#littlemind

but I don’t know how,

Cuz maybe,

you’re gonna be the one that saves me,

and afterall,

you’re my wanderwall.

The mind of all that has ever been and will ever be. The all knowing. When I ask for something, it will provide. My request must be requested with trust, love, sincerity and in alignment with the betterment of all. This is the Big Mind.

A powerful computer. A lightning processor. A deep capacity for memory of good things and bad. Experiences, beliefs, values, prejudices, principals, etc This is the Little Mind and its software. It is amazing at learning languages, for solving complex process or operational problems, and it is good at understanding human behavior, communication and social connections. A matter of fact, the Little Mind is pretty damn good at “understanding” just about anything you take the time to teach it. 

What the LIttle Mind is not so good at, is admitting what it is not good at. Making life decisions. It's good at creating the pro and con lists, but what it cannot do, is consider all that knowledge that ever was, or ever will be. It will always be a lesser instrument when making life decisions. Some

Accessing the Big Mind can be difficult. Some will never figure out how to do it and some will never even try. For me, it takes time and effort and something I dont have either when I need to make a decision. Regardless, I do my best to make the time and find the effort  when faced with life decisions. 

My search for my home away from home...

I have found that there are places in the world where I can access the Big Mind quicker and with less effort, so I have set out to find a place where I can live and have this type of access. When I am aligned, I can feel it. It's a vibration that courses throughout my entire body and in a moments notice I can fall quickly into my meditations. 

The alternative to living in a space like this is to maintain a meditation practice that is deep and consistent. When I travel, or have to work this will always be my only best option. However, I have found another peculiarity in that there are certain people that also make it quite easy to access the Big Mind. Almost as it they are a conduit. 

Sometimes I spend more time trying to crack my head open to create an inspiring quote or text. And I fail and fail over and over again. Thinking that everything I come up with isn’t good enough.

Not realizing that the many attempts and fails, are a symbol of not giving up. That there is a lot more than an inspiring quote.

I can now say:

Working hard and not giving up, is the most inspiring image of me that I can give to you.