Dec 6, 2025
thinking of ivan the terrible and his son redrawn as lqm & mqf for no reason whatsoever. thinking of it.
#speak#svsss txt#lqm#me when i Am an actively unethical researcher who locked pieces of myself away because i could stand to be around myself#& i am met with a reflection of who i could've been if i were in any capacity still able to conceptualize 'good' -- from a person who#doesn't believe they are capable of it because of their born lack of empathy but they still make efforts where you never bothered#when you were younger & arrogant & for so long haven't even allowed yourself to be 'your self' around your remaining family#until you are forced to contend with the fact they are completely gone except this one person#who you will not allow to become you#after salvaging them from the wreckage you head out again and you come back with blood and you put them to rest#because they couldn't even rest without you. and how are you meant to ascend when you know they will still hesitate & think 'where is...'
