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Simone,
I don't know if you'll ever read this. But I need to say it anyway, even if it's just to the void.
It took me ten years to understand it. You were there the whole time, talking to me from the shadows, asking me things I now realize weren't casual questions. That was you, trying to get closer in the only way you could. And I didn't see it. Not because you didn't matter to me, but because I was young and foolish, and I hurt you without realizing it.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not seeing you when you were right there. I'm sorry for every moment I failed to understand what you were carrying.
I deleted my old Tumblr, and with it, every piece of what we built together. That space was where I knew you existed, where your words lived, where I could feel you were real even when everything was anonymous and uncertain. When it was gone, so was the only place I had left of you. I didn't understand what I was erasing until it was too late.
You came back to me ten years later, like something inside me knew there was unfinished business between us.
I want you to know that I respect your decision, whatever it was and whatever it still is. I'm not here to pull you back or to ignore the boundaries you set. If you walked away for your own sake, I honor that. I just needed you to know that I'm sorry, and that I think about you more than you'd probably expect.
If you're okay, you don't have to say anything else. Just that.
If you ever feel curious, or nostalgic, or just want to know how I'm doing, I'll be here.
Always yours,
-Blood-pulse.
Plot Died ,Wool Survived.
The notification blinked with all the empathy of a brick: “Lost connection!” “I told you Ptah was a literal thinker,” Akshara said, stirring his tea like it had personally offended him, “but strangely, this time he’s being inferential.” Ptah nodded gravely. “What he means,” the god clarified, unhelpfully, “is that he has lost connection with the people in his life.” This, inevitably, reminded…
Thought of the Day
Not gonna lie, sometimes I wonder about the people either I lost contact with or dropped contact with, often with no other reason than to hope that they are doing better without my presence. Other times tho, it's out o genuine concern for them, because THEIR presence meant something to me.
I think sometimes about people I don’t talk anymore. Specifically the people I just.. fell out of contact with. I went through a patch where I just stopped talking to people, and I feel like it’s been so long that it’s been too long. But I wonder about them sometimes and I just.. hope they don’t resent me, or think that they did something wrong. The truth is that health just got bad and I lost the energy and the will to talk. It’s still something I struggle with now. For months I’ve been comforting myself with the fact that I could reach out and I told myself that I would just as soon as I was stronger. But then one day I looked up and the option was no longer there. And I feel oddly crushed about it
To my old friends, acquaintances, classmates: do you know that I wonder about you? Do you forgive me for disappearing? Maybe the real question is whether I forgive myself. But if you ever decide again to reach out, know that I’m here
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Jan Dyntera: Glitch IVX.
Lost in postconnection.
LOST CONNECTION: I was scrolling, you appeared on my dash. You were a simple text post, and you said something like “Babe I could treat you so right if you could just get past my Kubrick stare etc etc.” I went to reblog you and accidentally hid the post. If you see this, please, come find me at the Big Wizard Tower on Wizard Mountain. I’ll be wearing the Wizard Hat.
