Mutual destruction, like double suicide but it lasts longer and feels just as connecting
And I’m craving it so badly
putting out a cigarette on someone and having them do it back so we can have matching burn marks? slicing into someone’s wrist just to receive a deeper cut that’ll definitely turn into a pretty scar which will always remind me of that specific someone? beating each other up for fun sometimes? and perhaps cuddling after?maybe pushing them so far they actually plan a suicide, not out of sadness anymore but because it sounds genuinely good after talking so much about it?
Wouldn’t it be so fun to get stares from people because we’re totally covered in bruises and scars which are our own fault?