the anomalies

of my life

keep me up

at night

whirling above

my head like

angry insects

demanding

my attention

the reality of

inverse proportion

powers their flight

darkness turns

to inevitable dawn

I am held captive

you taught me

to acknowledge

my mistakes and

learn from them

you taught me

not to judge

a person by the

color of their skin

but to look to

their character

for guidance

you taught me

the importance

of being honest

with myself and

the strength that

comes from

admitting my

vulnerabilities

all these things

you taught me and

I lost it yesterday

don't ask me how

I have no idea where

it went but it's

just gone and

I am lost without it

unsure of how I feel

or where I'm heading

I tremble at the thought

that I might have to

actually understand

what I'm feeling

I never jump in

whole hog

I take my time

explore every inch

of mystery until

I find myself

so far from

the reason

for my journey

that I can't

Reflexió de la Setmana 14 de desembre de 2025<>Week Reflection<>Reflexión de la Semana  Mirant cap a dins Experimentant amb el silenci interior, retrobem les arrels del nostre ésser i descobrim les energies originals de la pau, l’amor i la felicitat. No es tracta d’un descobriment només a nivell intel·lectual, ja que, de fet, “sentim” aquestes energies com una realitat personal, cosa que ens…

the grey of winter

robs me of my words

a feeble spark is

all that remains of

my inner flame

buried beneath

ever-rising banks

of white ennui

the land lays bare

stripped of all

its hidden wonders

pen and paper

no longer lovers

I am grounded

by the season

wings clipped

desire neutered

yet hope remains

for some things

are not eternal

the green of spring

always on the periphery

never reaching perihelion

aimlessly adrift

searching for answers

always out of reach

floating among

unsolved enigmas

caught in an endless

cycle of unknowing

all my oracles

they live on long past

their expiration date

lingering in hidden

corridors of memories

resistant to

self improvement

ready to emerge

at a moment’s notice

to cast a shadow

of shame over