#lilahcore

Elegy

She/Her

Pokemon Type: Ghost/Fairy

Hi! I'm the one that started typing this out, which means I get to go first :P. Everyone in this first section is a fictive of Noelle Holiday from Deltarune, including me! I tend to be a bit more social, and I was the one that did the makeup CD with Catti! I've also been the one reading fanfic and interacting with others on the internet the most recently, so most random comments and whatnot are probably from me :3

Dove

She/Her

Pokemon Type: Fairy/Ice

Hi there! Um, I'm the Noelle that's been here the longest! I remember a lot of different versions of how things went (including everything we've written for Deltarune). The closest to Canon Noelle, I suppose, fahaha. Nebby and I are the ones that do most of the writing!

Nebby

She/It

Pokemon Type: Electric/Fairy

Hey! I'm Nebby, or Nebula. I'm the latest incarnation of Carmilla, who originally wrote Communion Route! Also an unironic star wars fan, and a fan of science fiction in general! I ended up integrating with a part of Dove over our first Christmas together, and I count as a Noelle Holiday too! In the Plural Noelle AU though, I'm playing the Red Soul, Star.

Ellie

She/They

Pokemon Type: Psychic/Fairy

Oh, hi! I'm Ellie! I tend to be the most observant out of all of us? Also, the only one here who still says Cheesus and Cheese and Crackers unironically, haha. Still, I tend to be around a lot, and if we ever post any long analysis stuff about Deltarune here, that'll probably be me.

Lilah

She/Her

Pokemon Type: Fairy/Bug

Hey! Technically I've been around the longest, since I'm the latest incarnation of our old host, Rosaria. I'm really into elder scrolls and TTRPGs, so if they let me loose on the blog we might break the deltarune theming. Still, I'm very much Noelle as well! We've been trying to remember/worldbuild as much as we can figure out about our version of deltarune, so I might eventually blog about that!

Luna

She/Her

Pokemon Type: Ice/Ghost

Hello there, I'm Luna. I tend to be somewhat more formal, but that's just a quirk of mine, I'm still silly :P. I'm the Silent Knight from Communion Route - a character that gets offhandedly mentioned once, but we were foreshadowing for a plotline much much later, because I had shown up in Dess' memories. We got curious about what my deal was, and now I'm a fleshed out person in our head, fahaha. In the Plural Noelle AU fic we're writing, I'm a fictive of a character from Dragon Blazers 2, the white cloak in sword route. I'm also probably the Noelle from Undertale, and I remember a lot from the weird route.

Also, there are some non-Noelles here too!

Hope

It/Its or She/Her

Pokemon Type: Fighting/Fairy

Heya, my name is Hope, but I'm a fictive of the Roaring Knight! Specifically, the Knight from our first fic, Communion Route, where I'm kind of a combination of VesselKnight and DessKnight because we thought that would be fun, and it is. I actually front a good amount, and I'm helping to write our current fic project we're working on as of the time of writing this, Plural Noelle AU.

Dess

She/It

Pokemon Type: Fighting/Psychic

Hey, what's up, the lost girl has been found. I'm a fictive from our very Dess-centric fic we were writing, Whatever Remains of December Holiday. There used to be two different Dess fictives in here, Summer and Winter, but we integrated together and I'm the result. Canon Dess must be at least as much of a girlloser as I am or we are being robbed.

Daisy

She/It

Dark/Fairy

Um, hi everyone! I go by Daisy now, but I'm a fictive of Ralsei! Both from canon, our fics, and from our girlfriend's fic, The Snow's Angel. I might be different from canon ralsei by now, but, that's mostly because 99% of the important stuff in my life before happened over the course of a few days? And I've been around for a few months now, haha... Um, but yeah, I'm here and might sometimes talk about things too!

You can probably tell that we have based on how we write, fahaha.

Homestuck is one of those things where you will find its influence in literally everything, both because of its breadth and because it influenced almost every major creative of a certain age bracket. Either directly, or indirectly because of what it has inspired.

I would basically never recommend it to anyone to read recreationally. (I might recommend it on a "This is one of the most influential works of the 21st century" basis but even then. Even then.) It is 100% a product of its time, it has not aged well, and imo I stopped after Act 7 / 'The End of the Main Canon' and everything I've heard since then has told me that was a good point to branch out.

We would not be who we are without it, though. The lesbian romance plotlines in Homestuck helped us realize we were a girl. Also, we were into it when we realized we were plural, and Homestuck still has its fingerprints on us. We don't really mess with it anymore, though, other than listening to the music every now and then. Case in point, you caught us as we were relistening to Medium.

Oh, it was! We discovered ourselves over 10 years ago, in late 2015? Undertale had just come out and we were questioning our gender again. The current host at that time thought of themselves as agender (but was closer to like a demigirl), but a previous version of Lilah was also present - and was very much a girl and a lesbian. We actually picked up on the lesbianism first, which made us realize that we liked women in the way that women do, and thus we probably are women. However, as we thought about it more, we realized that our sense of gender fluctuated - alongside our levels of acceptance of being transfem and how exactly our gender manifested.

It was like, a week between realizing we were a girl and realizing that we were plural? We learned that being Plural was even a thing from a tumblr mutual (who is now our queer-platonic partner of about 10 years now :D ), and did our own research. Eventually, we decided to open a word doc and just start typing to ourselves, and like a dozen different people decided to make themselves known!

The early days are pretty hazy, but we pretty quickly figured out how to mentally communicate with each other once we learned to recognize each other. Unfortunately, our home life wasn't great, so leaving behind physical notes wasn't a good idea? We mostly just "thought loudly" at each other, though we've gotten better at it since. Turns out you need practice to master intra-brain telepathy! Who knew. I (Lilah) am the only one here who still has continuation of consciousness from that point? Aka, I'm the only one around where I can look back at that older version of myself and still go "Yeah, that's me." Everyone else is either newer, or descended from older alters in a way where they are clearly different people now.