Not Your Weight To Carry | Liam Mairi
Liam | Fourth Wing | Liam Week 2025
Summary: Liam has always been calm, cool, and collected no matter what, but when you become the target instead of him, no one ever stood a chance.
Note: Liam Week Day 1 - honor / Day 2 - Protective - @empyreaneventsÂ
Pairing: Liam Mairi x reader
Warnings: harassment, misogyny(by unnamed character), bullying, violence, drugging, loss of consciousness, Liam on a rampage
Word Count: 1.6k
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Youâd asked him the same question more times than you could count.
âWhy do you let them talk to you like that?â
Every time someone muttered traitor under their breath, or spat the word rebel like it was poison. Every time they shoved past him in the mess hall or made a quiet, cruel joke during drillsâlike he wasnât good enough to be here, like he hadnât earned every damn scar on his hands.
And every time, Liam just shrugged with that infuriating calm. âBecause I know who I am,â heâd say. âAnd I know what you think of me. Doesnât matter what the rest of them believe.â
You hated how much sense that made. Hated more how often it worked.
When you tried to speak upâwhen your blood boiled hotter than his ever didâheâd always step between you and the fire. Pull you close. Tuck you just under his chin.
âEasy, Sunshine,â heâd murmur, voice soft against the shell of your ear. âLetting them get to you means they win.â
It made you feel safe. Steady. Like nothing they said could touch you as long as he was there.
But thenâit all flips.
âHe only picked you because you're easy to control, huh, sweetheart?â one of the cadets in your squad mutters as he brushes past you in the sparring gym.
You freeze. You were just taping your wrists, half-focused on your stanceâuntil that voice, and those words, slither under your skin.
You straighten, eyes narrowing. âExcuse me?â
Heâs already pacing a slow circle, like this is just another round. âIâm just saying,â he adds with a shrug, âyouâre the weakest in our squadâbut Iâm sure youâve got other useful skills. Right?â
Your heart pounds. Your face burns. But not from shame. From rage. âThe fuck did you just say to me?â
He turns back, grinning like this is funny. Like youâre the joke. âRelax. Just making an observation. Heâs got a type, doesnât he? Soft. Obedient. Easy toââ
You donât see Liam until heâs beside you. âFinish that sentence,â his voice cuts through the gym like lightningâsharp, electrified, and cold. So cold it silences the space instantly.
The cadet stiffens. His smirk fades.
Liamâs jaw is locked, arms tense like heâs holding himself back from launching across the floor. But his voice? His voice is steel.
âGo on,â Liam repeats, stepping forward. âFinish it. I dare you.â
No one breathes.
The cadet falters. âJust joking,â he mutters. âDidnât meanââ
âYou donât get to talk about her like that,â Liam says, low but deadly. âEver.â
Then he turns to you. He doesnât touch you right awayâjust looks. Like heâs checking to see if youâre okay, if you want him near.
You nod, but your hands are still shaking. âI got this,â you say quietly.
Liam nods back. âI know you do.â His voice softens. âBut Iâm done letting them think youâre fair game.â
Because now? Youâre the one theyâre aiming at. And Liamâcalm, honorable, untouchable Liamâisnât brushing any of it off.
The air inside the sparring arena is taut with anticipationâtoo quiet, too still. All eyes are on you and Ren, who is triple your size and known for breaking noses, shattering egos, and walking away without a scratch.
But you know you can handle him and you do for the first three minutes.
Your strikes land clean. Your footwork outpaces him. He scowls as you dodge another brutal kick and drive your elbow into his side. The crowd is murmuring nowâsurprised, maybe even impressed.
Then, one step lands too heavy. The next stumbles. Your limbs go hot, then numb. Your fingers twitch strangely as your blade dips mid-swing. Itâs like your bodyâs disconnectedâfog rolling over your nerves.
Then Renâs fist slams into your ribs.
You gaspâbut itâs slow. Like your lungs are filling with something thicker than air. Another hit. Your vision tilts. You're too sluggish to block the blow, and the blade cuts across your upper armâdeep.
You stagger back, blinking. The crowd blurs at the edges.
Whatâs happening?
You try to raise your blade again, but it slips from your fingers and hits the mat with a sharp clang. The world wobbles. Your knees hit next.
Ren hesitatesâjust for a secondâlike heâs realizing somethingâs off. But Emettario hasnât called it, so he moves in again.
And this time, you canât even flinch. The final hit crashes into your jaw. Your head snaps to the side and everything goes black.
Across the arena, Liam finishes his challenge with a clean takedown. Heâs already turning to find you, expecting that crooked smile you always wear after a good fight.
But youâre not smiling. Youâre not moving.
He sees your body firstâtwisted awkwardly on the mat. Then he sees Ren, standing over you. No remorse.
He sees red.
Liamâs already moving before his mind catches up. Shoving past those circled around your mat, ignoring the shouts of his name.
He hits Ren like a storm.
Fist to gut. Elbow to jaw. Ren doesnât even get a guard up before heâs on the ground, groaning in pain as Liam drives a knee into his side.
âWhat did you do to her?!â Liam roars, voice shredded. âWhat the fuck did you do?!â
It takes Xaden, Bodhi, and Garrick to drag him off. Emettario is shouting over the noise, someone shoves Ren out of the ring as he stumbles to his feet.
Liam doesnât care. He breaks free from his brotherâs hold on him and drops to your side, hand hovering just above your faceâafraid to touch, afraid heâs too late.
âSunshine,â he breathes. âHeyâlook at me. Please.â
Your face is pale. Too pale. Blood trickles from your nose. A shaking healer slides beside him, already workingâbut Liam doesnât move.
He just stares. At your limp fingers. Your bruised jaw. The way your head lolled so easily to the side when they checked your pulse.
And it hits him. This wasnât just a fight. Something was wrong.
His bloodied fists curl on the mat.
And for the first time since arriving at BasgiathâLiam Mairi is ready to burn the whole quadrant down.
You hadn't stirred in hours.
The healers said the bleeding stopped. That you were stable. But your skin is still too pale, your breathing too thin. They donât know what was used on youâonly that it was something slipped before the match. Maybe in your water or lunch.
Something subtle. Deliberate. Meant to break you without anyone noticing until it was too late.
Liam hadn't left the infirmary since they carried you in. Not until now.
Because someone did this to you and heâs going to find out who.
He stalks through Basgiath like a man possessed.
He tracks every cadet who made a comment towards you. Corners them. Demands names. He checks bottles, gear, and bags.Â
He doesnât care about rules anymore. Not after seeing the way your body laid on that floor.
Not after he heard the way the healers whispered about permanent damageâintentional, invasive, and premeditated.
He had just pinned one of the cadets in your squad when a sharp voice stopped him.
âLiam.âÂ
He turnsâsharp, still seethingâto see Xaden standing a few paces away, arms folded, jaw tight.
âYou need to stop.â
âIâm not stopping until I find out who did this to her,â Liam snaps, turning back to the cadet in his arms.
âI get it,â Xaden says, pulling Liam away, letting the cadet get away. âI do. But dragging cadets out by their collars isnât going to help her. And it sure as hell isnât going to help you.â
Liamâs breathing hard. âShe couldâve died.â Liamâs voice cracks, shoulders sagging as he finally just feels everything.
âI know.â
âShe didnât even get the chance to fight. Someone made sure of it before she stepped on that mat.â
âI know,â Xaden says again, softer this time. He takes a step closer. âBut if she were awake right nowâif she saw you like thisâyou know what sheâd say.â
For a moment, all that rage just... folds in on itself. Exhaustion takes its place. The kind born of heartbreak, not battle.
âIs she...is she awake?â
Xaden nods, a faint smile breaking through. âSheâs asking for you.â
Liam doesnât run. He walks. But inside? Heâs sprinting.Â
And as he slips into the infirmary, breath caught in his throat, he sees youâawake. Bruised and dazed, but awake. His whole body relaxes.
You blink up at him, lips parting in a tired smile.
And he crosses the room in three long strides, falls to his knees at your bedside, and takes your hand like itâs the only thing tethering him to the world.
âYouâre okay,â he whispers, like a prayer.
Your voice is hoarse, barely audible. âYou look like hell.â
He huffs a broken laugh, pressing your hand to his lips. âYou scared the shit out of me.â
You close your eyes briefly. âI was so scared, Liam. I didnât understand what was happening. My body... it felt like it wasnât mine anymore.â
He tightens his grip on your hand. âI thoughtââ His voice breaks, then steadies again. âI thought I lost you.â
Your lashes flutter open. âYou didnât.â
âNo, I didnât.â he says fiercely. âAnd Iâm never gonna let anyone take you from me. Not now. Not ever.â
You nudge his shoulder weakly. âLetting them get to you means letting them win... remember?â
He chokes on a sound halfway between a laugh and a sob.
âYeah,â he says. âI remember.â
But in his head, he promises himself:
Theyâre still going to pay. Later, but still pay.
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