#lrmthoughts

My Art Child are you still the one?

With unique ideas and fascinating views?

Are You still gullible to my mysterious ways?

Is that still you?

Are you in there?

Did you change?

Now you made me a regular girl

Now I’m not use this bay I was use just the singing stage

Now I see you on the internet every other day

I wish that you would have been that way when we use to lay

I never knew this was the real you

I never knew the things you would do

I was seen as a princess now you making me a villain (like you)

What did I do to you what did I do

Now I feel like a regular girl (x5)

I just want to be a mom

Someone to be looked up to

One that can love and be true

But the disturbance you send to me causes me

To go in defense mode when I just want to be loving

I was expecting to grow into a more loving woman

But you want to continue to pull me (down)

Now I feel like a regular girl (x5)

Wonder if I actually feel like a real black women inside.

Wonder if I would have known this side if I would have laid by your side and let you inside

I wonder if I missed the signs

I wonder if I

Winter came around you were no where to be found

You were no where to be found

Springtime spring time spring time

Spring came around I watched the rain fall down along with tears for you

Summer time is so shiny and bright but I couldn’t see your beautiful smile

Fall time fall time fall time

Falling leaves on the ground don’t tell me it’s another 365 days and you’re not around.

I guess I’m still healing . I guess this is the new feeling. I guess I’m believing it done this time. I guess I was needing. I guess I was still Feeney i guess I don’t have to guess that I’m not going to see you around .

My love

I thought you knew I love you. I thought you knew you were safe with me. I thought you knew I thought you knew but now I guess I have to do what I have to do. Just love me.

I use to run and chase after iggas

Now I know my place with iggas

Ain’t nothing change go figure

That’s what I’m all about is my figures

I’m about my business

I’m about my faith

Im about the ppl that has a special place

In my heart

In my heart

No reply

I don’t want to go back that way

With my heart with my heart it can’t stay

I wish you a bless day

I hope you are brave

To follow your way

That’s what I got to say

Before I erase

The moment that I retraced when I sat to think if I want to stay but I’m

Done with chasing iggas

Now I know my place with iggas

And ain’t nothing going to change that

Go figure

But my heart send you healing

For your day

For your faith

For you to go and be okay

And no matter how long it takes and no matter how far you are I will still wait and have love for you

If you decided not to come back it’s alright it’s your birth right

And if you decide to move on and love another it’s alright it’s your birth right

Bc you have fallen in love

Bc you have found a real love(r)

Don’t be ashame how you are

If it’s meant than we’ll never be apart

Just know I’ve loved you from the start

Just know my love won’t stop

You have every right to live your life it’s your birth right

Just know When you cry at night I would wipes eyes and hug you tight

 whispering in your ear, letting you know everything will be alright

And if you feel like you’re the only one here in your life, I’ll show you that I’m right by your side

You wondering if I still care like I did in the beginning

Ain’t nothing changing that

My heart is for you that’s fact

You’re just tripping baby

Let me rub yourscalp and your back baby

I know all your spots don’t you fear nothing

I’ll take you to the places that will change you here

Don’t worry about nothing I’m going to be fair

Fair

Everything is fair it’s going to be fair

Fair

everything fair its going to be fair.

You won’t have to worry you won’t have to beg

I can read body language and I can hear what’s in your head