#lilo rambles

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idk i just think in general that it was stupid to give samira this partnership track position job in jersey and then immediately get rid of that and then also kill off every other option she could possible have for a fellowship or elective or any position by either making her too late or unqualified or have it be something she isn't remotely interested in. like you couldn't have given her any specific goals or wants or interests or spots that she would want to apply to? you're telling me that it's all over and gone and a lost cause and she will settle for geriatrics even though she doesn't even really wanna do that? and then also barely give her any support or reassurance whatsoever? yeah sure!

whenever i write another couple hundred words being angry about samira i feel like i'm recharging the batteries of the people who followed me for those sort of posts. you're welcome. here is some bullshit. it probably doesn't make sense <3

friendship reached a level where we're seriously discussing sending each other letters across the world @vaguedisapproval and i'm not mad about it

damn i really thought i was the only one who was uncomfortable with that fic getting big time published. god i love having mutuals who are also evidence based haters <3

no but the fact that the pitt introduced two new characters in the final episodes(crus, nazely) to contradict existing characters(samira, whitaker) and in both scenarios the women are made to look more stupid or incompetent or unprepared than their male peers. what are we doing

would actually love to not be bothered by things however nazely being used to uplift whitaker and make him look wise and smart when both of these interns have been there for four days is still so fascinating to me. you're telling me this girl couldn't figure out a magnet and so then they just decide to add another scoop onto whitaker having an unrealistic amount of independence, workload and trust from his superiors schtick. and make her look stupid for that specific sake. like i could actually turn into smoke it was so uneccesary

trying to be a hairy masc but all of my body hair is blonde so you can't see my deliberate choice to not shave.....😔😔😔