#lodore

I'm not a good writer / English is not my first language

I couldn't add more nsfw, I'm sorry I'm just not used to write such things and this is the first time I'm ever writing nsfw stuff, so I hope you enjoy it

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Your hatred for lodore was endless, everytime you saw his face your only wish was to beat that smirk off his face. But you knew you couldn't since he was much stronger, you were no match to him.. So all what you did to ensure your nerves safety was to avoid him.

It was an ordinary rainy night as you walked on the sidewalk, since it was late at night and raining hard, there were no people or passing cars.. This was a rare moment of peace outside, the only sound echoed in your ears were the sound of your boots and the pitter patter of the raindrops.

You were lost in your thoughts until you heard a faint sound of swishing leaves from nearby.. You stopped in your tracks and turned your head to look at the direction of the sound with a hint of curiousity in your eyes..

"meow"

Your eyes widened slightly when you heard the small meow sound of what sounded like a small kitten, your eyes lit up and a smile formed on your lips as you approached and started to move the leaves aside, only to find a tiny small black kitten that seemed lost and cold in this sharp weather. He didn't notice you until you crouched down and gently picked him up in your hands and against your chest...

"don't worry little one, I will take you home..!"

He went still when he heard your cheerful voice.. What's that? A familiar voice... Wait...

He looked up only to see the person he hoped he won't see. You. But.... You looked different from the person he knows.. What's this strange gentle hold of yours, and that smile too... He always doupted your ability to smile tbh. He always believed you're a bitch.

Then you just stood up and started to walk faster on your way back to your house..

Lodore was already in panic before you even appeared, all what he can remember was that he has been trying to turn in a cat for the millionth time, why not? He was so bored and wanted to try something new.. And now he's regretting it.

But he had no other choice, what will he do anyway? He doesn't know how turn back in his human form yet.. He just learned to turn in a cat form and got kicked out his own palace by his followers just because these worm brains didn't recognize their boss. You had no idea either that this cat you carried to your house was lodore, the most unlucky person you ever knew.

Soon enough you arrived and opened the door, entered and locked it behind yourself with a soft click. You took off your soaked hoodie and hung it somewhere, still holding the black cat in your free hand that started to struggle to get free as you took off your boots. He bit down on your hand and clawed at it, yet you didn't even try to put him down.. not until you cleaned his tiny legs anyway.

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Currently you sat in front of him watching as he drank his warm milk you brought him with a big smile.. Not that he wanted to drink this, just forced to do so.

"What were you even doing there, little one?.. Did someone left you there? Who would even leave such a little cutie like you there.."

You reached a hand to pet his head gently, which he bit your hand at again causing you to chuckle. The bite wasn't really mean or aggressive this time.. Just a "warning" for you to pull your hand away.

"Now.. Let's see what's your gender-"

You picked him up and lifted his tail up...

......

...

"MEEEEEEOOWWWW!!!!!"

He snapped, yelling and clawing your hands.

"OW OW, hey hey HEY!-"

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You sighed softly..

"What's your problem, little one? I was just trying to check your gender... Wtf... Now look what you did.."

You said, putting plasters on the cuts on your hands while he was laying on your bed moving his tail slowly, seemingly proud of what he did to your hands. You narrowed your eyes slightly before letting out another sigh and approaching the bed before laying down on your back, pulling him closer to you, hugging gently... He didn't resist much, but the way his tail moved clearly said he was annoyed.

"Why are you so aggressive??"

You asked as if a "cat" would understand.. You pulled him closer and started to shower him with affectionate and gentle kisses on the head. Lodore couldn't deny that he liked the attention... After a while of showering the little creature with love, you finally stopped, now just holding him..

The thought of falling asleep with a cat in your hands sounded cute, and you were actually planning to do so.

Everything went quiet, just the sound of your breath and the cat's purring was heard, a sudden bright light hit your face, neither of you didn't understand what happened before he suddenly found himself in his human form... On top of you.......

He was still, and so you were.

Both are silent...

"..."

"..."

"What the heck...."

He blinked few times, but before you managed to crawl away from him, he quickly caught your arm, gripping it firmly yet gently as he pinned you back down on the mattress, looking down at you with a small smirk and a slight flush on his cheeks.

"Hey hey, why the rush?"

He asked with his usual sarcastic tone but it had something else too...

"LET GO OF ME, YOU FREAKY MANIAC"

Now it was the role swap, you started to struggle to get free, you were about to use your abilities before he caught your wrist and pinned it down on the mattress next to your head, the other was also in his other hand, holding it close to his mouth as he pressed a soft kiss on the pulse point.

"You've treated me quite well, not something I expected from you, to be honest.. Isn't it's my turn now to please my owner?"

"OWNE- WHAT??!"

You snapped while tugging your hand back, you opened your mouth for another comment but he quickly leaned down and muffled the words with his lips, your face flushed red from embarrassment as you continued to struggle against him, trying to get free.. Confused by the whole situation.

His lips remained pressed against yours, moving with a surprisingly tender and gentle passion. He lifted both of your wrists and pinned them above your head with one hand, still kissing you. His tongue slowly touched your lower lip, trying to coax you to part your lips for him.. But you didn't and instead bit down on his tongue, which made him wince slightly before finally forcing his tongue in your mouth, swallowing every noise you made. His warm tongue tangled with yours in a slow dance, licking and caressing your tongue with his own.

His free hand finally moved, teasingly toying with the buttons of your shirt, tracing his index finger down them until his hand reached down to the hem of your pants.. Making you shiver and tense a little bit. Your struggles quickly melted down when his fingertips tucked in your pants before tugging them down a little.. As if he was asking for your permission. When you didn't resist any longer he gently took them off, and threw them somewhere across the room.

His mouth finally left yours, a thin saliva string still connecting your lips. He leaned back down again and pressed his lips against your cheek, then to your jaw... All the way down to your neck, kissing and sinking his teeth in the flesh enough to leave reddish love marks on your skin. His long fingers traced the soft smooth skin of your thigh.. Moving upper and upper, slipping two of his fingers under the fabric of your underwear.. Tugging them down slowly before he lifted his head from your neck, his breath hot and uneven and his cheeks flushed red. His silver eyes were locked with yours, shining with desire.

LODORE in dock with crew and loading ramps, Puget Sound port, Washington, ca. 1899

The LODORE was a three-masted British bark out of Liverpool, later known as the CARLA (1910). It was built in 1892 and sunk by a German submarine in 1918. 

Wearied, uncertain, and amazed, we stand; 

On either side our thoughts incessant turn, 

Forward we dread, and looking back we mourn.