#lomortem

💭 / which sexual desire are they too embarrassed about to tell anyone? and in which situation would it be obvious enough to show?

okay, so — when it comes to sex, morgan is really into submission, but unless you’re super close with her, you’ll never know. she loves not being in control & gets off being put in sub space ( when it’s consensual & in a safe environment, at least ). she doesn’t see this as particularly healthy though, & fears that any partner who might learn this will consider it somehow PATHETIC, so mostly, she keeps this part of herself hidden - one might only see hints of it when already having sex ( she’ll ask to be choked, or put the other in control in some way. )

⚠️ / how to tell that your muse needs comfort after or during sex?

now the thing about sex, for morgan, is that it’s another addiction of hers ; like alcohol & nicotine, it’s part of the things that make her feel Not Afraid and Not Numb, you know ? & sex usually does the job very well, but sometimes, just sometimes, her mindspace doesn’t match the benefits of sex, & it’ll leave her feeling a little more hopeless, a little more fixated on self-hatred, & a little disgusted with herself. so, basically, one addiction hasn’t worked: she’ll go to the others. smoking a cigarette after sex is not problematic, generally, but if she starts chain-smoking, that’s a sign that something’s wrong. mostly, if this happens, it just has to do with her & she’s not really thinking about her partner. the real problem is if she says things like ‘ I NEED A DRINK ’: that’s the #1 sign that there’s a great deal of angst waiting to be opened up, and it might have to do with whatever her relationship is with the other.

🔵 / what activity to do with them to get them relaxed and in the mood?

answered here !

W - what do you do for a living?

right now i’m “working” (and by working i mean i’m doing it absolutely 100% for free in hopes that something will turn into a steady job, but eh) as a graphic designer & as a journalist for a local radio. also i work everyday as my parents’ bar, as a bartender/waitress !! 

♫ - do you listen to music when you write? if yes, what kind of music, if no, why not?

ok this might sound really ‘oh look @ me i’m cool !!111!1′ but i swear i don’t mean it in this way - just, music is so fucking important to me. like i think to pathological levels tbh, i’m never not listening to music? especially when writing. i have one fairly big morgan playlist that i use the most to get in character, & one day i’m gonna post the url ‘cause i’m really kinda proud of that playlist - but luckily i’ve never needed just one playlist to get me in the mood to write so it just... depends. mostly, when it comes to morgan, i use music from d.aughter, f.lorence & the machine, q.ueens of the stone age & the r.olling stones, but honestly, it’s constantly changing !! 

☠ / do you think you’d survive a zombie apocalypse?

listen pal. first of all it’s very rude to call me out like this?????? wtf??? i thought we were friends???????? secondly if a zombie apocalypse broke out i would just lie down and be done with it. like wtf am i gonna do?? run?? all to survive in a world with no wifi, no netflix, no spotify, no nothing???? wtf??????????

✼ / do you think the character/characters you role play as reflect who you are?

i think so, especially with morgan. it’s weird - when i first made her ( so about five/six years ago ), i thought she was my exact opposite. over the time ( & i’ve been developing her consistently for these past six years ) i’ve grown to realize that, though never explicit, she did have parts of me in her. well, her very concept comes from something i consider really important to me, as i’ve always been sort of obsessed with the sea & its correlated subjects, & the little mermaid fairytale. i don’t think she reflects me in terms of character or personality, but i do see her as some sort of extension of me ? idk if it makes sense, but - she’s the one character who’s stuck with me the longest, the ones i barely ever stop thinking about so ? i mean, there has to be some real bond there !    

1. mo sucks at EATING ( forgets about it, doesn’t care about it, always liked drinking more anyway ) but is actually a pretty good cook. she’s kinda been forced to learn, as a heart diseased was diagnosed to her father when she was around 18, and despite having a million problems with him she didn’t want to see him croak just yet - she took it upon herself to make sure there was always some light, healthy meal available for him to take to work, and that’s made her care a little more about how she cooks things. it doesn’t, however, make her any better at eating; when it comes to her, she’s all about junk food & pre-cooked meals ( when she even remembers to eat them ).

2. mo speaks a little DANISH, though probably not enough to sustain an actual conversation. she can understand it really well, and watching danish tv shows, perhaps with the aid of subtitles, is really not a big deal to her. most of this comes from her grandma fifi, who died when morgan was around 17 and spent a lot of time talking to her in danish, to somehow mantain the family’s roots alive in the younger generations; her aunts also use it, though with much less frequency & skill than fifi.