After reading over the asks from the baby steps AU, I came up with this writing piece since I couldn’t get the idea out of my head, and I thought you might like to see it. I will warn you, there is a lot of angst in this, so I’d recommend you be careful.
Elvis was scared out of his mind.
The little boy had suddenly been forced into the Colonel’s car (not even giving him a chance to get a seatbelt on), and now the two of them were driving haphazardly through dark streets that he didn’t recognize.
It was all his fault, he thought. As usual. He knew he should’ve gotten up and gone to the potty, but he also knew he wasn’t allowed out of his crib after the Colonel put him in there, and it had been hours…it had felt so good to let go after not being allowed to have his diapers for so long.
When the Colonel had finally come home that night and found Elvis had soiled his underpants yet again, he’d flown into a rage, striking him several times and berating him harshly. Then he’d grabbed the little’s wrist and forced him into the car, still cursing at him in a foreign language. Elvis had only had time to grab Mr. Bunny (not that it mattered much, he was the only toy he’d been allowed to have) and was now desperately trying to stifle his cries in the hopes he wouldn’t be hurt more.
Suddenly, the car stopped, almost knocking Elvis out of his seat. They were in front of a large building whose colorful sign read “The Shepherd Academy—Foster Center for Littles”.Â
The Colonel stepped out of the car, moving to the side door to open it. In a last-ditch hope of appeasing his “caregiver”, Elvis reached out his arms and whimpered to be picked up. Instead, the Colonel let out a snarl, grabbing Elvis’s wrist and forcing him to walk inside the center.
“You’re someone else’s problem now, my boy. But I doubt even they’d be willing to deal with such a disgusting little creature as you are.”Â
With that, the Colonel left the center, got into his car and drove away.
At hearing all the commotion, Wanda, one of the more experienced workers, rushed out to see what was going on, and was shocked at what she saw.
But something definitely wasn’t right.
The little black-haired boy was skinny, sucking his thumb and clutching a stuffed rabbit, and was only wearing a dirty-looking pair of overalls and a shirt; it was freezing cold tonight. He wasn’t even wearing shoes; his little feet must’ve been freezing. And judging by the dark stains on his crotch, he’d clearly had a big accident.
But what scared Wanda the most was that he was standing, and wobbling in place. He looked so frightened.
She’d seen many types of littles, enough so to recognize a little in baby space when she saw one. Babies crawled, not walked. So he shouldn’t be upright right now.
Carefully, trying not to scare him, Wanda began to approach the little boy, her warm dark brown eyes brimming with worry as she moved her long black hair back behind her ears, before she spoke.
“Sweetie? How’d you get here? Are you okay?”
He didn’t respond, just looking around in a confused way. So she tried again.
“Honey? Where’s your caregiver?”
That seemed to get his attention; his eyes began to brim with tears. “He…gone.” The boy whimpered, before suddenly falling to the ground and starting to cry as his legs gave out from under him. Immediately, Wanda jumped into comfort mode, running to embrace the tiny boy as she cuddled him.
“Shh, shh shh shh. It’s okay, honey. Everything’s gonna be all right. We’re here to help you. Shh, it’s okay. Auntie Wanda’s got you. You’re safe now.”
Elvis cried for a while, keeping his head buried in Wanda’s shoulder as she gave the other workers directions, asking one to get Helen and Trixie (the two nurses on staff that night) in order to examine him, as well as another to get a bath, a bottle, and some new clothes ready for him.Â
Once the little boy had calmed down a bit, and she’d managed to get him to tell her his name, Wanda gently lifted him into her arms. “Okay, sweetie, we’re gonna take you back into the cleansing station now. Do you know what that is?”
Elvis just shook his head.
“It’s somewhere where we can get you cleaned up and looked at. There’s two good friends of mine back there who are gonna look you over and make sure you’re not sick, and then maybe we can get you some food. Don’t worry, Auntie Wanda’s gonna be there with you the whole time, okay?”
Elvis nodded, but still clung to her and his rabbit as she carried him into the cleansing station, before sitting down with him in her lap; she didn’t trust herself to let go of him yet even though her uniform was getting wet from his accident.
Trixie, a young woman with blonde hair and brown eyes, gently approached the two, explaining to Elvis who she was and that she and Helen were just going to look him over and make sure he wasn’t getting sick, promising not to hurt him. She and Helen kept up a gentle pattern of small talk as Helen examined him and Trixie took his temperature (he whined a little as the scanning thermometer was put in his ear, but Wanda managed to soothe him and get him to stay still).Â
Helen sighed as she looked at Trixie and Wanda, explaining what she saw as Wanda fed Elvis a large bottle of milk.Â
“He’s severely dehydrated; I can tell from the way he’s gulping down that bottle. There are bruises on his shoulder and neck; I think somebody has shaken him. He has a mild fever, and there’s a cigarette burn on his right foot. I can’t know more until we take his clothes off, so let’s get him in the bath once he’s done drinking his bottle and figure out what’s going on here.”
Wanda rubbed Elvis’s back as he finished his milk. “How could someone do this to you, baby?” She asked quietly, not expecting an answer as she patted his back to burp him.
With that, Wanda lifted Elvis onto the room’s changing table and removed his torn overalls and shirt, before gasping at what she saw.
He was only wearing a wet and soiled pair of white men’s briefs. Not a diaper, which she knew all littles needed when they were small. Carefully, she removed his soiled underwear and tossed it away before Helen and Trixie began to examine the rest of his body as she started to wipe him clean.
There were bruises, red marks and scratches all over his little body; the worst of them seemed to be on his back and bottom. Helen observed they may have been caused by a belt strap or buckle, and a couple looked like they were caused by the toe of an adult shoe. Not only that, but he had a nasty looking diaper rash, as if he hadn’t been cleaned up or changed in days. Ultimately, Wanda decided to have them take some pictures of his injuries in case they needed to go to the police with this. Little abuse was extremely rare around this area.
As they were doing this, Trixie gently rubbed his belly and stroked his black hair to try and comfort the little one. “It looks like you’ve got some nasty boo-boos there, honey. What happened?” She asked quietly, trying not to startle him.
“Was bad.” Or “Went potty.” Was all Elvis would say when she asked him about various injuries before hiding his face in Mr. Bunny. She figured it was best if she didn’t press him further for now.
As she cleaned Elvis up and began to put diaper cream on his rash, Wanda was boiling inside (as were the two other women); who in their right mind punished a little for having accidents? It was no secret that littles couldn’t control themselves, wasn’t it?
As Wanda began applying the diaper cream to his bottom, the coldness of it startled Elvis and he involuntarily let out a small stream of pee onto the changing table. Wanda was a little surprised, but it was no big deal to her; messes were just part of taking care of littles, and she’d had plenty of bodily fluids get on her over the years.Â
However, what she saw next broke her heart.
Elvis began to shake and cry, covering his face with his hands and apologizing repeatedly; he was shrinking away from them as if he was expecting to be hit for doing what his body did naturally.Â
Wanda immediately reached up to rub his leg and his belly, reassuring him she wasn’t angry and that accidents happened all the time. Trixie nodded, saying she was right; littles couldn’t always control themselves and no one was mad at him for what happened.Â
He seemed a little confused by their reaction, as well as the fact Wanda just continued putting the diaper cream on afterwards; after all, he normally got in trouble for having accidents with the Colonel.
Trixie just smiled at him. “Would you like a nice warm bath, sweetie? Have a nice soak in the warm water? We’ll make sure you’ve got some bubbles and bath toys to play with too.”
Elvis seemed to brighten up a little at that, nodding as he sat up on the table.
“But we’ll need to take your little friend here for a bit. He can’t go in the bath with you.”
At hearing this, Elvis’s face fell. Take Mr. Bunny? But he was all he had! No way was anyone taking him away from him! “No, no, no!” He shouted, looking like he was about to throw a fit as he held onto Mr. Bunny for dear life close to his face.
Wanda, sensing an impending meltdown, quickly stepped in. “Shh, sweetie. She doesn’t mean to take him away from you. It’s just that…well, stuffed animals are allergic to tub water. It makes their fur dry funny, and it could hurt them. Does your rabbit have a name?”
Elvis sniffled. “M—Mr. Bunny.”
Wanda nodded. “Hm, pretty. Well, it seems like you love Mr. Bunny very much. And I know you don’t want to risk him getting hurt by going in the water, right?”
Elvis seemed conflicted. Of course he didn’t want Mr. Bunny to get hurt! But…if he let go of him and couldn’t see him, he might lose him…what was he supposed to do?
Trixie spoke up again. “I know. Why don’t we put Mr. Bunny on the table over there? That way, you and him can still see each other but he won’t be in danger of getting wet. And we’ll make sure nobody takes him from you. You can have him back as soon as you’re dry and in your pajamas. Does that sound okay to you, sweetheart?”
Elvis bit his lip, thinking it over. In his little mind, it made sense. At least he knew that Wanda and the others wouldn’t let Mr. Bunny be taken away or get hurt. After a minute, he nodded and handed Mr. Bunny over to Trixie, who carefully took the little rabbit over to the table and sat him up so he could still see his rightful owner with his one button eye.
Thank God. At least the little one seemed to be relaxing for now. The workers just hoped they could start to undo the damage the Colonel had caused.