The amount of symbolism and associations with hummer’s name is absurd and reminds me of how one thing or object or figure for example will mean or be represented as something different in lots of different religions

when I first started therapy, my therapist's approach was a cbt-like therapy. trying to convince me my thoughts werent real and were just things I made up in my head and to look at things differently and more positively. then after we got deeper into my experiences and traumas, she realized that they are all ongoing and valid struggles that are actually happening that I can't "reframe" my thinking about because it's just as bad as I say it is. and apparently even worse????? like she made me realize I gaslight myself about how I think/feel more than I realized 😭 i've been gaslit my whole life about my own feelings and experiences by people saying it's not that bad and i'm overreacting and "just get over it/stop being so negative" to the point that I started doing it to myself sometimes. so I had to learn to accept that my feelings and experiences and thoughts were always real and valid and can't change my "negative thought patterns" because my situation is actually negative! my thoughts are actually realistic and rational! they are reality. my situation is actually pretty bad. people have actually always treated me poorly because i'm autistic and different and friends always disappear on me without warning. parents arent helpful and are unsupportive. am struggling and disabled. can't get a better job or move out on my own. i wasnt catastrophizing any of that at all. it was always real 😭

Arc-V's synchro arc is kinda sad because it does have really good episodes but the bad ones really sour the arc to the point the good ones get overshadowed

I dunno what you call this but I have a very very very very very hard time telling the difference between “I’m attracted to this person aesthetically” and “I want to look like this person.” I HAVE A VERY HARD TIME

if you correct my puns i will KILL you