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Pile 1

Whoa, there is so much summer energy here. This is crazy. Your next glow up is definitely going to be in the summer, whenever that is. For me, I think for most people, it’s right now. So this summer, you’re gonna have an extreme glow up. It’s crazy. You’re gonna have such a light, carefree, free-flowing, childlike, yet at the same time very feminine energy. But at the same time, it’s also balance. You’ll have a good amount of masculine and feminine energy. You’re just gonna look so beautiful. It doesn’t matter what your gender is, you’re just gonna glow and you’re gonna look so pretty and beautiful.

Mentally, you’re gonna achieve a balance of mind. There are a lot of cards about balance as well. And I see you getting over something. Doesn’t have to be a relationship, could very well be. It could also be getting over a phase. You might start taking care of your skin a lot. You might be travelling. You might dye your hair. There are a lot of hair elements here as well. And they’re like blonde or red or ginger colours.

You’re gonna be leaning into flowers and floral prints and aesthetics as well. I just see such a bright energy this summer. Something about it is just so, you know when someone mentions summer and spring, the combination of the two, that’s what you’re gonna feel like as a person. You’re just not gonna have a lot of things to worry about.

I think even financially, your situation might improve if you feel like there’s something going wrong with that. And there is one thing though, this summer, since you might be becoming very carefree, you might want to pay a little bit of attention to your finances. You’re gonna have a good month or a good couple of months, but by the end of it, you might become a little rogue with your money, so you might not want to do that. Just keep a little bit of check on yourself, but do indulge yourself in things you want to.

You might be tending to a project or a flower. I don’t know why I said flower, but a project of some sort. It could be a personal project, it could be a professional one, like you could be trying to make a movie, write a book. You could also just be trying to focus on your health, gain weight, lose weight. You could be trying to grow a garden. All of these are gonna be very fulfilling to you.

If you’re traveling, I think you should travel to sunny places. Obviously, traveling to winter places isn’t gonna do anything wrong, but you might just be a lot in your summer energy.

Pile 2

“Holy crap, guys. You got like three major arcanas and only four cards fell out for you. This is a major, major, major rebirth. Everything about your life is changing. Every single thing. The world as you know it is gonna turn upside down. New people, new relationships, new kind of person. You as yourself are a different kind of person. New environment, new job, new hobbies. You’re just gonna, it’s gonna be a complete 180 degree transformation.

I don’t know why, but I’m getting this energy of you keeping something from your past life. It’s not a person. It’s a thing. It’s a thing you got for yourself either when you were a child or just recently, or someone gave it to you, but something that reminds you of your old life. You’ll keep it. Other things, you might lose them or you might sell them or I don’t know what is going to happen. I just feel a complete clearing of energy.

I feel like the thing you’re gonna keep is this diamond necklace. Also, I’m speaking really fast. I do these things by turning speech into text, so I’m speaking really, really fast. So there’s a lot of momentum. You might feel like everything is just changing and changing and changing. And I don’t know if you’ll find it scary. I think you’ll actually embrace the change. Maybe you wanted it for a long time or even if you haven’t, it’s just gonna feel like it was meant for you.

I don’t have much to say other than that. Everything’s just gonna change. I don’t see any specifics. It’s just like your entire life is turning upside down.

We do have the devil in this reading, the card, and death, but I don’t necessarily see these as negatives. I think you might be getting called to do a few morally questionable things, but I don’t think you’ll end up doing them. I think you’ll avoid them. And I think the devil is more so about new people and new attachments rather than any horrible things. I think you might find a partner, maybe.

Also, you will definitely be growing financially and you will be focusing on your job a little bit more and seeing actual results. Let’s say if you’ve been working your ass off for the past however many months, years, weeks even, but you haven’t been seeing any results, I think you’ll finally start seeing results.

I think you might be shifting places. I think you might be shifting homes, and if not, if it’s not in your plan right now, then when this transformation comes or in the middle of it or by the end of it, you’ll be shifting.

I think you’re just gonna find so much new energy to be around and have in yourself and you’re just gonna be really, really happy.”

Pile 3

Pile 3, you will be having a calmer version of a glow-up. I think you’ll be achieving inner peace, stability, and emotional fulfillment. You’re gonna feel very satisfied. There’s a theme of contentness. You’re finally gonna feel happy and at peace with where you’re at.

You might be getting engaged or proposed to or married, moving in with someone, finding someone. Doesn’t matter, something about a relationship is definitely coming in. Something about healing relationships with your parents or your friends or someone you haven’t talked to in a while. You might be spending more time with them or if you had a fight or a fallout with someone that was really close to you, then you might be reconnecting.

Emotional maturity. I don’t think I need to say a lot of words for this. You’ll just be feeling very relaxed and peaceful and you’re just gonna be very happy.

I have always wondered where people get their Lilith keywords from on this app, since there are four Liliths (that I am aware of now) and they all have seemingly different keywords but there is no source linked, ever. Yes I have a problem with that since we should all be on the same page and have at least ONE primary source and not just pull all of the information from "personal experience" or anything of that nature. We don't do this for someones Venus for example because we can look back at mythology and proceed from there, same should be applied for the Liliths, which is essentially why I am making this series and starting with the h58 Waldemath Moon.

Since we have several Liliths we can not just pull aspects from her mythos and apply it randomly to wherever it makes sense or because so and so said it should be done that way, we have to look at the history behind how the specific asteroid was discovered as well and somehow merge those together accordingly.

The story of the h58 is quite interesting and in my opinion gives a bunch of interesting keywords. The astronomer who claimed to have discovered the h58 Moon is Dr. Georg Wilhelm Waltemath, he called it "the second Moon". His hypothesis for why such a satellite exists is because he thought something was gravitationally affecting the Moon's orbit. He gave detailed information into it which you can read here, and he "claimed that it was not normally visible with the naked eye but predicted it would be visible between 2 and 4 February 1898. Twelve claims were made to have seen it at that time but were later proven fraudulent or mistaken by astronomers W. Winkler and Baron Ivo von Benko who had been monitoring the area at the time. Waltemath also claimed that the moon had been sighted previously by Adolphus Greely in Greenland on 24 October 1881 and by painter and personal friend, C. Waller in Munich on 16 February 1897."

Later on in 1918, astrologer Walter Gornold also known as "Sepharial" claimed to have confirmed the existence of Waltemath's moon and he named it "Lilith" after Lilith from the jewish legend. He claimed it was a "dark" moon, invisible for most of the time.

Now that we have the backstory down so to speak, and we can see it's based on a primary source we can start with the keywords.

Waldemath Moon/ Dark Moon Lilith keywords: The Hidden, The Unseen, The Unconscious, Phantoms, Parts Of You That Only Some People See, Unseen But Powerful Raw Forces, Undiscovered Parts Of The Self, Where No One Believes Us, Parts Of Yourself You Don't Believe Exist, Your Unlocked Potential But Also Worst Darkest Shadow, A Part Of You That Has Been So Shunned You Are Consciously Not Aware Of It, Etc.

I believe this could also be the unseen parts of Lilith herself, parts of her mythos that has been lost or information that is not mainstream. If you look deeper into this you might find more interesting keywords to have for the h58.

I will make posts with h58 in each sign in the future so stay tuned for that. Thank you for reading, if you have your own keywords to add based on what you have learned please comment them I would love to see it.

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As many of you know, I’m currently studying Lilith (h13 on astro.com) very in depth and gathering information and experiences from others. I wanted to thank everyone so much who has been supporting and helping me. I’m still working on the mass-post (it might need to be split into multiple parts.)

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I wanted to share some things I’m noticing:

- Lilith is often compared to Pluto because of the intensity. However, Pluto seems to be more subtle and calculating like a chess master. While Lilith is more instinctual and sudden, so logic does not apply when it comes to Lilith

- In Synastry, whether romantic or friendship: If Lilith is in a fixed sign (Taurus, Scorpio, Aquarius, Leo) - obsession can be next-level and too much to handle.

- Lilith can manifest in insatiable desire but it can also manifest in absolute repulsion. If your personal planets are on someone’s Lilith and they don’t have many Lilith aspects in their natal chart, that energy might turn into “I can’t stand you.” However, I noticed that typically it’s more obsession.

- Lilith in a man’s/masculine individual’s chart has still been showing that Lilith is the person he can not resist. It’s the person who he would leave everything behind for. In several of the stories and some experiences shared, when the man is Lilith he can not get over the planet person. Especially if it’s Venus, it makes things so much more difficult.

- Lilith in a woman’s/feminine individual’s chart has been showing up that she either becomes obsessed over or she becomes the obsessive one. It can really be an either-or thing in that case.

- In some cases, I’m not sure why, house overlays almost don’t even apply to Lilith. Because it is such a raw, knee-jerking kind of energy it can manifest however it wants.

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Her obsession with reproduction comes directly from this. Her title of ‘baby killer’ and ‘harlot’ are directly given by the Catholic Church. Desire to have one of her own- impossible thanks to Michael- led her to fuck a lot of people. When that didn’t work she would take children away from parents who didn’t watch them. Stories of ‘don’t go into that wood- the monster will get you and never give you back’ came from exactly that. 

And can you imagine the heartbreak- complete and absolute- when those precious babies inevitably die? They are not meant to be in the woods taken from human parents. Sometimes she would try to give them back when it was clear she was hurting them- fuck the desperation of that I can’t begin to describe- only to find their parents hurting them. Trying to give them back to the forest. Changeling babe now. What does that mean? Why won’t they take their baby back? Screaming cause it wants you. Pick it up. Pick it up. PICK IT UP!!

Lilith acquired many infants over the years. Loving each one. Refusing to part with them who died in her care. Kept their clothes. Kept their trinkets. Kept their bodies. Rumors perpetuated by this. Imagine wandering into the forest and coming across an infant graveyard with bones everywhere...- is that a shrine? What kind of unholy-

It isn’t. It was taken that way because they didn’t understand. So now, not only can she not procreate, not only can she not care for the infants she takes, now- no child will even come near her. 

Pile 1

Hello, hello. Okay, so pile one, your next relationship is a little bit off. The vibes are a little bit off. To be honest, it has a hidden vibe. Something about it is very hidden, unknown, and a little bit mysterious, and I don’t understand if that’s about the person or the relationship itself. It might be both.

I think this person may hide a lot of things from you, and you won’t notice it in the beginning or you’ll brush it off because it’ll be small things, like where they are or little white lies. You’ll be like, “Oh, it’s okay, everyone has white lies in the beginning.” But then it starts to get really weird because they start hiding bigger things from you as the relationship progresses.

Usually I’m quite talkative when it comes to readings, but this is one of those situations where I don’t even know how to describe it. I think this relationship will make you realize a lot of things about yourself as well.

I don’t see any dramatic fights at all. There’s just this feeling of underlying intensity and uncomfortableness, and it’s a little bit weird to sit in. You know Cassie and Nate's dance scene at their wedding? BUT its not like that person is literally like Nate at all. I just mean the relationship vibes. It seems pretty happy, but it’s not. Something about their entire life is a little bit hidden from you, and they’re very questionable and not very trustable.

Please don’t think this is an abusive relationship or that kind of thing at all. But there is definitely some sort of lying going on here. I don’t see any cheating or any third-party situation. Their life is just very hidden from you, and I don’t know if they’re lying out of compulsity or out of enjoyment.

I just don’t think it’s a long-term relationship.

Pile 2

Oh wow, pile 2, your next relationship is something of a rebirth for sure. Either you or this person might have been struggling with some kind of heartache, or maybe even both. It doesn’t have to be romantic heartache. It can be familial, friendship-related, or just struggling and not being very happy in general. But something affected your life to a very harsh extent.

It doesn’t even have to be dramatic pain. It can be an ongoing ache, and it can be different for both of you too. For one of you, it could be dramatic, while for the other it could be a quieter but deeper kind of pain. It’s all subjective, but there’s definitely some sort of pain that you guys had been in before meeting each other.

Meeting each other doesn’t take the pain away. You guys aren’t here to fix each other or anything. It’s just that with them, everything feels so much lighter, and both of you feel understood by each other because your pain might have been similar, either in the way you expressed it or in what exactly happened. You guys will bond over a lot of your past experiences.

The relationship will honestly feel like the world to you. It kind of encompasses your entire world for a little while. Not necessarily in a codependent way, but you guys do become very emotionally attached to each other. For a while, maybe weeks or a few months, you guys prioritize each other over a lot of the other things in your life. That might not necessarily be a bad thing depending on where you are in your life right now, but it is something to be a little bit concerned about if that’s something you worry about.

Also, this person might have a beard. They might like to wear flannel. Your first impression of them might not be very good, if I’m being honest. You’ll notice something in them that makes you feel connected intuitively, but your first impression of the way they’re dressed is very off. You might get very ew, icky vibes from their outfit. But the moment they start talking, you’ll be like, “Oh my God, I love this person actually.”

There are obviously a few things you guys might need to sort out because every relationship has problems, but I think you both will know how to sort it out pretty well. You guys are going to be pretty emotionally well-adjusted, or at least there will be a learning curve where you finally learn how to adjust.

This might be a forever person, it might not be. But I do think there’s a higher chance of this being the person you end up marrying. So congratulations!

Pile 3

Okay, so pile 3, your next relationship is a bit mixed, if I’m going to be honest. It has elements of both good and bad. I think it starts off primarily extremely well. You guys have undeniable chemistry, undeniable connection, and it’s very visible and very fast moving. Maybe in like a week you guys are already kissing or, for a very extreme level, maybe moving in together. I don’t know what the chances of that are, but that’s how fast it is.

People can notice your immediate connection and you guys have this very magnetizing banter together. It’s the way you guys bounce off each other, whether that be through your jokes, your quips at each other, or even just by your eyes, by the way you’re looking at each other. People notice it, and either it’s funny eye contact so people end up laughing, or it’s very intense so people are like, “Oh my God, get a room,” right?

There’s an element of letting go. It might be letting go of something, like someone you once were, or someone else, or just letting go of an old type of life, and even letting go of expectations you had for your future partner. You might have expected someone tall, blonde, and blue eyes, but this person might be a little stocky with brown hair and green eyes or black eyes, brown eyes, whatever.

To be honest, your relationship kind of feels like magic, but not in a very ethereal or eerie kind of way. It’s like when two people find each other and they just click instantly. They get you in a way that no one has before. You might have really, really close friends and they try to understand you and it’s very healthy friendships and connections, but there’s just some one person that just gets you. So this might be that person, right? And you will feel less lonely with them. If you’ve been feeling lonely recently, then you will definitely feel less lonely with them.

You guys also have a lot of physical attraction towards each other from the very beginning. So one thing you might want to look out for is that you guys may have some differences. You get each other, but there are some differences you guys have which are quite prominent in the sense that you guys might end up arguing a lot about them, or just having some low-level tension.

One major part of that physical attraction thing is that because of that attraction, you might end up ignoring these things or solving fights with making out, etcetera, etcetera. You might want to avoid that for future problems down the road. Solve it out, figure it out. You can do whatever you want afterwards, but you do need to solve out some things with them, like some big things. Obviously small fights don’t need to be tended to all the time, but if it is something that you conflict on in general, like if one of you wants to have kids and the other doesn’t, that’s a very non-compromisable thing, right?

So if you guys are dating to marry, then you might want to talk about that before. If you guys are casually dating, then that’s a different thing. Kids are very non-compromisable. The place where you want to live is non-compromisable. How you want to live, do you want to live with each other right now, do you want a live-in relationship, do you want to get legally married? If you want a serious relationship, you need to talk it out with this person because you guys might conflict on a few of these goals.

They don’t have to be this serious, though. They can just be something about taking trips, how often, finances, where you want to spend things. Those are serious too, but they’re not extremely non-compromisable, right? So you guys may need to talk it out.

But I think this relationship has a very good chance of working out in the end. I do think that in some cases you guys might have extremely conflicting views and it’s not really negotiable, but for others, there are very high chances of you guys getting married or whatever, if you want to.

Take a deep breath and pick a pile.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏

You have a fast-moving aura. It’s bold, attractive in the sense that it attracts attention, and people always see you on2 the go. They rarely see you still, staying quiet, or hung up on something. You come off a bit argumentative and ready to pick a fight, but people are most surprised that you always have something to back up that fight. You won’t argue for the sake of it. If you’re arguing, it will be for a cause you believe in and have done your research on. Your arguments are well-thought-out, well-phrased, and knowledgeable. Even people who don’t agree with you can admit that you are a good debater and know how to speak well.

There’s also a feeling of a herd following. You have the ability to make people follow you wherever you go, or you can cultivate a group of people who listen to what you say. In the card I’m seeing, there’s a woman leading a pack of bulls. You might have a direct but feminine energy because most of these are women, but there are a few men. So you might have a balanced energy, but your feminine side may show more through your speech or the way you dress. You’re considered an extrovert and rarely deny yourself the pleasure of life. People see you as a bold and rebellious person more than anything else.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐

For those who chose this pile, people have trouble reading you. People don’t know what to think of you. I don’t know if you talk much or speak a lot, but the things you say are introspective and interesting. People haven’t met someone with your mind before. There’s a quietly powerful energy to you that’s dramatic. There’s a quiet star energy in you. It’s not that you’re meant to be famous. Some of you may be. People think you have something they can’t pinpoint in other people. They can’t understand what it is about you, but there is something.

People think you have a lot of options and you’re skilled, but you keep it on the down low. People also think you travel a lot and have many adventures that you don’t need to tell everyone. People think you’re experienced in life and don’t have a problem knowing what you want and what you don’t want. You’re decisive.

One thing that happens is that people interrupt you a lot. Because you don’t speak much, people who don’t know you well or are not in your circle don’t get many vibes from you. Your biggest power is in your mind and the way you express yourself. Your first impressions are neutral if people haven’t talked to you. It’s not bad, just neutral. There are times where you might feel overlooked or like people may interrupt you.

𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑

Pile three, currently, you have a repressed energy. You’re not very open, you don’t lay your cards on the table. You have layers like an onion. People think there’s more to you that you don’t tell them. This isn’t your normal state. You have a different energy than right now, but you’re going through a period of suffering, horridness, and you don’t want to pretend you’re okay. So your energy reflects that.

It feels like you have some regret taking over your life. It could be a relationship regret, but I think it’s something bigger than that, something you can’t fix. I think it’s something about life and death, maybe some relative, but don’t take my word on that. Please touch wood for you.

People think you’re going through a very dark phase. A lot of these people are people you know. I don’t think you’re meeting new people who think this about you. I don’t think you’re going through a phase of meeting new people. Even if you are, I don’t think people are thinking this about you. These thoughts are from people who already know you and have known you before this thing happened.

People feel like you’re going through something. I’m not sure if it’s a short phase because it doesn’t feel sudden or dramatic. It feels like the situation was sudden or dramatic when it happened, but since that event, it’s been a long time or a good amount of time, or the thing that happened was building up and gradual, but just as devastating.

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