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Day 2827: Emo E. #probablyhungry #lifeshard #balconyview #thedailyelliott #chocolatelab #labrador #retriever #instadog #hund #dogsofinstagram #doglovers #dogsofig #pets #instapets #ilovemydog #labrador_lovers#leipzigdogs https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz0SLWBoAh3/?igshid=1d4k5ox3nz6iz
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10:55
It’s that time again, when I go to sleep. Where I don’t have to worry because soon I’ll be at peace. The real worlds a struggle and I am too weak, so send me to sleep where I can be free. Free from the struggles and free from pain, I didn’t choose this life, but I’m choosing to change. Judge me if you want, it happens everyday, but a day in my life can go either way. Some days are good and some days are bad, it’s funny how no one even knows you’re sad You can call me lazy you can call me weak but man this life is starting to take a toll on me But don’t you worry I’ll be okay in my bed, ready to sneak away.
The confusion but importance
So when you need to work on something the most difficult thing is realising you need to take away before you start adding again.
For the both of us I'm not scared that we wont be in each others life.
That's just impossible, I truly trust that both of us know that our core loves each other not just the people we are right now.
This is the difficult bit, is now looking at myself and seeing the flaws.
This is because I have to accept them so I can see them truly before I remove them.
I have become co-dependant, it is partly true for both of us but more so me, I struggle to be on my own because I got used to you always being there. At the moment I need to get used to being on my own again and enjoying my own company. yours will always be better that will never change but it cant be my only company.
even now putting this down I can feel both the sick feeling in my stomach but also a kind of sense of being free...
I'm not going to put everything down right now I don't think my heart can fully take it yet not just because it makes me sad realising parts of myself started to rot a LONG time ago...im now trying to pinpoint the infection iv found some of it but I know there is more, deep down.
But as I said, starting to strip down that infected part of myself is the most painful thing right now but also; this is where its not all sadness,
I can feel new fibres of me that withered away and are coming back.
it just shows how complex and beautiful even the smallest things are in life. its so easy to focus on the negative parts in life and miss how beautiful everything is...Truly...when you look at it and try to understand.
I know some of this is all over the place, its so difficult to stay focused on one thing in my mind right now.
I just think its important to remember...when something rots it is not useless, it wasn't a waste the nutrients that were grown and exist in that rot will be used to grow something...
it may not be something perfect...but it will be something better.
Don't feel like your starting again, because your not, what you have done, good, bad it will all be used and wasn't a waste.
📖 It’s hard, but some people have to leave your story earlier than you thought. But it is to make space for the right people. - Sometimes it's hard to fathom, but some people will come into your life to teach you hard lessons, even though it's hard to accept, it's all about growth and youre own perspective - it will make you a stronger, more rounded, person. You just have to channel that lesson into good - recognize the right people, look after them, support them, hold the good and the bad, make sure that next chapter is the right one for your book of life. Rick dC @SaveMeFromToxic #stories #bookoflife #life #lifeshard #wrongpeople#rightpeople #makespace #healing #healingaftertoxic #findinghealthylove #closechapters #closedchapters #movingon #rickdc https://www.instagram.com/p/Co-r0eAparK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Good morning beautiful people, no filter required.#catlivesmatter #lifeshard #sunbaking #ourbabygirl🎀 #blackcat #lazycat #bringmeacocktail https://www.instagram.com/p/CDaBCDKDzqv/?igshid=1cdnedwcru49x
Who's got your Back? It is Very Important to have the Right People in Your Circle and to Keep that Circle Tight. Not Every Day is Great, Not Every Workout is the Best, Nobody has the Perfect Life, Especially Not ME! However Because of My Women, I Get Through.. She Makes me Happy, She Actually Love's Me, She Motivates Me and Pushes Me, Not Only in The Gym But With Recovering My Fucked Up Life, So I Can Live The Best Possible Life That I Can. 💯 #mondaymotivation #backday #swolemate #quotes #lifeshard (at Mildenhall, Suffolk) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_fTugNlCKL/?igshid=mghhdv1l93zk
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