@lunarprophet cont. from here.
It’s an odd thing to ask now thar he thinks it over but he’s found himself growing selfish for him. Seeing the other two together is enough to want to let him go but he can’t not after he says that to him. He does care for him just not the way he does for him. But he still keeps his distance when looking him over. There’s a slight blush that dusts his cheeks when he continues on. He guessed he was wrong. Now he just feels foolish.
“Would you rather I take another form then…? Waka I just…” he trails off finding it hard to speak. He feels jealousy? Yes that’s the word. Jealousy. He’s jealous of her. She gets to feel wanted and he’s just a sparring partner. Sure he treats him differently but he’s always wished for just something more. Something that wasn’t fleeting. “I want to mean more to you in some way….”
“Who cares what the others think I just- never mind… this was just foolish of me…” he sighs before leaving. The god being thankful he kept his distance as he ran a hand through his hair and swore to himself. Of course he made himself feel like a fool, he was being too possessive. Ishaku always warned him of that when it came to wanting someone. Told him he was too persistent and blunt, but the last thing he wanted was to for Waka into something he didn’t wish. Even if it meant keeping his distance from him.













