Love isn’t enough.
I’ve been heartbroken before but this feels wildly different because we had set a date, we talked about a ring, he told his family and I told mine.
The whole time it felt like it wasn’t ‘if’ but ‘when.’ I’ve never been certain like this before. And it wasn’t something fast you know? The whole time I felt at peace and I felt like God was happy with our decision.
Then out of nowhere I feel like I was hit by a brick wall.
I wish something was wrong so I could blame it on that thing, like I don’t know, addiction, different religion or something like that. Then I would know, it didn’t work because ‘we wanted different things.’
But all I know is that ‘I don’t feel right about marrying you.’
And all the while I know I did all I could to help us succeed. But still, I just don’t know.
It’s the realisation of ‘love isn’t enough’ that is nothing but heart wrenching.
