fatigued despite you trying to hide it, so seeing you let loose made him relax a bit.Â
after a while, suguru let out another curse, having it pull you gently away and down as the other recaptured the evil spirit. you pouted, huffing as it brought you down, your adrenaline still sky high as it let you go, returning to suguru.Â
âterrifying, yet beautiful.â gojo grinned, voice teasing. âclassic, you know? wayyyy too much energy, but way too reckless.âÂ
you rolled your eyes playfully, shoving his shoulder. âlook whoâs talking.âÂ
âcute trick.â mei mei chimed in, making your face drop. âbut definitely reckless.âÂ
âyeah?â you scoffed, reluctantly turning to her and gesturing at the mess made by her and utahime. âfor someone as strong as you, you sure act weak. just begging to be saved at every turn while you drain someoneâs pockets by doing nothing.âÂ
âwhy do anything when good pups like you come to my rescue? win-win for both of us, if you ask me.â she rebutted, fueling the fire of your hatred towards her.
you werenât sure why you let her get under your skin so badly â maybe it was because she represented everything wrong with jujutsu society. sorcerers like her picking and taking as they pleased, leaving the rough work to sorcerers like utahime â scared, but definitely capable.Â
âwhat happened here, anyway?â you asked, deciding youâd argue with mei later. for now, you walked over to greet utahime, placing your hand on her shoulder softly as she continued to hug shoko.
before you could focus on whatever gojo began explaining, you felt a twang in your back, your body flinching before you corrected yourself quickly, ignoring the way shoko side eyed you subtly. meiâs voice broke you out of your focus.
âmore importantly,â she continued. âwhat about the veil?âÂ
oh shit.
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the news report played in front of you, blood rushing to your cheeks as you saw your figure in the background, swinging at something the camera couldnât see. thankfully, you were moving fast enough that no normal person would be able to make out it was you. or even human, really.Â
yaga listed your mistakes, the four of you having gotten so sidetracked that he might as well have sent a non-sorcerer.Â
âand on top of everything, you forgot the veil and you almost got caught on camera. whoâs to blame?âÂ
you and gojo sat awkwardly in between shoko and geto, both of the snitches pointing at you two. your reactions were vastly different. youâd already accepted whatever was coming, your head bowed down while satoru shot his hand up.Â
âsensei! iâm asking you to stop this hunt for the culprit!âÂ
you sighed, gojo getting a whack to the head while you got a simple, but heavy tsk.Â
yaga dismissed you all, everyone waltzing out quickly while it took you a minute to recover from your embarrassment before you quickly caught up.
you all walked into the gym, each of you perching around the court. shoko took gojoâs glasses, putting them on and messing around with them. satoru grabbed a basketball, dribbling it for a beat before sitting down with it.
as for suguru, he followed you to the end of it, smiling apologetically as you lied down, tightening your wraps around your twitching fingers.Â
your limbs sprawled out like a snowflake, your eyes blinking shut when you heard satoru complain, the sound of the basketball bouncing off the freshly glossed floors before being thrown in your direction, suguru jumping up and blocking the ball.Â
any other day, you wouldâve been happy to join satoruâs side of the conversation. you agreed with him, why should you be responsible for the calm of the public? it wasnât your fault they couldnât handle the reality of the jujutsu world.
âyou alright?âÂ
shokoâs voice was gentle, leaning her weight against the padded wall as she looked at you with harsh worry. you turned your head in her direction, though you kept your eyes shut, nodding.Â
she scoffed, noticing the way your fingers constantly twitched. âhow much of that are you holding in right now?â
âa little.â you shrugged, your voice heavy with a strain that you tried to play off as exhaustion. ânothing i canât handle.âÂ
âwhen are you gonna quit making yourself feel better by spouting all this bullshit?â satoru gagged, the tension in the gym making your eyes flutter open, your body sitting up as you leaned back onto your palms.Â
âperfect time for a smoke break!â shoko pulled you up, dragging you out of the gym with her before you had time to process what she said.Â
you sat against her legs as she pulled out her pack, fingers wrapping around two of them, one of which she offered to you. looking up at her, you gave her a face.Â
âno.â you grumbled, eyebrows furrowing.Â
shoko chuckled, shrugging her shoulders as she put it back in its sleeve, lighting the one in her mouth. she blew a puff out before speaking again. âstill on that, huh?âÂ
âi just think itâs gross.â you remarked, leaning off of her and adjusting to rest against the wall. âand so are you for doing it.âÂ
âyouâre pickling yourself from the inside out, too. donât lecture me.â she bit back, taking a longer drag.Â
the thing about you and shoko is that you respected each other enough to be honest at all times. youâd told her many times that her smoking habit was disgusting, suggesting she should stop before she kills her lungs.
and sheâd told you many times that your habit of storing all that damage in you was sickening, especially since she seemed to be the only one who noticed when it got bad.Â
âwhatever. at least my lungs still function as they should despite the fact.âÂ
âreverse cursed technique, pretty girl.â she tsked. âcomes in handy.âÂ
you both shared a laugh, her hand coming down to ruffle your hair. you could tell there was more on her mind, but you didnât push. instead, you grabbed her arm, pulling yourself up before dragging her over to the vending area, inserting 100 yen into the machine, pushing down on the yoguru water and watching it fall.
she walked over to a small table, watching as you stumbled on your feet before you sat down beside her, your face lowering to rest on your forearms, her hand resting on your shoulder. you could feel the way your body slowly felt lighter, and without turning to look at her you knew what she was doing.Â
although she couldnât remove it from your body, shokoâs knowledge of the reverse cursed technique had proved to be a soothing remedy for your aches, your body melting into relief before you could even open your drink.Â
âthanks.â you sighed, letting your eyes shut as you enjoyed temporary cure.Â
âthink theyâre fighting in there? like throwing punches or curses at each other?â
you laughed gently, ânah, they make up quick. besides, i donât think either of them would win.â
shoko tilted her head as she blew out smoke. âwhat do you mean?â
âtheyâre two sides of the same coin.â you shrugged. âyou canât have one without the other. they know it, too.â
she hummed, letting you both fall into a comfortable silence. unfortunately, it was short lived. a call of your name making your head shoot up, shokoâs arm falling from your shoulder causing that sharp pain to shoot up your spine.Â
yaga stood at the end of the shelter, standing straight as he informed you of a new, urgent mission.Â
you donât think youâd felt relief like that in years.Â
instantly, you shot up, grabbing your drink as you hustled over, saying a quick goodbye to shoko as you began walking with yaga.Â
âwhatâs the assignment?â you asked, forcing your composure.
yaga sighed. âkeeping it short, tengen requested satoru gojo and suguru geto to protect and deliver that star plasma vessel.â
you nodded, your face inquisitive.Â
âand you will be accompanying them.âÂ
that made you flinch, your face nearly offended but more so confused. yagaâs expression, on the other hand, remained the same, his eyes hardening. it would make sense to send gojo and geto, they worked well together and got the job done. it was never done as requested by the higher up⊠but it got done regardless.Â
âbut sir, tengen didnât ask for me.â you said carefully. he hummed in agreement, leaving you blinking at him while your eyes searched for the punchline that never came. âso, why am i being sent?â
he exhaled, slow and controlled. âbecuase i donât trust them.âÂ
you furrowed your eyebrows, a short laugh escaping your lips. âyou donât trust who?â
âsatoru and suguru.â he said plainly. ânot their strength, but their judgement.âÂ
âtheyâre two special grade sorcerers. the strongest of our class.â you scoffed, folding your arms. âbesides, suguruâs got a good head on his shoulders, and satoru does too when it comes to real danger.âÂ
âthey listen when it suits them.â yaga regarded you for a moment, his expression unreadable to the point you thought he was growing upset with you. âtheyâre efficient, more than effective, and dangerously confident. precisely why tengen asked for them and precisely why i did not.âÂ
you shifted your weight, the earlier relief draining from your chest. âso what exactly are you asking me to do?â
âmake sure the mission is completed as instructed. keep the mess to a minimum and only engage with the groups hunting her when necessary. no improvisation, no detours, no personal judgements overriding orders.â
âyouâre worried theyâll choose.â you mumbled, letting out a slow breath as you understood what he was asking of you. he didnât answer, but his silence spoke for itself. you looked away briefly, your jaw tightening as you stared out into the distance. âand if they do?âÂ
his voice lowered, stern and serious. âthen you stop them.âÂ
âyou understand what youâre asking of me, right?â you said, head snapping back to look at him. âyouâre asking me to babysit two special grades and go against them if need be.âÂ
âiâm asking you to remind them,â he corrected, âthat this isnât their decision to make. they were rather upset with the assignment, but something tells me that will change once they meet her.âÂ
silence stretched between you, your sneakers dragging along the concrete beneath your feet.
âtheyâre not gonna like this.â you muttered, scratching the back of your neck as you fought back a smile.
âiâm not sending you to be liked.â he replied, handing you the location details. âyou leave immediately. theyâre already en route.âÂ
you took the paper, twitching fingers curling around it as he walked away from you, posture tense and straight like usual. though you swore you couldâve seen the smallest hint of regret in his eyes.Â
âsir?â you called out, forcing him to pause. âif they ask why iâm there?âÂ
âthen you tell them exactly what i told you. i donât trust their sorry asses.â
ážáž âșâ§âÂ
by the time youâd arrived at the location you were given, youâd wandered on top of a rooftop, leaning your chin in your palm as you looked over the city.Â
before you could let yourself think, there was an explosion out of a building, a young girl falling limply towards the ground.
typical. wherever satoru and suguru were, chaos always followed.Â
you didnât hesitate, launching yourself off the rooftop, the distance between buildings, yawning wide as wind tore at your clothes. you caught her mid fall, the impact slamming her small body into your chest hard enough to knock the breath out of you.Â
so this was the star plasma vessel. amanai riko.
you twisted sharply, slamming your feet against the side of the neighbouring building and pushing off, using the glass as leverage to redirect your momentum. above, you could see suguruâs cursed spirit flying down towards you.
reaching out quickly, your fingers curled around its tail, swinging up to place the girl in suguruâs arms, letting yourself dangle from his curse. his expression was the epitome of confusion, his eyes shot wide though his mouth stayed shut as he looked down at you.Â
âwhat-âÂ
you swung hard, your momentum carrying you in a brutal arc as the curse stabilized, then released just in time to avoid hitting the rooftop, leaving suguru and riko floating while your sneakers skidded violently against the cement.
suguruâs eyes were wide at they tracked from riko, to the shattered glass above, to you â still crouching, chest heaving, and cursed energy flickering faintly along your hand wraps.Â
âyou couldâve warned me.â he said, brain finally catching up.
you laughed breathlessly, shaking out your hands as you stood. âdidnât think youâd mind, if iâm being honest.âÂ
though you werenât looking at him, you could feel the way his gaze lingered on your now trembling hands, your palms wrapped tightly enough to cut your blood flow off slightly.
and as if your prayers had been answered, another presence hit the rooftop, a Q member emerging from the stairwell.Â
âletâs go.â he said, followed sternly by your name.
however, you extended your arm out, flicking your wrist to shoo suguru away.
âno,â you chuckled, already moving towards the member who held a knife, his eyes crazed and determined to get the unconscious girl behind you.Â
suguru said your name again, âseriously, what are youââÂ
âdonât rush me, suguru.â you said, peeling your wraps loose with practiced ease, the fabric slipping free as the seals along the threading dimmed, falling to the ground.
cursed energy surged, sharp and burning, as they made your hands expel a pink aura, relieved the stored pain you hadnât been able to release fully beforehand, finally had somewhere to go. you smiled crazily, voice calm and steady.Â
âjust gonna have some fun.âÂ
suguru huffed, taking riko back to the floor that had been blown up, needing to deal with the Q member hanging out up thereâ leaving you all alone with this one.
he grinned the second suguru disappeared from his view. âgood. didnât want to deal with him anyway.âÂ
you rolled your shoulders as he tilted his knife lazily in his hand, surely feeling big and intimidating. your cursed energy was still bleeding off your hands in faint pastel wisps, begging to be released.Â
âyouâre a student.â he continued, his eyes falling to your feet, your wraps pooled up from where youâd dropped them. âuniformâs a little messed up, but i can tell by the way youâre oozing confidence like you can beat me.â
you didnât answer, following him as he began to circle you slowly, clearly taking your silence as motivation. âyou know, itâs funny. guess you didnât really think this one through.âÂ
he lunged quickly as the last word fell from his tongue, your body immediately stepping into it. the knife scraped past your hip as you stepped to the side, grabbing his wrist and driving cursed energy straight through the point of contact.
his breath was punched out of his lungs, the pain clean and sharp as you twisted, releasing him before he could land a blow.
âstill think itâs funny?â you asked lightly, a soft smile curling at your lips.
his eyes widened, feet faltering as he staggered back. then, faster this time, he stepped again and flashed his blade towards your throat. you ducked low, sliding across the cement and sweeping his legs out from under him.Â
he hit the ground hard, but you didnât give him the chance to recover this time. your heel came down on his abdomen, a scream escaping as the concrete below him cracked, your cursed energy bursting outwards in waves.
it took everything in you to keep your eyes from rolling to the back of your head, your body feeling blissful as the release of your technique. truly, there was no better feeling than fighting.Â
he scrambled, punching at your ankle before you stepped off, letting him push himself away from you as panic finally began bleeding into his expression. you tilted your head, flexing your fingers as the pink glow flared brighter around your hands.
âhow about now?âÂ
he snarled, throwing his knife at you as some sort of half-assed last resort defense. you caught it barehanded by the sharp, metal blade, letting it cut your skin for a moment before you dropped it, your blood dripping from your palm.
his eyes shot wide as you laughed manically, your hand feeling nothing as the pain dissolved into cursed energy, instantly being forced outward. the backlash slammed into his chest, sending him skidding across the rooftop, his body finally laying limp.
you stood there with a wide grin on your face, breathing heavily as the last remnants of stored pain bled off your hands that had finally stopped twitching. you exhaled, rolling your neck once before walking back to where youâd started, crouching to retrieve your wraps.
you stayed down as you rewinded them around your palms loosely but firm, your movements slower and steadier now that the pressure had eased.Â
when you stood again, the rooftop was quiet. the faint sounds of life were finally audible to you, your senses soothed completely for the first time since your last mission.Â
âyeahâŠâ you muttered to yourself. âa lot better.â
note: don't ask me how this came about.. okay fine i'll tell you! literally i was rewatching the hidden inventory arc bc my cramps were killing me and i was like... hey this would be kinda cool as a cursed technique and... yeah. PLUS i'm back to my kny roots with these reader inserts so yay! this will be an ongoing series bc duh slow burn so i hope you enjoy it!
<3, lynn
p.s. to the anonymous telling me to post the chigiri smut I SWEAR ITS COMING I JUST REREAD IT AND HATED IT SO IM FIXING IT OKAY IM SORRY
your hips rolled slowly, soft sighs filling the room as chigiri looked up at you, his eyebrows furrowed the slightest bit.Â
âwhatâs wrong now, princess?â you exasperated, rolling your eyes at his expression.Â
he tightened his hands on your hips, lifting you up and dropping you at a faster pace than you were moving. âgo faster.âÂ
your lip curled upward, looking down at him in annoyance as you scoffed. âmake me.âÂ
in reality, you shouldâve picked your words more carefully, knowing that his competitive urges followed him everywhere. even into the bedroom.Â
before you could blink, he flipped you over quickly, pressing your back deep into the mattress, his cock thrusting in and out of you at a speed that had you screaming in shock.
âsl-slow down!â you gasped, words caught in your throat as hyomaâs thrusts somehow sped up, his movements forcing your bed frame to hit the wall repeatedly, paint chipping on the walls from all the previous times heâs done this.
âjusâ shut up, will you?â he chuckled, letting his face drop to your neck, teeth nipping at your neck eliciting a sharp whine from your mouth. âyou can take it.â Â
you cried out, your nails digging into his skin where they rested on his shoulders, close to piercing him if you pressed down the slightest bit more. his hands tightened their hold on your waist, undoubtedly leaving bruises for you both to find and admire the next day.Â
the feeling of his length moving in and out of you at his pace had your brain melting, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you lay helplessly beneath him, body caged in by his arms.Â
âfuck, you feel so good.â he groaned, hair strands beginning to fall out of place and sticking to the thin sheen of sweat on his face. you forced your eyes open, shaky fingers coming up from his shoulders to push the hair out of the way.Â
chigiri blinked at you, his own resolve slipping. but instead of letting you catch it, he moved impossibly faster, your back arching up and pressing your bare chest against his. you whined loudly in his ear, a matching noise leaving his chest as he leaned down, pressing his lips against yours harshly, catching every noise that fell out.Â
he saw the way your body started to tense, the way your walls clenched around him like they were trying to pull him further in like his tip wasnât kissing your deepest spot. chigiri pulled away slightly, letting his forehead rest against yours as you panted.Â
âalready there, arenât you?â he teased, voice rough against your face. you nodded pathetically, head empty as your fingers found their way into his hair, tugging as if you were trying to hold yourself together.
hyoma moaned at the feeling, speeding up yet again just to feel the way you pulled at the strands like you wanted to rip them out.
âg-gonna-â your words caught as he lifted your hips up slightly, changing his angle, cock now ramming into your sweet spot that had black spots appearing in your vision.
âlet it out then.â he chastised. âtook you long enough already.â
feel free to request anything blue lock!
note: gah damn this diva is hard to write for. i rlly hope this isn't ooc.
Ë àŁȘ âč (synopsis) đ„ àŁȘjjk reader insert; ever since satoru officially became the strongest, the higher-ups have begun to expect more from sorcerers like you and suguru. though it turns out, it's been affecting one of you more than the other.
Ë àŁȘ âč (warnings + character notes) slow burn gojo x reader, but this chapter is very geto x reader but i will preach up and down they're just friends and nothing more, readerâs technique is explained in pt.1, scenes and some dialogue is pulled directly from jjk s2 ep5 dub, fluff + angst, romantic tension, betrayal, whole lotta crying, friendship breakups, quick paced scenes, mentions of death, blood, pain, etc. âïžauthor notes + taglist at the end!
âčâč previous episode: hidden inventory pt.4 Ë àŁȘ movie (coming soon!)‷ ămasterlist + join the taglist
august 2007Â
âhere we go!â shoko dragged out, lining up her eraser for the target, satoru gojo.Â
suguru threw his pencil, and you were sat with your back against the tree, sipping some electrolyte drink to replenish after this morning.Â
youâd been sent to finish the job of an incomplete mission abandoned by a third year, expecting the curse to be close to death.
what you didnât think that meant was that youâd have to do everything yourself. it had been happening a lot more oftenâ being sent on missions alone ever since satoru officially became the strongest.Â
you looked back up, seeing the objects miss him completely and his hands casually come up to grab them. you were shocked, but your muscles were still aching too much for your body to have a physical reaction.
âyeah,â he said calmly. âthat worked well.âÂ
shokoâs eyes widened. âuh, what the heck was that?â
âauto selection of targets for jujutsu technique?â suguru chimed in.
âyeah! though to be more precise, iâm the target for the auto technique. iâve automated what i used to do manually. so now it can discern an objectâs danger level based on the strength of its cursed energy, its mass, its velocity, and its shape.âÂ
you yawned, stretching out your limbs and sinking down to lay completely on the floor. âare you working on becoming poison resistant too?âÂ
youâd meant it as a joke, but you werenât exactly surprised when he let out a smug chuckle. âiâd like to get it to discern poisons too, but thatâs proving to be a little difficult.â
âthis will allow me to keep my limitless technique active almost perpetually with minimal resources.â
that made you sit up, your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as shoko verbalized your thoughts for you.Â
âhaving it perpetually active will fry your brain.â she said, her voice soft with concern.
âbut i can also keep running the reverse curse technique with the energy i generate on my own. so iâm constantly giving it a fresh brain to work with.â satoru explained, spinning the pencil quickly in between his fingers.
âiâve already nailed shortening my hand seals. so red, and blue, can be activated simultaneously during multiple situations. the only remaining hurdles are domain expansion and teleportation over long distances. iâll be able to get that down if we set up some courses without any obstacles in jujutsu high. shoko, could you lend me some lab rats?âÂ
âuhhâŠâ she hesitated, trying to avoid the conversation by switching over to look at you. âyouâve been oddly quiet, did everything go okay?âÂ
âmhm.â you nodded, taking another sip of your drink as you continued to melt into the shaded concrete. âjust tired.âÂ
âoh yeah?â satoru asked, walking over to sit beside you, his skin beginning to burn from the intense sunlight. âthat fourth year didnât do a good job?âÂ
you scoffed, sitting up and bending your knees up to rest your arms on them. âi donât think i could say she even did her job at all. when i got there, that curse barely had a scratch on it. arenât they meant to be better than us?â
they all hummed in agreement, satoruâs hand coming up to pat your shoulder as you looked up at suguru.Â
âwhat about you?â you mumbled, noticing how equally quiet heâd been.Â
âyeah, suguru, have you lost weight?â satoru questioned, his voice carrying a playful edge. âyou okay?âÂ
suguru nodded, but you couldnât help but notice how heavy his eyebags had gotten since amanaiâs death a little over a year ago. between the three of you, it definitely affected him the most.Â
according to satoru, heâd gotten over it that same day as a result of his awakening. youâd done the same, though the memory seemed a little more bleary with each passing day. whether it was you trying to forget or avoid it, you werenât sure.
âiâm just fatigued from the heat. iâll be fine.â suguru answered steadily.
âdid you eat too many somen noodles?â satoru teased, earning a smack on the head from you as you scolded him.Â
before anyone else could say anything, suguruâs phone pinged, a heavy sigh escaping his mouth. you knew the lookâ hell, youâre pretty sure thatâs what you looked like too whenever you got the news.Â
âanother mission?â you asked sympathetically, seeing the way his body physically displayed his exhaustion.Â
suguru nodded, quickly saying his goodbyes and walking off in search of yaga for more details before he officially departed.
before you could stop yourself, you shot up, saying a quick goodbye to your friends as you followed after suguru, hearing the heavy sigh he let out as he ran his hands down his face.Â
you caught up quickly, placing your hand on his shoulder and forcing him to turn around. he looked at you curiously, his face looking even more tired up close.Â
âis everything alright?â you asked softly.
his words stuttered, debating on whether heâd let it out or not. after a second, he smiled calmly. âyes, i just donât think i slept very well last night.âÂ
you studied his face, seeing those dark crescents beneath his eyes that somehow looked darker up close. âyouâre lying.â
his breath hitched, eyes averting your gaze and staring down the path. his lips parted as he turned back to you.Â
âactually,â he began, his voice quiet, almost careful. âthereâs been something iâveââÂ
âsuguru!â yagaâs voice cut in, âletâs go, this mission canât wait long!â
without looking away, your jaw tightened as you raised a hand in yagaâs direction, signaling for him to hang on one second longer. âhe can wait.âÂ
the taller man inhaled sharply, the tension between the two of you surging rapidly. he forced out a breathy laugh, bringing his hand up to rub the back of his neck while clenching his jaw.
ânevermind. itâs nothing like that. i was⊠just going to ask if you wanted a souvenir. the missionâs in shibuya. i remember the last time we were up there together, you mentioned wanting to go back under better circumstances.â
the lie landed between you like broken glass, the both of you knew you knew he was full of shit. you stared at him, blankly and deeply observant to see if heâd break. but he didnât. he never did.
âsuguruââÂ
âiâve gotta go,â he said quickly, placing his hands on either sides of your arms, squeezing as his eyes softened for a split second. âiâll see you later, okay?âÂ
he didnât even give you the chance to respond before he rushed off, leaving you standing there with his touch lingering on your biceps. you watched as he walked away with yaga, his posture slouched, shoulders tight, like something heavy was pressing down on him from the inside out.
âoh, sugu...â you sighed to yourself, walking down the opposite path to your dorm room.
suguru didnât return until a few days later, his body aching and bruised from his mission.Â
youâd wanted to catch him on his first day back, but youâd gotten tangled up with a quick mission of your own. nothing crazy, so you were back the following day.Â
you hummed to yourself as you tightened your handwraps, walking down the halls of one of the lecture buildings, turning the corner to see suguru sitting by the window.
you frowned at his stateâ hair down yet somehow still nice, his back slumped, and his body seeming to fill less of his summer uniform than it did last year.
âhey.â you called out softly, his eyes glancing up to you.Â
he responded with a soft greeting of your name, his tired eyes following you as you walked over slowly to sit perpendicularly to him, leaning against the wall. you noticed a small box in his hand, but you decided not to point it out immediately.Â
âback so soon?â you asked, keeping your tone gentle.Â
suguru sighed a laugh. âit wasnât too difficult of a curse. only took me an hour.âÂ
he tossed you the box, your hands coming up with a quick instinct to catch it before it fell on your body. you held it up in the air in front of your face, examining it for a second before he spoke again, already knowing what your question was going to be.
âi got it for you.â he mumbled.
you sat up straight, hair falling all over the place. you threw a confused glance at him, looking down at the box, flipping it open. instantly, your lips parted, seeing the gleaming metal of the necklace shine back up at you.Â
âoh myâ thank you.â you whispered. âitâs beautiful, suguru.â
the charm was simple, a ward-like talisman that matched the metal of the chain. it wasnât flashy by any means, it was an intentional choiceâ definitely picked out by suguru geto. you moved it in between your fingers, admiring each and every angle.Â
âitâs a ward.â suguru spoke gently. ânothing complicated, but the old lady who sold it to me said it was meant to protect whoever wears it.â
you blinked up at him, your eyes growing a little glassy, forcing your throat to tighten. âyou got this for me?â
âi figured it would give you some peace of mind. especially since youâve been getting sent out alone lately.â
after a few more moments of you gushing and thanking him profusely, you stopped, lifting the necklace in his direction with a hopeful look.Â
âput it on me?â
suguru chuckled, taking it from your hands gently and unclasping it. you moved beside him, turning away as he moved your hair out of the way, looping the chain around your neck swiftly, his breath soft on your neck as he clasped it, letting the talisman rest on your chest.
âhowâs it look?â you asked happily, turning back to face him.
you werenât sure when the last time youâd seen him smile was, so when you were met with a soft one, you couldnât help but smile wider. he stared at the necklace, then back up at you, giving you a simple nod of agreement.Â
with a soft sigh, you brought your hand up to his shoulder, feeling the tension soaring in his body. the moment turned soft as he melted into it, like youâd solved a temporary issue for his mind. you couldnât help but furrow your eyebrows, pursing your lips to the side as you watched him.Â
âare we finally gonna talk about it?â you mumbled, his shoulders tensing again.Â
âdoââ suguru started, interrupted by a call of his name.Â
you wanted to be annoyed at the fact youâd been interrupted again, but it washed away as you noticed haibara at the corner that youâd turned just moments ago. you smiled as suguru offered him a drink, letting the younger boy sit to his other side.Â
haibara cracked open his cola as you raised your legs over suguruâs, his hand instantly coming up to rest on your shin.Â
âiâm going pretty far away for my mission tomorrow.â haibara said gladly.Â
suruguâs eyebrows furrowed as he kept his gaze down. âi thought you had a break this week?âÂ
âi did, but she let me take her mission.â the boy chuckled, pointing up at you. âit took me forever to convince her.âÂ
you smiled kindly. âi only said yes because itâs a grade two curse and you wouldnât quit nagging me about it.âÂ
the three of you shared a laugh, softening the tension that had subtly built.Â
âis that so? bring back a souvenir.â suguru added.Â
âyou bet! do you prefer sweet stuff, or are you more of a salty guy?âÂ
âsatoru might want some too, so sweet i guess.âÂ
âyou got it!âÂ
the conversation dulled, the air settling comfortably before suguru spoke again.
âhaibara.. do you like being a jujutsu sorcerer? itâs not too hard?â Â
well thatâs one way to kill the mood. haibara blinked, surprised yet unfazed.Â
âhm, letâs see.â he pondered, leaning forward on his knees. âiâve never really been the kinda guy who thinks too deeply about things, you know? i like doing stuff not everybody else can do! and i like working hard!âÂ
âi see. i guess thatâs good.â he turned to look at you. âwhat about you?âÂ
âuhm,â you hesitated, thinking of all the ups and downs youâd had in the past year. your blood that had permanently stained the stone of the tomb, amanaiâs limp body, the feeling of being sliced and carved open and being forced to reassemble yourself.
if you were to tell him the truth, you wouldâve said even though you hated it and wished youâd been born a normal person, you wouldnât choose to be anything else. but judging by the glow in his eye when haibara said yes, you knew being honest wouldnât do him any good.
âyeah, i think so.â you faltered, saying nothing else in fear of being caught in your lie.Â
before suguru could call you on it, your ears twitched at the approaching footsteps. you looked at the tall woman who stood in front of the three of you,Â
âyou with the hair. are you geto?â she asked, standing confidently. âi was wondering what type of women you go for?âÂ
you nearly choked on your spit at the question, suguruâs hand tightening slightly on your leg as his posture shifted, subtle and defensive.
âwho are you?â he asked plainly, the answer cut off before haibara chirped up, his energy almost contagious.Â
âi like the type of girls who eat a lot!Â
âoh?âÂ
âhaibaraâŠâ suguru muttered, his words matching your stale face perfectly.
âdonât worry about her, geto, sheâs not a bad person. i can tell, iâm a great judge of character!âÂ
suguru tensed. âyou say that, yet youâre sitting next to me.âÂ
âhm? yeah!âÂ
the woman laughed. âhey, he was being sarcastic, you know.âÂ
âhow about we let them chat?â you felt awkward from where you sat. so, you swung your legs off of suguru and pulled haibara up gently. you walked back down the hall, letting go of haibaraâs arm as he turned around and waved goodbye.Â
you turned the corner as well, seeing haibara walk out of the building all the way, waving to you as well. the right thing to do would be to follow behind him, let suguru and the woman have a conversation alone.
but for whatever reason, you lingered, pinning your back to the wall as they continued.Â
âyour underclassmen?â she asked, voice echoing on the walls. âheâs cute, i like how candid he is.âÂ
âas a sorcerer,â he replied, âi think he should be more wary of people.âÂ
âand the girl?â she continued. âwhat about her, is she your girlfriend?âÂ
you heard suguru sigh. âno, sheâs just a good friend.âÂ
âgood. in that case, do you plan on answering my original question?â
ânot until you answer my question first. so who are you?âÂ
âspecial grade sorcerer, yuki tsukumo. does that name ring any bells?âÂ
your stomach dropped, the name landing heavier than youâd expected. the memories of your meeting with the higherups flashed in your mindâ mission reports reassigned, curses underestimated, injuries youâd told yourself were just part of the job.Â
her leftovers.
even though you were strong enough to fight special grade curses, your hereditary technique wasnât special grade material. sure, it was powerful on paperâ but it didnât have the capabilities to destroy an entire city. therefore, you had already prepared yourself to be stuck at grade one for the rest of your life, just like most sorcerers.
âwait, so youâre her?âÂ
âooh i like the sound of that! what have you heard?âÂ
suguru didnât hesitate to be blunt. âthat youâre a special grade that never accepts any missions, and those usually end up falling onto my friend who was just here. a good for nothing thatâs been wasting her time abroad.âÂ
âman,â yuki groaned dramatically, âi really hate jujutsu high school!âÂ
was she⊠pouting?
âiâm joking. though itâs true i donât get along with jujutsu high schoolâs policies. all theyâre interested in is treating the symptoms of a problem. and i want to do something to treat the cause.â
âyou wanna treat the cause?âÂ
ârather than hunting cursed spirits, i wanna create a world where they donât get born in the first place.â yuki answered, her voice steady and serious.
it took everything in you to keep quiet at her words. was she insane? your mind was stuck on that one sentence, that you barely heard the rest of her explanation. your fingers dug into your palms as you bit your lip, trying your best not to turn the corner and interject before she could go too far.
âto put it in the most general terms, if all of mankind were jujutsu sorcerers, curses wouldnât be born.âÂ
âor, you could solve the problem by killing all non-sorcerers.âÂ
suguru?Â
you couldnât bear to hear the rest of the conversation, sprinting out of the building only to be met with the sudden rain, though you couldnât bring yourself to care. you sat down quickly in the corner of the doorframe, feeling your breathing pick up into quick, short gasps. Â
surely, he didnât mean that. surely, he wasnât crazy enough to believe that was possible. right? no. it was suguru. rational, level-headed, suguru. thereâs no way he could actually believe something like that was possible.Â
right?Â
youâd sat there longer than youâd meant to, your knees pulled into your chest and your arms wrapped loosely around them. the initial rush of panic dulled into something heavier, a fog that pressed down on your thoughts. he didnât say it like a joke, that was the part you couldn't shake.Â
suguru was the furthest thing from impulsive. he didnât speak without thinking, didnât act without thinking of the consequences, always chose the words carefully enough to leave room for interpretation and empathy.Â
thereâd been no room in that sentence.Â
maybe heâd been testing her, testing her reaction. maybeâ
the doors creaked open, still visible from where you were sitting. they didnât notice you immediately, suguru seeing her off before turning around, his breath hitching as he met your teary eyes.Â
he mumbled your name in surprise, âyouâre still here?â
âdid you mean that?â your voice quieter than youâd intended.Â
suguru blinked, clearly caught off guard. he stepped closer instinctively, but stopped himself because he wasnât sure if he was allowed to.
âmean what?â he asked, the tension in his shoulders building again.
âwhat you said,â you swallowed, voice wavering despite your efforts. âabout killing non-sorcerers.â
saying it out loud, the words made your chest tighten all over again. his expression was undecipherable as he stared at you, his lips parting as he compiled his thoughts.Â
âi was speaking hypothetically.â he finally answered.Â
you searched his face, hoping for something, anything that would let you believe him fully.Â
âbut you've thought about,â you said instead, hating the way you noticed his jaw tightening. âhavenât you?â
another string of silence.Â
suguru exhaled slowly, eyes flicking away from you as if the ground suddenly held something more interesting, your chest aching when you noticed. something unreadable flashed behind his eyes when they met yours again.
âi donât want to.âÂ
you let out a shaky scoff, staring down at your shoes. âyou didnât say she was wrong.â
âi didnât say she was right either.â
his words shouldâve helped, you knew that. but they didnât.Â
regardless, you nodded because you didnât know what else to do. you could tell he wasnât okay, and pushing further felt like stepping on thin iceâ one wrong step and something beneath you would crack beyond repair.
âokay.â you mumbled, even though nothing felt okay at all.
suguru hesitated, then finally stepped and crouched in front of you, keeping the distance close enough to be present, but not far enough to corner you. âiâm not going to hurt anyone. not like that.âÂ
you looked up at him, eyes glossy as they searched his face.Â
âpromise?âÂ
the word lingered in the air, feeling a bit childish. he didnât answer immediately, but when he did, his voice was steady.Â
this place had been under a guardian onceâ whatever stood before you now was only what remained after it broke.Â
you whistled at the scene, seeing the splattered blood on the ground, the collapsed buildings, and the curse. you hadnât been told any details about the mission, just that youâd be accompanying satoru.Â
âwho died here?â you joked, seeing the amount of blood left behind in one particular spot. satoru tensed, avoiding your gaze as you looked up at him, your eyes widening. âwait, did someone actually die here?!âÂ
âitâs a grade one curse, formally registered as a weaker grade two.â he dodged your question, trying to joke around. âwhat should we do, pupil?âÂ
you scoffed in his face. âlook, i get youâre âthe strongestâ or whatever, but donât treat me like iâm your student.âÂ
âyes maâam,â satoru shook his head, watching as you still analyzed the scene despite your stubbornness. âyou lead the way.â
the curse waved its tentacles around, wrecking buildings and threatening civilianâs safety. you glanced up at satoru, who was already looking down at you, his expression soft as he traced your face.Â
you could feel your cheeks flush, but you coughed awkwardly as you turned back to the scene.Â
âalright. it doesn't look too strong for a grade one, so iâll exorcise it while you take care of the people?â you proposed, hearing him chuckle beside you.
âsounds good.â he agreed, your legs instantly moving as you split up quickly. âiâll put up the veil!â
you nodded, watching as the sky darkened momentarily, darting straight for the curse. it could hear your footsteps, turning around and swinging a tentacle at youâ its singular eye following your body as you jumped over it, landing on the ground gracefully.Â
it swung at you again, going under your legs while you jumped again, letting the tentacle swing into a building. you turned around, seeing the rubble crumble to the ground, satoruâs figure flashing by before it could hit anyone.Â
âwow, youâre kinda dramatic, donât you think?â you asked, untying your handwraps all the way and tying them around your waist.Â
the curse growled, nothing coherent despite being a grade one, but you could see it was frustrated at the fact that it missed you. it swung yet again, but this time you hopped onto its arm, running up the length of it and punching it straight in its eye. you giggled as it cried out, hitting it again before letting yourself slide down its backside.Â
when your feet touched the broken concrete again, you flexed your fingersâ feeling a lack of cursed energy in your body. you groaned at the realization, remembering how you had barely any stored up from your past mission.Â
this was the downside to your technique. to use it effectively, you had to take some hits.Â
you braced yourself as the curse ran towards you, letting it hit you with its slimy arm, sending you crashing into a nearby wall. a pained noise escaped your mouth, your body quickly processing the injury and converting it.
your leg pushed you off, sending you back towards the curse. you wrapped your arms around the girthy tentacle, twisting your body quickly to use the momentum, pulling its arm off and hearing it scream as purple blood spewed out into the air.Â
throwing the arm aside, your eyes fell to where something had fallen out, plopping into the pool of blood. you squinted, trying to make out what it was from the distance.Â
was that⊠a lower half of a body?
the curse swung, but you ducked under it while you ran towards the severed body, sliding your knees on the concreteâ the fabric of your pants ripping and causing your knees to scrape, leaving a trail of blood behind you.Â
a white card had fallen out of the legsâ pocket, letting you pick it up as you ran away, avoiding another attempted hit.Â
you could feel your heart twist and your eyes water immediately as you read the id card.Â
tokyo prefectural jujutsu high school. second grade.Â
yu haibara.
this was your mission.
the ground behind you shook, the curse growing antsy at the fact it hadnât killed you yet. your fingers trembled around the plastic card, the edges biting into your palm as if it would blur, or disappear, or turn into someone elseâs. your breathing hitched, sharp and uneven like your body couldnât know if it was supposed to fight or fold.Â
ânoâŠâ you whispered to yourself, the word slipping before you realized youâd spoken at all.Â
the curse screeched, absolutely enraged by now. its movements grew sloppy yet they remained violent as it barreled toward you. behind you, its presence was thick and suffocatingâ but all you could care about was the card in your hand.Â
if he hadnât begged you for it, if he hadnât wanted to impress suguru⊠would he be alive right now?
the curse slammed into you from the side, sending you flying into another nearby building. however, your technique didnât settle quietly this time. the blow had blood sputtering out of your mouth, your ribs aching and stuck as the pressure locked itself into place under your skin.Â
your body had absorbed the impact as usual, but it didnât stop at converting it. the compression kept building, coiling tighter and tighterâ your cursed energy soaring.Â
another hit as it dashed forward and punched you in the gut. another hit as it peeled you off the building and sent you back in the direction you had come from.Â
you staggered, vision blurring as you barely stood on your feet, every step feeling like you were moving through water. your wraps slipped off your hips, leaving them to pool on the ground around your ankles. you were taking on too much, too fast.Â
yet somehow, the pain of it all hadnât overwhelmed you like it had back when you fought toji zenâin.Â
âbastard,â you breathed, turning slowly to face the curse. your voice shookâ not with fear, but with something hotter. âyou think you get to kill me now, too?âÂ
it lashed out again, but this time you didnât dodge. the impact drove you into the ground, the world ringing violently as your technique swallowed it whole, cursed energy flooding every inch of you.Â
simultaneously, you felt something inside you give out. not your muscles, but your limit.Â
cursed energy spelled outward in a rush, uncontained and frantic, slamming into the ground beneath you. the concrete split, fractures racing outward from where your hands pressed into it. you gasped sharply as your eyes blew open, the pressure leaving you and spreading around you.
oh.
your body was never the limit to your technique. it was your mind.
you pushed yourself upright, your body tensing slightly as you watched your cursed energy thread through the street in which youâd walked, the buildings youâd been slammed intoâ the air thick with residue.Â
the curse hesitated, eye widening as your energy brushed against its own, not stopping at the surface. your energy surged through your newly discovered connection, the pressure forcing itself into its cursed circulation, your technique disrupting it violently.Â
It shrieked as its body convulsed, its movements jerky and uncoordinated while its own energy turned against it, tearing at its insides. your cursed energy was strong, but instead of making it stronger, it made it worse. too much at once.Â
you stood there shaking in confusion, watching the scene unravel in front of you. instinctively, your fingers curled inward a bit, causing the building beside the curse to groan. slowly, the structure collapsed, falling onto the curse. one tentacle had gotten caught, forcing it to rip away from it, another splatter of purple staining the scene.Â
its scream was cut off as you clenched your hand into a fist, the curse exploding into pieces, vanishing into the air with a final, distorted pulse.
silence followed as your legs gave out, forcing you to fall to your knees as you trembled. sobs ripped out of you, your hands hitting the ground as they shook uncontrollably.Â
your technique had evolved, but you couldnât bring yourself to focus on anything else other than the fact that your friendâ who youâd seen just yesterdayâ was gone.Â
the id card slipped from your numb fingers, plastic clattering onto the concrete. warmth surrounded you instantly as satoru knelt beside you, close enough that you could feel his chest on your back.Â
âit was my mission!â you cried, tears staining the concrete. âhaibara, heââÂ
âi know.â satoru interrupted, his palm resting on your shoulder as you sat up. âhe and nanamiââ
ânanami, too?!âÂ
satoru shook his head quickly. âno, no, nanamiâs back at jujutsu high. it was only haibara.âÂ
âyou knew?â you laughed weakly, looking up at satoru with glossy eyes. you both stood up, his mouth opening to speak but the words died on his tongue as you shoved at his chest. âyou knew and you didnât tell me?!âÂ
your hands were fisted in his jacket, your knuckles white as you shoved him once moreâ this time with less force.Â
âyou stood there,â you choked, blinded by your own tears. âand you let me joke. you let me walk in here thinking it was just another mission.âÂ
satoru didnât step back, he just stood there and took it. his face had grown into one of regret and sympathy, hating the way you were reacting as a result of his actions. his jaw tightened as your anger seemed to melt away instantly, your body being drawn to him as you rested your face into his chest, sobbing into him.Â
âif iâd told you,â he said carefully. âyou wouldnât have been able to fight. not like that.âÂ
his arms wrapped around you, holding you tightly as your tears stained his clothes. you stayed there for a while, surrounded by wreckage and silence as the brief argument faded because neither of you had anything left to give it.
you turned your head to the side, wiping your face as you looked at the scene in front of you. your body trembled, turning your neck back into him. for now, it was enough to let him hold you, and leave the rest of the world waiting.Â
investigations confirmed that all 112 were killed by a cursed spirit, which the residuals revealed to be the work of suguru getoâs curse manipulation.Â
you stared at yaga with blank eyes, lips parted in shock as you processed what he said.Â
he promised.
âhuh?â satoru finally let out.
âdonât make me repeat myself.â yaga sighed. âsuguru killed everyone in the village.Â
âi heard you the first time. thatâs why i said âhuhâ to what you said.â
âsuguruâs old home was already an empty husk as well. though from the blood stains and residuals, he most likely killed his parentsââ
âlike hell he did!â satoru yelled, clearly in disbelief himself.Â
words seemed impossible, your head blank as you replayed that conversation with suguru. you walked away, leaving the men standing in the hall alone. you exited the building, your breath shaky as you stepped onto a bus, not knowing where it was taking you.Â
youâd ended up in shinjuku as the bus reached its last stop. the doors hissed open, spilling you out into the street with everyone else. sunlight bled into the early evening, voices overlapping, life moving forward like the world hadnât just shifted on its axis.Â
your chest felt tight as you sat down on a park bench, your hands curling into the sleeves of your jacket while tears fell slowly from your eyes. the city felt too loud, too alive when all you could hear was yagaâs voice echoing in your head.Â
suguru killed everyone in the village.
heâd said goodbye to you before that mission.Â
your hand came up to mess with your necklace, toying with the talisman between the length of your fingers as you swallowed hardâ shaking your head as if that might change the truth.Â
âhey, mind if i sit?âÂ
you flinched at the voice, looking up at it with glossy eyes. suguru stood in front of you, his hands in his pockets as if it was another casual dayâ as if he didnât have blood on his hands.
you nodded hesitantly, eyes following him as he took a seat beside you, facing forward despite your piercing stare.Â
the two of you sat in silence for a bit before he finally turned to look at you with a sigh.Â
âiâmââÂ
âno.â you cut him off, tears falling slowly. âiâm sorry. i knew something was wrong with you after you talked to yuki, and i let it be. i knew you were lying in my face and i didnât say anything because i never wouldâve imagined youâd follow through with this.â
suguru inhaled slowly, like your words had hurt him. âthis isnât your fault. if the world had more people like you, then this idea would seem a lot more ridiculous to me.âÂ
you sniffled. âwhat do you mean?â
âthose monkeys bring no value to the world other than keeping jujutsu sorcerers busy. these curses are born because they donât know how to control their cursed energy. you carry an immense amount of cursed energy constantly because of your technique, you know how to control it so you donât create any curses.â
you stared at him like heâd spoken a language you didnât recognize. his expression stayed the same, like he truly believed everything he was saying.Â
âeven though youâre a sorcerer, youâre proof it's possible.â suguru continued evenly. âyou exist with enough cursed energy to build an entire new arsenal for me if you lost controlâ and yet you donât. not once have you let it spill over into something mindless.â
your breaths were wet and short, trying your best to keep yourself together as best you could.Â
âso thatâs it?â you asked shakily. âyou look at me and decide iâm the exception?â
suguru shook his head calmly. âyouâre not an exception, youâre the standard. everyone else refuses to meet it.âÂ
âtheyâre people, suguru.â you snapped, nails biting into your palms. âthey donât know how to meet that standard because they donât understand jujutsu!âÂ
âexactly. thatâs what makes them inferior.â he replied, turning his body to fully face you. âthen jujutsu sorcerers are forced to clean up their messes even if it costs them their lives.âÂ
you shook your head softly with a short laugh, wiping a single tear with your fingers. âyou canât protect yourself from something you donât even know exists.â
âthinking that way is why good people like haibara end up dead.â he said, his hand reaching out to rest on your thigh. âi wonât force you to believe me or helpâ but this is a lot more possible with the help of your technique. i heard you evolved it.âÂ
âyeah, i did.â tears streamed freely now as you laughed weakly. âbut iâm not insane enough to help you out.âÂ
âyouâre okay with being treated as nothing more than an object?â he asked gently.Â
âif it means i get to save those who canât save themselves,â you shrugged your shoulders. âthen yes.â
suguru nodded, letting another wave of silence fall over. you scooted over, leaning into his side as if you could keep him here and stop his crazy ideals before they went further. but really, you were just doing it to feel close to him one last time.Â
he leaned his head down to rest on yours, staring at the setting sun that somehow made the city livelier.Â
âso this is it.â you mumbled, pulling away from him and standing. he followed, taking your hand in his.Â
âi guess it is.âÂ
you smiled at him, a genuine one you didnât need to force despite the ache in your heart. he said your name quietly, squeezing your fingers.Â
âi love you, sugu.â you said, voice raw as tears streamed calmly down your cheeks.Â
âi love you, too.â suguru smiled, pulling you close and placing a kiss on your forehead. âthatâs exactly why iâm doing this.â
ever since that day, youâd kept yourself distant from satoru and shoko for a while. you couldnât shake the curiosity that had taken over your mindâ wondering what suguru had been up to.Â
you tried to refrain, but you found yourself walking into the undergrounds of the former building of the star religious group. you couldnât quite remember where youâd heard it, but you knew suguru would be here tonight.Â
the voices of two men echoed in the rusty space, causing you to press your back against the wallâ trying your best to remain unseen.Â
you watched as the unfamiliar man walked away, making a call on his phone while walking right past you, more focused on lighting his cigarette than he was on even getting the chance to notice you.Â
âtest, test.â suguru said into the microphone. âcan you hear me?âÂ
taking one glance behind you to make sure the man was gone, you stepped forward towards the steps suguru had gone up.
two small gasps made you wince, your head turning towards the two small girls standing to the side, watching you with wide eyes.Â
you did your best to ignore them as suguru carried on.Â
âsorry for the wait everyone, but iâll keep this brief. from this moment onward, this organization belongs to me. iâll be changing the name too, so i expect everyone to follow along with me.â he spoke, being met with objections from the members.Â
âdo you know mr. geto?â one of the girls chirped in.Â
âyouâre very pretty.â the other said.
you smiled at them, leaving suguruâs voice in the background as you kept your voice quiet. âthank you. are you in danger?âÂ
the one with lighter hair giggled, the sound of someone walking towards the stage growing louder behind you.Â
âno, mr. geto rescued us from the mean people!âÂ
just then, you heard blood splatter, turning back to the stage, the portion of the walls covered in blood.
ânow then, once again.â suguru wiped some off his face, tossing the microphone on the ground while feedback echoed in the space. âi hate monkeys.âÂ
you could see him turning back to walk off stage, making you panic since you didnât want him to see you. you did a double take at the girls, trusting that suguru really did save them, not noticing the way your wraps had fallen out of your pocket as you ran out the building.Â
the girl with the darker hair walked over to the pile of fallen objects, picking it up just as suguru reunited with them againâ you being long gone.Â
âmimiko?â suguru asked. âwhat are you doing?âÂ
she lifted the wraps into her hands, running over to raise them to suguru. his eyes widened as he looked around the dark space, sensing the residue of your cursed energy.Â
âyour friend stopped by, mr. geto!â nanako chirped from behind him. âshould we give these back to her?âÂ
suguru took the wraps out of mimikoâs hands, running his fingers across them before looking down at his daughters. he pocketed the wraps before rubbing their hair, smiling innocently.Â
âitâs okay,â he spoke softly. âweâll find her again one day.â
note: arc one is complete! so so excited where the story has been going and i'm so happy you guys have been enjoying! there's nothing more that i love than reading your comments :)
and donât worry, there will be a lot more satoru in the next few, this ep was just incredibly suguru focused, so this chapter is meant to be a zoom in as to the relationship between reader and suguru (this is important later trust)
that being said, get ready for the next chapter, which will be some filler + the plot of jjk 0!
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