It would be funny if it weren't so sad that I have this knee-jerk reaction any time I see references to my source, I scroll away, no questions asked. Like, people want me to suffer so fucking much for some fucking reason, and yeah, sure, ok, source-canon-me did some fucked up things, I did some fucked up things and then time did a thing and I got to do it again but without fucking up as bad, but like... No? Please? Someone remember that I was LIED TO ABOUT MY PARENTAGE FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS and think about that for just one minute. I was not some planned adoption, Father just found me in a temple on a battlefield and went "I'm going to take this child home", who the ABSOLUTE FUCK among the adults could not have known what happened? It's not just Mother and Father who lied to me, it's everyone, and you can fucking bet they all treated me different knowing I was the child of THEIR FUCKING ENEMY WHO THEY THOUGHT OF AS A BLOODTHIRSTY MONSTER. What. The. Fuck. Then again, some of the people who talk about my source in this world genuinely believe my source is original content and not, in this world, a bastardization of a far older set of myths, so clearly, they cannot be trusted to think about anything.
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