Confessions of a Teenage MIsfit. || Chapter One || by; Maddy McHale
A/N; i hope this doesnt turn out to be crap okay :3
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My alarm on my phone went off again at 7;15am, today is the day. My last day of junior year! All of my so called friends will be going off god knows where and I get to stay home all to myself. My parents have decided to go on a 3 month long cruise, they offered for me to go. But who the hell would pass on staying home alone for three months. My neighbor, Cara, (who is probably the only one I like out of my friends) isnt going anywhere so im gonna ask her over to hang out often. They knew I wouldn’t throw a party or anything, im pretty low key, I only go to parties when my friends make me and they are gonna be long gone at that time.
I got out of bed and took a quick shower. Once I had finished my shower I went into my younger brother, Graham’s room to wake him up. Graham is just finishing up his freshman year and looks like him except the fact that he has blonde hair and brown eyes like the rest of my family. He groaned as I woke him up but reluctantly got up. I then returned to my room to blow dry my long brown hair that ended near the mid of my back. I took my glasses off and put in my contacts. If I had to choose one feature of my body I didnt hate as much as the rest it would have to be my eyes. Purely, on the fact that they are the only unique and interigging thing about me. They are almost a grey, I have blue eyes that get bluer when I cry but the pale striking blue-grey eyes the rest of the time. I did my makeup and straightened my hair. I tried to look somewhat presentable on the last day since all of my friends will probably want pictures with me. I threw on my favourite pair of high-waisted shorts, a sleeping with sirens band tee and went down stairs to eat breakfast. And wait for Cara to come over so I can drive her.
Cara, though her parents are wealthy enough to afford her a new car they don’t. And I probably wouldn’t either, she has totalled her past two car and her parents are quite over it. So, I just drive us three to school everyday, and I don’t mind a bit. I had a piece of toast for myself and some cereal for Graham. He walked downstairs in his normal outfit, basketball shorts and a nike shirt. Which seemed to be very in with the freshman boy crowd now-a-days. He is going to be at a summer camp for 1 and a half month that alot of his friends are going to and this girl he likes. Its somewhere out in New York, WHICH IS ACROSS THE COUNTRY! But, I’m sure he will have fun. I told him to call me every other night which I’m doubting will happen.
"Good Morning Sagey." Graham greet me and sat down to eat his cereal. "Did Mom and Dad leave already?" He asked, our parents both worked 24/7 my Dad a doctor and my mom is a MD at a police station.
"Yeah, and Cara should be over so-" I was cut off by Cara opening our front door and running in.
"Good morning losers lets go." Cara laughed at her own joke and smiled. She was kinda a big deal at our school, she had the perfect blonde hair, body, smile, skin, and grades and every boy wanted in her pants and she never let them unless she wanted them too. She was selective in a way which annoyed me, she would only get with people who would make her look better not people who actually cared which made me sad. But, I loved her none the less, we had been friends since kindergarten and we have pretty much been together as bestfriends. We were the kind of friends that didn’t need to be together 24/7 but always hung out at night and weren’t fake to each other. She has pretty much kept me sane. Even though I hadn’t told her about my cutting since I thought it was unfair to put all of that on someone who didn’t really NEED to know.
"Did you take your pill?" Graham asked me. He was referring to my ADD pill, I groaned, and got a dixie cup full of water and a pill and swallowed. While they weren’t looking I took an anti-depressant and a Prozac that were prescribed by my physc
"Okay you buttmunch lets go, Graham grab your backpack we are out of here." I said to Graham.
We piled into my car and started the drive to school, which was around 15 minutes. We listened to Cara’s music in the car even though it wasn’t my type of music Graham liked it too so I didn’t complain. Trying to get a parking spot always sucks ass but we actually got a decent spot towards the front of the school. I got out of the door following closely behind Cara. While Graham started talking to that girl he liked. I smiled to myself, he was always good with girls, I wish I was that way with boys.
"Helloooo, Sage?" Cara said while snapping her fingers together, I must have been lost in thought. Cara hates when I do that. I chuckled at her annoyed expression.
"I’m sorry what did you say?" I asked, genuinely interested and bored at the same time. I felt this conversation was gonna end up like most about how I needed a boyfriend and she had found the most perfect guy for me.
"I said did you know the neighbors to your right are moving out today and the family moving in has a boy our age and some young kids?" Cara said to me winking and nudging me at our lockers when she mentioned boy. But, I didn’t care at all about the boy I only cared about the small children part. I need as much money for college as possible and kids seemed to like me.
"How young?" I asked Cara.
"Hello Sage, I said he is our age." She shook her head and smirked knowing I meant about the kids. I shoved her sayng to tell me.
"They are like 3, 5, and 8." She reluctantly answered. "JASON!" Cara yelled across the hallways and ran into his arms and kissed him. He was the flavor of the month. Jason was also a big deal at this school. He was captain of every sport, smart, buff, "hot", and dating Cara which is double whammy. People like them are destinied for high-school sweetheartdom. It wasn’t until I walked over to them had I noticed a boy standing behind Jason. He was just a bit shorter than Jason but tall and not as buffy as Jason but fit. He has nice black hair that was kind of in a mohawk in the front like a small pointed quiff. He wore a flannel and the same kind of jeans as Jason.
"Are they always like this?" He leaned over and whispered in my ear. I almost started laughing at the comment. He voice was deeper than I was expecting which was nice. It sounded like velvet. Smooth and nice to hear.
"Always sadly." I responded with a stifled laugh, "Oh, sorry I didn’t introduce myself, I’m Sage Howard, and you?"
"Carter Mitchell, I am moving into my new house after school today so they let me shadow this Jason guy. I much rather be shadowing you though." He said with smile and a flip of his hair. God dammit i was hoping he wouldn’t be a dick.
"Smooth." I said rolling my eyes. "I’m getting to class now. When they stop for air remind Cara that she has Creative Writing and it will start with or without her." I started walking away.
"Nice meeting you, Sage." He shouted after me.
I just waved my hand signalling i had heard him. I walked to my Creative Writing class and got out my notebook to prepare for the class, in the unlikely event that we had any homework i would probably just start writing poems or doodling. Cara walked into our class before the bell rang. My first 5 periods went by rather quickly thank goodness, I was pretty much dead before lunch period started. During lunch we all got our yearbooks to sign afterwards. My friend Regan, brought pizza to our lunch table so we all ate pizza for lunch which was awesome. We maintained small talk about nothing until sex was brought up and the new boy.
"I would totally screw him. This brown eyes had me dying." Ashley said, she had the biggest ass and tits in school which made me very popular among the boys. She had a hook up in every school.
"Right? His voice is so hot too ugh." Gemma said, she is one of those girls that always went along with what someone else said which bugged me because she no sense of herself.
Lana, Katie and Reagan all chirped in with “oh ya total babe” and “so damn cute” ect. Then they all looked at me and i just shrugged, “Carter seems full of himself.”
”You are such a virgin.” Ashley shot at me. She could be a bitch. I wanted to respond with a snarky remark how she as been pounded more times then the “I” in pixar. But i resisted because today was the last day of school and she was gonna be long long LONG gone very soon.
"Sorry for being a virgin." I mumbled and put another slice of pizza in my mouth.
"Where is Cara?" Lana asked.
"Probably doing Jason in the supply closet." Ashley said with a smile. cunt. Everyone laughed but me. I just rolled my eyes, and tried to last through out this lunch.
then the announcement went off
*ALL JUNIORS REPORT OUTSIDE FOR YEARBOOK SIGNINGS*
I grabbed my yearbook and we all headed out to get out yearbooks signed.
This should be interesting….
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okay so i am hoping this didn’t suck too dang much.
anyways i hope y’all like it :3
