My Rambles
Lately I have been feeling stuck scared fearful confused I have this huge life decision I need to make I know what I want to do I know what I need to do so why can’t I jump? . Why can’t I just fucking do it already. I can’t live in this constant state of limbo it’s fucking exhausting.
Fear I’m fearful of things not working out I’m fearful of the regret. Maybe I’m even a little fearful that things will work out beautifully.Fear of being happy Weird right?
Life isn’t black and white I think sometimes it would be easier if it was but how boring that would be right..
I have really found my worth in the last 6 months and with that comes a lot of soul searching. Can I just say that shit isn’t easy. To look inside your self and be like woah I need to work on that oh thats why I do that etc. Its worth it though. Not everyone will be with you when you come out on the other side of finding yourself but being true to yourself is the most important thing of all.
Don’t let people suck the life out of you. You deserve so much more than that. Don’t let people play into your self doubt.Know that you are capable of anything you set your mind to. Cheesy I know but true.
Find your truth and live it every damn
day. The process of doing so won’t be an easy one but you will feel so liberated and fulfilled at the end. At least I hope so.
