#lifenigmaupdate

It’s been awhile.

And yes, I started with that sentence again. I’m sorry, okay? I mean, if there’s even anyone out there that I need to say sorry with because I haven’t posted anything on here for half a year. Well I guess that’s myself first of all. LOL. So, I’m so sorry, self. I let you down again on this part of your life that I didn’t really get to paid attention for for half a year.

Anyways, enough with that lousy intro and let’s head on to the explaining part of why I haven’t got to post anything anymore after the letter that I wrote for My 50-year-old self.

It started late last year. I guess it’s around August, after I won the title of Ms. PWD Olongapo 2017. Yes folks, your girl joined a contest like that. It was like a search for an ambassador and ambassadress of the People with Disabilities in our town. And apparently your girl got to bring home the crown. I mean, who would’ve thought, right? Hihi. I have had been occupied with public volunteering in regards to PWD stuff since early 2017 actually; March 2017 to be exact, since I got my PWD ID from our local government.

In fact I can post a more thorough blog about this topic if anyone would like me to do that. Or you know what, just wait for it. I’ll make sure I’ll get it in line on my drafts because I know this is important for people to know. Especially for every PWD out there in this country. I got your backs on that, folks! I’ll post something on NDPR (National Disability Prevention and Rehabilitation) Week, this July 2018.

Hence it just continued from there until as I said, won that title in July – a day after my birthday.

You’d actually notice my inactivity online right after that happening because I’ve been doing things already (that is outside my bubble) that revolves around bettering myself, more. But this time, I did it with a very dignified thought that I can do anything that I want to do if I will work on it. Now this became the reason of how I got a job. A job that I actually still have now. Cool, right?

On the other hand though, before we talk about my job, there’s something that also happened in 2017 that I didn’t really talk about online. And it’s the fact that I GOT ENGAGED.

Yes again folks! Your girl is engaged – has been engaged for over a year now actually. That’s why during the later months of 2017 to early 2018, wedding preparations have made me busy too. We were supposed to tie the knot last June, like first week of June this year. But you know, things happen and we need to be a grown up couple handling it; to I guess prove ourselves at least that we really are mature (individually and as a couple) enough to be engaged in the first place. But yeah, long story short, the wedding plans got postponed. No worries, though, it’s all for the good reasons. I’ll just talk about this more in a whole different post wherein I‘ll just talk solely about Gravity and I’s relationship. This one is about me, just me. So let’s move on from that. For now. HEHE.

For the meantime, let’s go back on talking about my job now that I got late September last year. It’s nothing big, nothing fancy, but it definitely makes me feel less of a person that’s nothing or I guess let’s say, I don’t feel like I’m left behind already from everyone. It made me feel like I’m worth something as a 20’s-year-old person. You know, the typical, ‘YASSS, I HAVE A JOB, I’M EARNING SOMETHING, I HAVE MONEY IN MY HANDS THAT I WORKED HARD FOR’. But I have to be honest, the salary that I get from the job is very minimal. Although, well, it’s still something. Sometimes it’s nice to have something than nothing at all. And yes, I won’t say here yet what job it is. Because just like the lovelife thingy, I will be posting a different blog about my job on my anniversary of working there. So! I’ll just leave this here.

Moreover..

As a result of the postponed wedding, Gravity’s visit here in the country just became a month long vacation. And it was one heck of a vacation, folks! If you are following me on Instagram, you’ll know how much of a princess this girl had become while he was here. It was so surreal. It was so nice to finally get to see him again for one. Also, it’s even nicer that that he stayed for more than just a week this time around. Hence it gave us a chance to get to know more of each other’s personalities. Because of this vacation that he had from May – June, it made us stronger than ever. As he said, and I quote, “If there’s anything this vacation did to us, it made us stronger. And you are my best friend, I want you know that and I’ll always care for you…” and so on and so on. HAHA. I’ll keep everything to us already. And yes, that made me feel like I got best friend zoned when he said that, but you know what? To be honest, I’d rather love my best friend who cares so much about me that he won’t ever give me choco-lies when I need to taste the bitter-truth of life. And yeah, there’s so much to talk about his visit I guess so I’ll just do that more on that different post together with the postponed wedding topic.

Now that we’re done with all the explaining and filling up on the times that I didn’t get to post anything on my blog. Let’s now proceed to my plans on this space. Yes, I do have a definite plans now. And no, it’s not about being a full on blogger mode. NOPE, DEFINITELY NOT. I think I’ve stressed enough on my previous posts that I do have this blog just to have an outlet. So yeah, just putting that out there again. Now going back to the plans, I’m thinking of changing the timeline on my blog. Like instead of solely depending on the year, for example, 2018, I want this blog to focus on the year of my life. The year I’ve lived on earth. Thus it’ll be like, this month, it’ll be the month of my 23rd year already, so that’s when we’ll start a different year here on my blog. Which, if ever I’ll have new things that I would want in the near future to add up here, I will do it on the next year of my life; meaning we’ll have a happy new year on my birthday, July 19 and not January.

Other than that, I have few more new stuff that I would like to share on here. For example, I’m starting a bullet journal already so, instead of just having that physically, we’ll also have that here on my blog – the templates I’m gonna use, the trackers and all that jazz. But I don’t think I can do that updating full on here already since I’m just starting on getting a hang on journaling.

I won’t be putting everything that might come out on this blog after my 23rd birthday yet. But let’s all cross our fingers though that I will get the time to do this again. Because I super dooper uber miss writing my thoughts out.

Now, I can breathe freely again. Wooh! That was such a relief, a breather or however you wanna call it. I feel so good right now. I hope you all are doing just as fine too. ‘Til next time…

Vivre la vie au maximum, folks!

                         ~Kaye