#lucydimond

Let’s talk about Octavia Fucking Blake She owns me but that’s not the point she’s not a bad person and is genuinely one of the best ever she did everything for her people she took everything so they didn’t have to I wonder if Lexa were to do the same thing which she kinda did would the reaction be the same nah i doubt it whatever tho her own brother whom she loves dearly poisoned her betrayed her laws defied her many times he needed to be in the pits him being angry is dumb she needs someone right now and everyone blames her but she kept them alive she didn’t wanna even be the leader but she bore it so they didn’t have to like madi said she was all for letting people do them it all went to shit though abby told her to break kane told her they couldn’t choose they had to eat or basically everyone would die she had to live with all of that all that she’s done octavia has been hurt since she was born her mother’s death being under the floor atoms death lincons death feeling like she doesn’t belong anywhere having everyone hate her she was always mostly good she’s broken she’s hurt she’s betrayed she needs someone to talk to and I’m happy diyozas there because she at least knows something and is trying to help her but even that kid rose they killed her and they also killed ethan all these things they add up all the hurt the pain the suffering she’s not letting it out she hasn’t talked about it those 147 deaths of her people she bares that she holds on to it she’s broken she didn’t want to settle for the farm when the was a valley they went threw so much they deserved it they deserved the valley and they did all of that to survive now like what’s the reason i can go on and on about all the wrong that’s been done to her but the thing is she was forced to grow up she was 17 in the bunker having to make all those decisions she needs time to heal and everyone’s saying they think she’s gonna die this season she did not do all of those things to die she deserves to live and bellarke shippers gross Done venting